Grace shook her head. "Forget I said anything. I'm sorry."
"Grace, look at me." Carey's face was understanding and kind with no trace of censure. "I don't want you to be embarrassed about sex, but your question did catch me off guard. I don't think anyone has ever asked me that before. But for your information only, and I don't want to hear about it in the teenage grapevine, yes." Grace remained silent, prompting Carey to ask, "Was that all you wanted to know?"
"Um, yeah, I guess so."
Grace adjusted the pressure and temperature, then stepped into the shower stall. The water pressure in Carey's cabin was higher than in the barracks, a fact that Grace was sure only she could appreciate. Of course, she could only appreciate it when Carey had evening duty, lest the instructor question why she was spending so long in the shower. Leaning against the wall, she set her left foot on the corner seat, exposing herself to the pulsing water. Oh Carey, you should try this, she thought, adjusting herself to get just the right angle for the pulsing bursts of water. Then again, maybe you already do. Closing her eyes, Grace conjured up her faceless woman, always ready and willing to do her bidding. The sensation was different from her fingers, making it easy for her to imagine her faceless lover kneeling between her legs and pleasuring her. That's it, lick it, she silently bade her fantasy woman. Oh, this feels so good. A low groan escaped her throat as she held herself open to the pulsing water. Eyes shut tight, she envisioned a dark head just beyond her fingers, her pleasure giver suddenly becoming less of a blur. Flashes of Carey playing around with her in the lake, holding her on the rappelling wall, on top of her in Self-Defense, and just hanging around in the cabin all flashed through her mind as the sensation became too intense and she tumbled over the edge. "Oh God," she gasped, sliding down along the shower wall until she was sitting. Water pelted her face and hair while she gave herself time to recover. Carey? The woman that loves to drop me for ten every chance she can get? Grace shook her head. Oh no. I cannot think of her like that. I have to live with her. I can't be thinking about what she looks like naked. She thought back to the day at the lake. I bet she's got nice ones, nice and big and suckable. No no no, absolutely not. Still she could not deny the erotic thrill that shot through her veins at the thought of Carey kneeling between her legs.
"Name please?" Instructor Donaldson asked, pen and clipboard ready.
"Richard Waters," the large burly man said, looking up from his compact rental car. "I understand my daughter Graceful is here."
"I'm sorry, sir, but you're not on the approved list," she said. "You're her father?"
"Yes. I'm allowed visitation. I have a copy of the custody order." He held out a paper, worn along the folds. The blonde woman took the paper, looking it over before handing it back.
"Please wait here," she said, waving at the dark-haired woman to come over. He rubbed his short beard while the two women talked. The blonde woman returned. "Pull over to that building. Instructor Carey will meet you there."
"Thank you," he said, putting the car in gear. He pulled into the lot and parked his car, getting out when the dark haired woman approached. "Hello, I'm Richard Waters," he said, holding out his hand.
"Instructor Joanna Carey," she said. "Come inside please." She opened the door but he refused to move.
"Ladies first," he said. Carey gave a slight nod, then led him to her office.
"Please have a seat," she said, setting her hat on the hook and running her fingers through her short black hair. "I'm afraid we had no notice of your arrival," she said. "Usually all visitations are pre-approved."
"I wasn't sure I'd make it and no one told me about having to get permission first," he said. "Can you at least tell me if she's all right?"
"She's fine," Carey said. "I'm Grace's mentor as well as head instructor here. I understand you haven't seen her in many years."
He looked down. "That's true," he admitted, scratching the short blond beard. "It's been just about ten years now." He looked up. "But that's still a valid visitation order."
"I'm going to check on that," Carey said, opening the bottom drawer and pulling out Grace's folder. "Do you have identification, by the way?"
"Oh sure," he said, pulling a thick wallet from his back pocket. "Do you want my phone number there, too?"
"I think that would be a good idea," she said, pushing a piece of paper and pen across the desk.
"Here's my driver's license," he said, holding the fat wallet open.
Carey glanced at the identification but what caught her attention was the thick fanfold strip of photos.
"Are these all Grace?" she asked, the top picture showing a young girl sitting on the steps, her blonde hair shining in the sun.
"That's her," he said, taking the wallet back. "And this one..." He tapped the next photo. "She always looked so pretty in that dress."
"She looks about six or seven," Carey said.
"Ayup," he said. "She would have been six and a half when I took that picture." He scratched his beard and closed his wallet. "The last time I saw her she had pigtails and scabbed knees."
"That was a long time ago," she said, closing the folder.
"I know," he said. "Listen, here's my calling card number too, in case she needs to call me for anything." He wrote a long series of numbers on the paper.
"If I can ask, why now?"
"I didn't know where she was before this," he said. "I received a notice from the court that my support payments were being diverted to the state and so I called to find out why. They just told me she was here and that the third Sunday of the month was the only time for visits so I hopped on the first plane I could find and headed out."
"How could you not know?"
"I have a vindictive ex-wife," he said, leaning back in his seat, his bulky frame filling the whole seat. "She kept moving and not letting me know, and when I complained she went back to court and made up lies to get a restraining order. That allowed her to get her address sealed from me. It didn't help that I lived on the other side of the country."
Carey looked over the court document, verifying the visitation order had not been superseded by the state's custody order. "You're right," she said. "Living so far away probably didn't help. Everything is in order here. I'll take you to one of the rooms and have Grace brought to you."
"Miss Carey? Can you tell me something about her?" He looked away. "I mean, is this place going to help her?"
Carey stood up, causing him to rise as well. "Mr. Waters, Grace is an intelligent young woman who needs discipline, guidance, and a great deal of love and support. Everything else I think you can ask her about."
He rubbed his hands together. "What if she doesn't want to see me?"
Carey walked to the door. "Unfortunately, that's a chance you're just going to have to take. As I said, she needs a great deal of love. I don't think she'll turn away an opportunity to get that love."
Grace entered the rec room, spotting Jan sitting near the window.
"Bowen, you up for ping pong?"
"Sure," Jan said, rising from the chair and joining her at the table.
"No visitors either, huh?"
Grace shook her head. "No. I didn't figure she'd come back after last time." She handed the other teen a paddle. "You serve."
"My dad's given up on me, I think," Jan said as she took her side. "Zero serving zero."
Grace snorted, then returned the serve. "Mine gave up a long time ago," she said. "I haven't seen him since I was...damn." Picking the ball up off the floor, she tossed it over the small net. "Lucky shot."
"Luck nothing, Waters. One serving zero."