"Cameron! You're all right!"
He pulled a face. "I'm kind of crispy around the edges." His long hair was gone below the shoulders, singed off by the heat of the fire. The rest was ragged, smoke-shot and heat-fried, his mustache just blackened stubble. "Carlos isn't doing so great, though."
"Where is he?" Mara demanded, stepping out of the truck into the running gutter.
"Over there," Cameron said, pointing into a darkness of bushes.
She looked into the truck at Quinton. "Come on," she ordered.
He looked at me. "You OK?"
I suppressed a cough and answered, "Yeah."
He nodded, then got out of the truck and followed Cameron and Mara into the dark. In a minute or two they returned, supporting a blackened, shambling figure between them. His head hung and he seemed much smaller, as if the fire had consumed part of him. His three guides helped Carlos into the rear compartment. He collapsed on his back and lay still in a settling funk of wet ash. I peered at him over the seat back, my guts twisting. The others scrambled in.
Mara frowned. "He doesn't look good."
"He got pretty burned up," Cameron explained. "I dont think he can see, either. I–I hope he'll be all right. Edward said he would…"
A thin whisper floated up. "Eventually." Carlos sighed and lapsed back into stillness.
I shivered. "Can we get out of here?" I begged.
Quinton started the Rover and crept through the throngs of stopped cars and wandering humans.
"What about Edward?" Mara asked.
Cam fumbled with his seat belt in blackened fingers. "He got Carlos and me out to you guys, then he left."
"Ungrateful bastard," Quinton muttered.
"No," said Cameron. "He had a lot of other stuff to take care of, what with Alice and everything else. He didn't have a choice."
"Alice was that harpy who attacked us? Is she dead, then?" asked Mara. She shot me an odd look.
Cameron gave a hollow laugh. "Well, yeah, but I don't know what happened to her. She was still pinned to the floor and we had to finish breaking up the organ, so we left her there. The circle kept most of the fire back for a little while, but by the time we were done, the whole room was blazing like hell. We had to bail out a window and I couldn't spot her. I guess she burned up with the house, but Edward wasn't sure. He thought she'd crawled away somehow. I didn't think anything scared vampires, until tonight. That fire… like some nightmare that's going to come for you and eat your heart." He shivered. "It would have eaten us if it could have."
Mara faked a reassuring smile. "You finished your job, in spite of it. That's courage."
"Or stupidity," Cameron added.
"Hey, where are we going?" Quinton interrupted.
"My house. Ben will be having kittens by now."
Quinton remembered the way and pointed the Rover toward Queen Anne Hill. The rest of the trip was silent except for the grumbling of the engine and the hiss of the wet road beneath the tires.
Albert glowered as Mara and Cameron helped Carlos down to the basement. He glared at me and made a face I interpreted as frustration before vanishing after them.
I huddled on the porch step. Quinton handed me my truck keys. I took them in shaking hands. "Are you all right?" I asked. "I was worried—"
He shrugged. "I'm fine. But I've got to go. I've got a few things to take care of myself. I didn't expect something like this to happen, so I need to take care of that little oversight. Don't worry. It'll be all right. I'll be in touch."
He backed away a few steps, then waved and turned, disappearing down the stairs. I got up and stumbled into the house.
Ben Danziger stood in the entry looking dumbfounded. He jammed his fists through his hair, making it wilder than I'd ever seen it.
"Oh, you're all right!" he cried, grabbing my shoulders.
I moaned and everything got black around the edges. He carried me to a couch and sat me on it. "Wait here! I'll get you some water. Don't move, no, lie down. Yes, lie down…"
I slithered down the upholstery and closed my eyes. Ben woke me to give me water a few minutes later.
"You look terrible," he said, holding the glass for me.
"Thanks," I croaked. "I look better than the other guy."
"Oh, God, yes! What happened?"
"It burned. The museum burned down after the guardian came and ate Sergeyev. And I almost got them all killed because of Alice…"
It was hard to explain what had happened, especially since there were details I couldn't tell Ben. I was saved, after a while, by the arrival of Cameron, Mara, and Albert from the basement.
Between them, Mara and Cam thought that Carlos would recover, though it was going to be slow. Being dead to begin with had its advantages, but he was still in very bad shape. He'd spent a lot of himself, first for the spell, then fighting Sergeyev and the organ, and the fire had almost finished off what was left. Cameron declared that he would tend him.
Mara sent Cameron back downstairs and Ben upstairs to look after Brian, then sat on the sofa next to me. Albert hovered behind us. Mara picked up my hand and stared at it. "Why did you hesitate? Why did you pull away?"
I couldn't look at her, giving tiny shakes of my head. "I couldn't… couldn't do it." Geas. I swallowed the word like bitter medicine.
"But you gave yourself up to the Grey. That saved us. I saw that."
I felt a smile jerk and die before it reached my mouth. "Lucky timing."
She scowled. "But why did you—"
"I can't say. I don't know." I pushed myself up, swaying with weakness and fatigue. "I'm going home."
She stood up, too, and tried to catch me. "Not like that."
I twitched away. "It's not a request. And I won't stay here." I glared at Albert. He slipped farther from me.
"You won't make it."
"Then send someone with me. Send Ben. I won't stay."
Ben drove me home.
I turned off the phones and locked the doors behind me. I spent several days curled up with Chaos in my lap, surrounded by the muttering hum of the Grey.
The first morning, an impressive white card arrived in the mail, thanking me for attending a fund-raiser at TPM the night of the fire. I showed it to the investigators who showed up a couple of days later. I told them I had a bad case of the flu, which they didn't question, since I looked like something scraped off a locker-room floor. They went away.
A few days later, the newspaper reported that the fire was due to a ruptured gas tank in the basement and a smoldering cigarette dropped by a workman. The arson investigators didn't like it, but there was no accelerant and no sign of tampering with the tank. I doubt they ever really closed the books on it, but they let it lie.
They wouldn't have believed that the fire was started by a desperate necromancer and a witch, or spread by a furious beast that devoured ghosts and prowled the edges of the world between worlds. They wouldn't have believed that the fire had fed on magic as much as on dry wood, varnish, paint, and cloth. They wouldn't have believed any of it. What kind of crazy person could? I wished I didn't. But I felt it every day, the untied knot of Grey knitting deeper into me as the flow of power corrected itself and sang across my bones, illuminating the world in threads of fire that gleamed through an ever-present silver mist.
Eventually I returned to work. Cameron turned up at my truck the same night.
He'd had to clip his hair much shorter than mine, and his face had changed under the mop of angelic curls that resulted.
I kept the Rover between us and touched my own upper lip. "Hey, no mustache," I commented.
"Nah. I figured I should change my look for a while." He glanced down and sucked in his lower lip. "Harper… I owe you a lot more than money. Carlos is getting better and I'm doing all right. I moved him out to Bellevue with me. Got tired of squatting in the Danzigers' basement. Besides which, Albert drove Carlos crazy."