As the Scripture says, people themselves became like gods. That's why they don't need God! Russian proverb says:" life without God is meaningless. Even if people do not want to have God in their minds, God still continues to love and forgive! The essence of God – He never intervenes in people's lives forcibly if people do not want to. I know this in the light of my spiritual experience over the years.
Why did I come to this conclusion? When I did not know God and lived without Him, I did not feel his presence; his attention was not drawn to me.
I clearly saw myself, but in a different image, and I looked much older than my re years, and besides, I was dying. It turns out that God can show in advance your future image of how you will look in a few years. How amazing God uses time as a time machine. Basically, I couldn't figure out what vision meant at all. The vision does not take place in time to which we are attached, but outside of time.
And then I felt some kind of state that was familiar to me back in 1995.
So I died, but suddenly I was seized by such joy and a world of unearthly origin, which filled my whole being. I was completely surrounded by an amazingly bright, blinding light that cannot be found in this world. I felt so good and easy that I wanted to scream with joy that at last I was divorced from this earthly torment and my body! I was in this state for more than two hours, I realized this later, but there it seemed to me, only a few minutes. Then God returned my essence back to my body, I felt some kind of limitation that freedom was no longer there. When I opened my eyes, I saw my wife beside me. It seems to me that she sat and prayed for me.
God returned my youth and health!
Now I have at least a little idea of what happens to a person when his earthly life ends. It turns out that we do not die, but be transformed into the image of an imperishable person. We just disappear from this world, but this does not mean that we will not be. We simply become a physically intangible being, we can see the world and everything that surrounds us, but the people can't. This is a mystery. This experience gave me confidence what will happen when we, i.e. essence or consciousness, let us free ourselves from sinful flesh. Overwhelmed with joy and confidence in the afterlife, I began to scream at the top of my lungs and could not hear what my wife was saying. When I opened my eyes, I felt so good with joy and peace, as if nothing had happened to me, which I had lacked for ten years.
Being filled with joy and peace, I could not hide it, keeping it to myself, and without hesitation, I immediately decided to share it with my brothers and sisters during the morning devotion, which we had held illegally. After this incident, I began to feel better than ever before. Once again I felt a surge of strength and energy, which I had been lacking for many years. Finally, I got rid of this bloodsucker (I called that hepatitis C), from which all my strength was exhausted to nothing.
The Lord miraculously healed me of hepatitis C, which doctors could not cope with! Nothing is impossible for God! It seems to me that in order to heal me, he released my essence and, having healed the flesh, returned it back to my body. In other words, I cannot find an explanation for what happened to me. A miracle, and a miracle again!
Apparently, it was so pleasing to the Lord, because he needs me as a tool for preaching the gospel. We can say that I had a second wind or a breath of fresh air to continue my career further.
From here began a new chapter in my life!
It feels like God gave me a new body and new life. In all likelihood, he needs me in a body, and not without a body, in order to bring people the good news about Jesus.
There is still much I have to do to fulfill the will of God that God has for me. – I believe that this is just the beginning of my ministry, and the climax is yet to come.
After this supernatural miracle, I felt uncomfortable for two days. My mind did not succumb to my control, you want not to think so, but, unfortunately, it did not work out the way I thought
That day I was heading home on a minibus, and looked out of the windows I saw cars passing by, among which there were foreign cars, but they all seemed to me like some kind of moving metal boxes, and the buildings were also gray and inconspicuous, as if I saw them in black and white.
As I mentioned above, I could not control my mind and control my actions. My behavior immediately betrayed that something was wrong with me. This condition lasted for two days. After I returned to my previous state, I thought what kind of phenomenon was that. After a long, deep thought, I came to the following conclusion: God did it on purpose to change my interests and values in my life. If earlier I had some kind of craving for worldly things, such as a car, a computer, etc., now they have become indifferent to me, it doesn't matter with or without it. To be honest, after this event it became much easier for me to handle the situation. Now I'm not really interested in things that are not very useful.
After this incident, I began to feel well, from being weak to being energetic again. Once again I felt a surge of strength and energy, which I have been lacking for many years. Finally, I got rid of this bloodsucker, from which all my strength was exhausted. I was miraculously healed from the Hepatitis C. With the power of God, nothing is impossible.
It seems that God had a spiritual surgery on me. At first, He makes me fall asleep, takes my soul out of my body, and put it back after my body was healed. Otherwise, no explanation is possible. In other words, I cannot find such words to describe the miracle that I had experienced with. More importantly, I had a visitation from the Lord at the time of need .More than likely God needs me because I am his chosen vessel to spread the gospel of Jesus to people who may be under the power of darkness. After that marvelous experience I began to feel as if I was given a new body. God wants to use me while I am alive, there is still much to be done to fulfill the will of God that remains in the bible. I believe that this is just the beginning of my ministry
The climax is yet to come.
Shortly after I was freed from the bloodsucker (figuratively) I did not look at all like myself as if I got out of mind. Happily, it did not last long but only two days. To be honest, I cannot forget or won’t forget what I was like. I was easily noticeable by the people who I was familiar with. They all told me about my strange behavior that I could not help running away.
I remember going home after the lesson was over at university, I noticed a strange phenomenon as I looked out of the window of the bus. The streets of the city and buildings that I was passing by which in reality are very colorful and attractive but during two days of that period they seemed to have been dull and ugly. The decent foreign cars and trucks that were passing by all them looked like metal boxes and nothing more. At first I wondered what’s wrong with me. I have never felt that way before. So I was so afraid that I wanted to get rid of it as soon as possible, but I was not able to control my mind. In the midst of this strange condition realized that God did so on purpose, to change my interests and values. Prior to this phenomenon, I had had the craving for worldly things, such as: cars, computers, and etc. However now it turns out that the things I liked have become indifferent to me. It makes my life simpler but then spiritually powerful. From now on, I have no craving for material things. I'm not really interested in things that are of unimportance.
.In conclusion, God has revealed to me something that had been fearful and unknown about death. Actually, it turns out that death is not an object of fear and dreadful anymore but I can surely say that death is no longer an object of fear for someone, but for someone it is an unresolved issue. None of the inhabitants of the earth will be able to escape from it.
I am looking forward to that day
. This is the secret of our life.