Khos wished the chair was larger. He stared out at the children and the passersby. This early, the only people on the street besides the dirty children were the creepers. They slunk along the sidewalk with giant nets over their shoulders, their faces hidden by their floppy hats.
He saw Mahrokh crossing the street. She stood out easily among the dregs of the blue dawn. She went veiled when she wasn’t working, and that was just as well. Chenjans—male and female alike—had been known to stone whores in the streets when they appeared during the day without an escort. But he marked Mahrokh by her significant height—nearly as tall as he was—broad shoulders, and confident walk which reminded him of Nyx. She carried a rectangular package under one arm, and the sight of it made his heart skip. He looked back up the street she had appeared from and into the long morning shadows between buildings, but saw no one following her.
She stepped around the refuse in the streets and up onto the sidewalk, and then he saw her eyes: blue-black and already squinting to make out his countenance, though he couldn’t imagine she would mistake him for anyone else, even with her fuzzy sight.
He stood and pressed his palms together, bowing.
Mahrokh set the package on the table, and did the same.
They sat, and Khos called over one of the Mhorian girls. “Another tea,” he said.
“No honey,” Mahrokh added.
When the girl had gone, Mahrokh turned to study him. “You look better. Still terrible, but better.”
“I hope that improves,” he said. He sipped at his tea to clear the taste from his mouth. Shifting into a dog to bathe had its advantages, but a clean tasting mouth wasn’t one of them.
Mahrokh reached beneath her burnous and pulled out several glossy papers. She pushed them across the table to Khos.
Khos stared at them. The edges were already beginning to disintegrate.
“They’re tailored to destruct in several hours,” Mahrokh said.
Khos fanned the images out on the table. A few pieces from the ends of each flaked away as he did. A beaming young boy, seven or eight years old, peered out from the pages. He was the color of the desert—far too pale and flat-nosed to pass as anything but what he was. And though his hair was dark, his eyes were unmistakably blue.
“We’ve had to transfer him,” Mahrokh said. “To avoid the Chenjan draft.”
“They’re drafting half-breeds here as well?”
“Yes. It started last year.”
“Where is he going?”
“Tirhan. They’ve been a neutral country since they broke away from Chenja. We send our highest risk boys there.”
Khos tentatively touched the face in the picture. He imagined what it would be like to grow up in fear. His heart ached. He pushed the pictures back at Mahrokh.
“Keep them,” she said. “They’ll be gone soon enough.”
“Is there danger in the crossing?” Khos asked. “I’ve never tried to get into Tirhan.”
“Our network extends deep into Tirhan. I already have an interested family. His look is a little off for Chenja and Nasheen, and no doubt he’ll be a little odd in Tirhan, but he will not stand out as much. I think he’ll be happier there. And certainly safer.”
Khos nodded. He did not trust himself to speak. He slipped the pictures into his vest pocket.
“And do you have news for me?” she asked.
“Three boys are coming in from Nasheen in three days,” Khos said. “One of my contacts will be escorting them from Azam to Dadfar. You’ll need to take them from there.”
“I will tell my women,” Mahrokh said.
Khos nodded at the package. “Should I ask about that?”
Mahrokh’s body seemed to shrink. She gazed long at the package. “That was sitting on our porch this morning. Addressed to your woman.”
The Mhorian girl arrived with Mahrokh’s tea, then pressed her palms together and bowed her head. Mahrokh returned the gesture and drank.
Khos continued to stare at the package. “You and your women need to be careful,” he said.
Mahrokh did not look at him. “We are careful. Those who trouble your woman would not trouble us. We have protection.”
“Protection? You mean Haj?”
Mahrokh looked up at him. “You know of Haj?”
Khos felt his cheeks flush. He tugged at the hood of his burnous in an attempt to hide his face. Why did he still react like that, after all this time among women? Haj, who knew something about Nyx and just enough about Inaya—and too much about him.
“I’ve met her,” Khos said. “How much do you know about her?”
“She’s quiet. Since she’s sympathetic to the cause, I assume she lost a man at the front. All of us have.”
“What do you know about who she runs with?”
“Those she uses to protect us?”
“Yes.”
Mahrokh shrugged. “Very little. Mostly Nasheenian women, as she is. They’re reliable, efficient, effective.”
“Could you ask around? Tell me what you can find out about her?”
“Certainly. Does she concern you?”
“I’m just interested. Thank you, Mahrokh.” Khos finished his tea and stood. “Would you like me to walk you to your street?”
“No, no. I know my streets far better than you do. I’ll finish my tea.”
He reached for the rectangular package, and tucked it under his arm. He bowed his head to Mahrokh. “Take care. And remember what I said about being cautious.”
“I am always cautious, my Mhorian.”
Khos walked back onto the street, through the cluster of children. They held out their hands to him as he passed and called to him in Chenjan. He had no money to spare, or he would have spilled it into their hands. Looked into every beaming face, and thought of his boy.
Tirhan. On the other side of the continent. The end of the desert.
The way to the safe house was long, and by the time he arrived, the package was starting to stink. His stomach knotted.
Khos went up the narrow stairs. As he climbed, the air got hotter and closer until he longed for a window, a breeze, a view of the ocean. When was the last time he’d seen the ocean? He pushed into the room.
Nyx sat on the divan with her feet curled up under her. Her cropped hair was loose. She had just washed it. She and Anneke sat over a set of what looked like blueprints for a residence. Anneke was scribbling things onto the margins.
Khos set the box down in front of Nyx, on top of the map.
Nyx stared at the box.
“What the fuck is this?” she asked.
“From the brothel mistress. Addressed to you.”
Anneke grimaced.
Nyx reached for the box and pulled off the brown paper. The stink coming from the box got stronger.
“Shit,” Nyx said, and yanked the lid free.
Inside was a severed hand lying in a pool of blackish congealed blood.
No note, this time.
Khos looked away. “What are you going to trade for him?”
“Throw that out,” Nyx told Anneke. She thrust the box at her.
Anneke frowned at it. “Better not tell Inaya.”
“She’s sleeping?” Khos asked.
Anneke nodded.
Khos looked toward Inaya’s door, and the worry crept up on him again. A stupid promise he’d made, to protect a woman who did not want his protection, but a woman who had nothing in the world now. He could buy her freedom, and his, but he feared that would cut her heart far worse than losing her boy to the front when he came of age. Khos wasn’t so sure he liked his solution either.
“I don’t give a shit about Inaya right now,” Nyx said. Anneke took the box outside. “We need Nikodem to trade for Taite. If we’re going together, we need to go now. I can walk well enough. I’ve waited too long.”