Hammersley had been instructed that the situation vis-à-vis Spain was to be handled with the greatest care; as a last resort, and only if something went badly adrift with those all-embracing evacuation arrangements, or if the fuel unit should look like going up before the ships could get to Gibraltar, he was ordered to request permission from the Military Governor in Algeciras for an exodus into Spanish territory. That contingency apart, only when the sea-air evacuation actually began was he (on the grounds of common humanity) to break what was left of security and warn the Spanish Military Governor that he should clear La Linea, San Roque, and Algeciras and represent to Madrid that contamination and blast might well extend as far as Malaga, Cadiz, and Ronda. Tangier would of course be alerted at the same time, and shipping, apart from that required to form the evacuation fleet, would be given a general broadcast warning to keep clear of the Straits.
All this awaited the word of General Hammersley. If he must not make that signal too late, he must certainly not make it too soon either. A somewhat strongly worded pronouncement to this latter effect had come to him personally from a very high source indeed.
He had in addition another very heavy responsibility: that of working out, in consultation with Gibraltar’s civic and Legislative Council authorities, the details of that act of evacuation as it would affect those being uprooted from homes which they would never see again. That — and the priorities. After much heart-searching, the Governor had come to the conclusion that this was no time for a policy of ‘women and children first.’ It was, he thought, no time to split families, to leave the breadwinner behind to face certain death. They must, he had said — and he’d insisted in the face of opposition — live or die together as whole families. So families would be moved as units. Top priority would go to those with the largest number of children, the lowest to old people, childless couples, and single men and women. British Service personnel would go last of all, and then only if there was space available — and time; for Hammersley would not hold the ships in danger to await his troops. The Governor and his staff, and other senior officers of the Services, would, of course, be the very last to leave the by then nearly deserted fortress — Hammersley himself didn’t really expect to get away at all. This removal operation, of which the populace would know nothing (beyond the fact that Exercise Convoy was going on) until it became inevitable, would be conducted by British infantry who would rouse out the people in their homes after a last-minute broadcast by the Governor over the Rediffusion Service and Radio Gibraltar, and escort them on foot and in Service transport and in buses and commandeered private cars with the absolute minimum of essential personal effects, to the airport and to the tenders waiting at the dockyard and Waterport quays to go out to the ships in the Bay. Staff officers, working with the civic authorities in the City Hall, were now drawing up the lists of population in the due order of their priorities.
In his office Hammersley slowly, but with fingers that shook a little, stuffed the tobacco down into the bowl of his pipe. While he was doing this there was a light tap at the door, and his wife came in carrying a bunch of flowers, bougainvillaea and zinnias and pelargoniums. Dark and petite, smiling now but smiling anxiously, she came towards him.
“Hullo, m’dear.” Hammersley did his best to match the smile. He thought: I wish to Heaven I could talk to her about this, but there’s at least one reason why I mustn’t. And I know she suspects something — how could she not? — and she’s worried about the boys coming out for their leave…
Lady Hammersley came up to him, kissed his cheek. Then, standing back a pace, she looked at him critically. She said, “Francis, you do look so worn out. How much longer is the worry going to last for you?”
He still smiled at her, gently, but he felt his nerves on edge. “Not much longer, my dear.” How much did she know? All he’d said was that he was going to be pretty busy on an exercise for the next few days, and she’d better carry on with her various women’s committees and what-have-you and forget about him, because he wouldn’t see much of her anyway. Of course, he knew that if he’d told her the truth she’d have been useful to him and the staff in helping to organize some of the more domestic aspects of the evacuation arrangements, but he’d preferred to forgo that for a certain reason, and that reason had to do with their sons. Once she knew what was going on the mother-instinct would, quite naturally, have taken precedence of her position as the Governor’s Lady, and that was something which for both their sakes, and for the sake of security, he didn’t want to happen.
She put out a hand, lightly touched his face. Her eyes were very anxious; her half-Spanish blood had given to her manner — though not to her emotions in times of stress — a kind of Victorian reserve, a reserve which had attracted Hammersley to her in the first place, and she was still unsure how far she ought to go in drawing out her husband on matters of duty. But now, seeing her evident anxiety, Hammersley took her hands in his and led her to a chair by his desk.
Standing over her, he said gently, “Don’t worry, my dear. We’ll come through this.”
She was puzzled. “Francis, I don’t understand you — come through what?” Her nose crinkled up, her eyes puckered, and suddenly she looked very Spanish, with the dark hair laid rather close to the narrow head. “All this — gossip, Francis. Is it really true that there is something very bad going to happen?”
Hammersley swore a little under his breath. He’d been indiscreet — he was so damn tired — he must watch himself every minute of the day. Turning away to the window, he said rather harshly, “I told you not to worry. It’s only that — I’ve had a lot of work lately, and I’m not so young as I was. Forget it.”
“All right.” After a long look at her husband’s back, Lady Hammersley shrugged slightly. “I wanted to talk to you, Francis.”
He looked at his watch. The Mayor was due in fifteen minutes. “Go ahead,” he said.
“It’s about the boys.”
Hammersley stiffened. Well, of course, this had to be faced, the actual decision put into words some time. “Go on.”
“You’ve been looking forward to them coming out, Francis.”
“Of course.” Hammersley’s teeth came together with a snap, over by the window where he was looking out unseeingly towards the cool green of the trees. Naturally he’d been looking forward to seeing his sons — one on holiday from his public school, the elder on leave from Sandhurst. But not any more. He turned to face his wife. “What about it?”
“What about it?” she repeated. “Francis, I have heard the gossip, the talk, the rumours. I don’t know if it is right to bring them out to Gibraltar just now.”
And, thought Hammersley furiously, as he bit hard on his lip. I know damn well that it’s wickedly wrong from any human standpoint. But dammit to hell, for good or ill I’m a red-tabbed general — and what’s more I’m the Governor. It’s not as though I’m Tom, Dick, or Harry — some junior officer or N.C.O. or private who might quite legitimately decide off his own bat for a variety of reasons to stop his family coming out. This is the kind of responsibility I’ve been paid to be ready for ever since I stopped being a regimental officer years ago. And I hope I’ve never to bear it again — after this, the Equality Boys can take over and let the rank-and-file have all the privileges of command, which perhaps will give the generals and the admirals some excuse for behaving like private soldiers and ordinary seamen when it comes to this kind of thing. But meanwhile here I am, the Governor of Gibraltar. I’ve got the full knowledge, and I must be strong enough not to take private advantage of it… and not only that — there’s so much more to it than that. Some fathers have, already stopped their children— they’ve heard the rumours, I suppose — and of course I haven’t interfered. But if I stop my boys coming in the rumours’ll run like wildfire (‘Haven’t you heard? H.E.’s stopped his sons leaving U.K. for Gib — you can’t tell me there’s nothing up!’) and there’ll be complete cancellation of the school planes. That’ll blow security nicely! A lance-corporal can save his children but I mustn’t save mine… anyway, that’s how I see it, though I know she won’t, and that’s why she mustn’t know — the decision’s got to be mine alone.