They would sit out in the yard on sunny days drinking Miss Foster’s Punch and talking about what they’d experienced in the world. The Ghost had taken to wearing big Redtone boots, and he did a stomp around the yard to show Delvin how well they fit. He carried keys on a long yellow chain that he said was gold but wasn’t. He was still an angel turnip, though he lied about this and claimed he had the girls at the Emporium eating out of his hand.
“Those caledonias do anything for a man in a big car,” he said, and they both laughed. It was like they could make up anything they wanted and have it be true.
Delvin, leaning back in the big canvas folding chair, breathed in the smell of pine seeds and sun-baked grass and felt for a moment that he was in heaven. A few feathered clouds with an unchased, slowpoke, summery look seemed like they’d still be there tomorrow. The lilt of the new boy’s sweet voice came from the porch, interrupted now and again by Mr. Oliver’s rich barreltone correcting a pronunciation or offering a remark on some aspect of the latest reading. Like Delvin, the boy — and Mr. Oliver — preferred the parts concerning trips and traveling. Delvin missed his old intimacy with Mr. O, but he was not particularly jealous. To have it again he would have to return to being the boy he once was and he was no longer that boy.
What he was now was shaky and fraught; confused, he thought, about half the time, scared — jumpy, he told Winston, the Ghost — full of excuses and plans. . and desires, he said, speaking the word softly as if afraid just the word would invoke some bustling overriding particular; itching, he said, thinking as he spoke of his attempts to appear blasé, indolent even, while at the same time — as he thought, and spoke — flexing the muscles in his forearms until the Ghost told him to quit showing off what he didn’t have. He picked pine seeds out of their little single wings and ate them one at time and listened to the easy spell of the old knights and waited for what was coming.
For a time he wrote Celia every day and for a while he was engrossed in this, this job really, he thought, his work for now, or part of it; he was deeply involved in what he thought of as the proper way of life. He told the Ghost about her, and the Ghost, who fantasized nightly of high-yella women crossing the yard to find him, was rightly appreciative and admiring.
“I spect you want to marry her and open up a business of your own,” he said.
“I might,” Delvin said. The rosiness of possibility swelled in his heart. He had begun to believe again — sense, suspect, guess — that he was being followed. “Somebody’s tailing me,” he said to the Ghost, nervously. . hopefully.
“Somebody sus-pect you of somethin?” the Ghost said. “Somethin else?”
“No, I don’t feel that way. And besides I hadn’t done anything. Not a thing.”
“People follow me a lot too,” the Ghost said congenially. “I got lots of admirers these days. That’s probably what it is in your case — admirers. These girls, when they get a whiff of your abilities, they come slinking along after yuh.”
“I don’t know if it’s that. Besides, in yo case I heard it was a snort of that old three jacks and a king.”
“I don’t need no potion.” He shook his head. His greased orange hair shone in the low sunlight. “You rob a bank or something? Shoot somebody again?”
Delvin gave him a look. “No. But I did see a man get stabbed.”
“They want you for a witness?”
“It wadn’t like that.”
He told the Ghost about his experience on the freight.
“You think the fall killed him?” the Ghost asked, referring to the living murderer they threw off the train. “Wonder why they didn’t just kill him outright.”
“People don’t want blood on their hands.”
“Even murderer blood? Seems like that would be a badge of honor.”
“They don’t want nothing on their hands.”
Somebody’d tossed a handful of corn dust on a little spill of blood. Delvin’d had a bitter taste in the back of his throat. But after a while it passed. The man who grabbed him at the door and saved him, the little jeff; the man’s hands had shook. Lying makes violence, the professor always said.
The Ghost scratched his freckled cheek. He began a story of dash and devilment, familiar to Delvin before he heard it. Women, shiny-eyed girls, who loved him. “Got one over at the Emporium who wears a gold bracelet I give her.” Out this way he was ready to take on more responsibility, just as soon as Mr. O thought he was ready for it. Actually not when, but right now, if Delvin knew what he meant. He had a sly look under thick orange eyebrows. Something in his face heretofore hidden had worked its way to the surface. Delvin had seen it before with boys their age. Boys who had once been sweet and shy now become rough customers who pushed others around. Mostly it was the cowed ones, the frightened boys who weren’t quick or strong, who stayed gentle, the over-friendly boys who agreed with everything you said. He preferred the older boys — the men really — he’d met on the trains, riders toughened by experience. They scared him but they gave him somebody to follow. And he too pushed and poked and shouted out his readiness to take on the world. He thought of Celia, who had looked at him as a boy who couldn’t be trusted yet. Who didn’t have the power to — to what? He never could be sure. Protect her, he guessed. I can do that, he thought, but then he wasn’t sure, considered himself too rangy-minded, too loose in his ways. He was what she thought he was — a drifter, picking up jobs where he could, a day worker anywhere, in any town — the world’s day worker, he thought — picking peaches, sweeping out the back, raking a yard, filling baskets with sycamore and oak tree leaves. But still he wanted to write things down, in books maybe. He didn’t just have this in mind. He wadn’t no drifter there. He got down hard on the stories he was jotting down these days, applications of effort and detail, some loose-jointed boy walking by a string of wild grapevine trailing up a fence, talking to a brindle cow on the other side about loneliness, taking the cow’s part, taking it back so he could say how he lived over in the town. Story about a man living in a grass house in a ditch, about a little girl singing to herself as the house next door burned down. He didn’t show these stories to anybody, but some time he would.
He turned on his belly and looked up at the porch where the new boy, Casey, named after the dead burned boy—“My real name is Henry,” he told Delvin, “but Daddy”—speaking of Mr. O—“likes Casey”—read outloud from antique adventures. He had a thin, pleasant voice. Delvin was a little jealous of him, but he tried not to let it show. The worry over vengeful pursuit by white boys had faded away, leaving an irresolute calm. Mr. Oliver was afraid his return might stir things up — vague things, stirred in a vague way — but Delvin saw this was as much because he wanted to be settled in with the new boy, some new boy, as anything else. He wouldn’t be able to stay here long, and this saddened him. He only half wanted to move on, though he figured it was time for him to. He sat in the kitchen with Mr. Oliver and Polly — who herself was married now, living with her husband, Curtis Rodell, a plumber’s helper, in a little cottage behind the big house — discussing what he planned to do. Polly wanted him to stay, but Mr. Oliver encouraged him to put his plans into action. He recommended college, but they both knew he was not really a candidate for that. Delvin had told him he wanted to write books and Mr. Oliver had been happy for him. That was just the sort of profession that appealed to him. Get right into it, he said. Don’t delay a minute. Start up and build you a head of steam. Mr. Oliver offered to stake him, to give him an allowance for a year or two while he got going. Delvin was reluctant to agree to this because he wasn’t sure how he wanted to go about things. I have more traveling to do, he said. I want to gather more information. Novels? Mr. O had asked, and Delvin had said he wasn’t even sure about that. He thought he might like to write about real things.