Justin, the pierced girl, and I were the only people who didn’t raise our hands. I didn’t like the crowds, the smell of the popcorn, or the stiff seats. Plus, the movies were always predictable.
Mr. Diaz nodded at Justin. “Why don’t you like them, Mr. Nike?”
A small laugh escaped my mouth, and Justin glanced over at me before answering. “They lack originality ninety-nine percent of the time.”
The teacher pursed his lips. “But hasn’t every story been done before?”
“Doesn’t mean it can’t be told in a different way.”
“Do you agree with him, Lilith?” Mr. Diaz motioned in my direction.
“My name is Drea,” I answered.
He leaned forward. “Didn’t hear you.”
“Drea—my name is Drea!” The class snickered, telling me I’d said it way too loud. Justin was the only person not looking in my direction.
The teacher’s eyes widened. “Fair enough. Do you agree?”
I looked back over at Justin, but he kept his eyes forward like I didn’t exist. I hated him for it. “Yes, but I think it’s kind of strange coming from someone wearing a Nike T-shirt.”
“Why do you think he called you Lilith?” Justin asked. “Because you’re so unique?”
“I don’t know.” I slumped farther in my seat.
“I suddenly feel like I’m in detention with Anthony Michael Hall,” Mr. Diaz said. “Interestingly enough, The Breakfast Club is one of the first films we’re going to watch.”
Yet another movie I remembered hearing about but couldn’t place. Several of the other students expressed their delight through muffled yeahs and hoots.
“Why do you think I called her that?” Mr. Diaz asked Justin.
“The black clothing, the pouting.” Justin turned to look at me. “Back row. Corner desk. Anti–brand name. Sounds like the stereotypical Goth to me.”
Laughter filtered throughout the room. A guy mumbled something about being owned.
“What does that have to do with calling me Lilith?” I shot back at him.
“He could’ve gone with Raven too,” Justin answered. “That’s an even more played-out Goth name.”
Mr. Diaz held his hands up and chuckled. “This is good. Because there will be a lot of disagreement this semester. Each of you sees the world differently, and movies are no exception. What one of you thinks is overdone and cliché, another thinks is groundbreaking.” He pushed himself off the desk and paced the front of the room. “I’m not going to test you or throw out pop quizzes. But I will be keeping track of attendance and class participation. The bulk of your grade is going to be your final project. A five-minute movie of your own creation. It can be horror, action, comedy, a documentary, or even a music video.”
“Sweet!” a guy with glasses said.
“Now,” Mr. Diaz continued, “I want everyone except Drea and Mr. Nike to get out a piece of paper and write down your three favorite movies. You’ve got one minute.” He looked down at his silver watch. “Go.”
“What are we supposed to do?” Justin asked.
Mr. Diaz raised his bushy eyebrows. “Sit tight.”
After the class handed their slips of paper to Mr. Diaz, he flipped through them with a smile flickering at his lips. “Now—here’s the catch. The school bought only two camcorders, but they are PD-170s, meaning you don’t want to break one. Trust me on that. And the lab will only let me reserve so many computers after school. Which means you’ll need to work with a partner.” He waved the papers in his hand. “Someone who has completely different taste than you.”
The class groaned in unison.
“And you two”—he pointed at Justin and me—“already matched yourselves up. Good luck.”
I glanced over at Justin, and he actually smiled and winked at me. Like he thought it was funny.
I was officially in hell.
THE LAST THING I WANTED was for Naomi to be there when Mom picked me up. I had a doctor’s appointment after school, and I didn’t want Mom mentioning it in front of her. The street in front of Samish High resembled the passenger drop-off area at a major airport. Horns honked, engines revved, and hands waved impatiently behind windshields. Most of the kids being picked up looked to be freshmen, no surprise there.
Mom’s faded green sedan was about a block down the street. I broke into a sprint, hoping I could dive into the car before Naomi saw me.
“Wait up, Drea!”
No such luck. My shoulders slumped as I spun around to face Naomi.
“You need a ride?” She approached me with Roger in tow.
“No, thanks.”
“Does your boyfriend always take other chicks home?” Roger asked, nodding at the street.
“What do you mean?” I glanced over my shoulder.
“Black BMW,” Naomi whispered in my ear. “We saw him pick up Kari in the parking lot,” she continued in a louder voice.
My eyes focused on a shiny BMW inching past us. I could make out Kari’s long hair in the passenger seat. He probably had a decent amount of horsepower in that thing. I used to be obsessed with car engines—drove Mom nuts.
“Twenty bucks says it’s Daddy’s car.” Roger smirked. “Want me to kick his ass for you? Slash his tires?”
“Why would I want that?”
Mom tapped her horn three times behind me. I’d recognize that urgent tinny sound anywhere. “That’s my mom. I have to go.”
“Do you want to hang out later?” Naomi asked.
Grandma’s voice echoed across the lawn, calling my name. “We have ten minutes to get to your appointment!” Of course Mom had to bring her.
“What appointment?” Naomi asked.
I sighed. There was no way out. “Just seeing a doctor.”
Her eyes widened. “What for?”
“Um… stuff.”
She nodded like she understood. “Oh, that doctor. Ew, I hate going there.”
Roger chuckled. “Tell your mom you can get a ride from me and Naomi from now on, if you want.”
“Sure, okay. Bye.” I turned around and jogged to the car, ignoring whatever Naomi called after me.
Dr. Weber had about ninety different pictures of cats on her desk and a yellow rocking chair by the window. It was meant for kids, but I fit in it just fine. Mom sat cross-legged on the generic brown couch near the door.
“How are you today, Drea?” Dr. Weber asked.
I shrugged and stared at her shiny lips, wondering what kind of lipstick she used. Anything to ignore her squinty blue eyes and incessant writing. The lyrics to the Smashing Pumpkins song “Bullet with Butterfly Wings” roared through my mind every time I was in a doctor’s office. Despite all my rage, I’m still just a rat in a cage.
Mom cleared her throat. “She always gets a little shy in these situations, but she’s adapted remarkably well over the years.”
The blond doctor flipped through my file and nodded. “She was diagnosed with ADHD?”
“Yes, in kindergarten,” Mom rambled on. “Her last doctor thought she had AS, but her symptoms are so mild… I mean, it’s not always obvious.”
The doctor nodded. “Right. It’s a difficult diagnosis. No two people with Asperger’s—or with autism, for that matter—are the same. And females do tend to have less obvious symptoms.”
“Do you have other patients with Asperger’s?” Mom asked.
“Of all ages—children to grandparents.” The doctor closed the file and looked in my direction again. She leaned back in her chair, folding her hands in her lap. “How’d your first day of school go, Drea?”
“It was school.” I never understood that question. Did they want a synopsis of my entire day? Most people gave short answers like “great” or “fine” or “crappy.” And telling someone I had a crappy day at school usually provoked the question “why?” But they didn’t really want to know why because they’d end up interrupting me and changing the subject.