“It scares me, too, angel. You’re the first woman to break down the walls around me. You did it without even saying a word to me, which makes this thing between us even more fucking crazy. When you left last night, I realized how much of an ass I’d been to you. You didn’t deserve my anger being redirected at you from Jagger’s death because it wasn’t you that put the knife in him.”
“I shouldn’t have pushed your buttons like I did, but I wanted you so goddamn much that I didn’t know how to deal when you pushed me away and branded me a traitor. I wanted you to hurt because I was dying inside not being able to have what I desperately wanted.”
Her words seize my chest. She wants me? She’s desired me all this time, and I was the reason she acted like I was the scum of the Earth underneath her shoes. I’ve wasted so much goddamn time trying to figure out club shit and where she fell into this life that I ignored the signs. I’m the biggest fucking idiot on the entire planet.
“You want me?” I question.
“I want you like I’ve wanted no one else before. It was torture to push you away last night, but you weren’t in the right frame of mind. I didn’t want to sleep with you and live to regret it when you shoved me away the next morning. I could see the emptiness in your eyes. ”
“Shit, angel. Why didn’t you tell me? I’d have dropped everything for you. Yes, I was hurting last night, but it wasn’t just from the past creeping back over me. I was in agony when I saw the hurt in your eyes. Even when the darkness in my soul takes hold, I never want you to think that there’s no room for you. I’ve never needed someone as much as I fucking need you in my life.”
Her eyes fill with shock and lust as she realizes I’ve just opened myself up for her disposal.
“Take me to bed, Hero.” I never thought this day would come. She stands up abruptly, pulling me up by the hand. Not wanting to waste any more time, I scoop her in my arms and carry her up the stairs to my bedroom. Clicking on the light as we pass, I lay her on the bed. She moves to sit on the edge of the bed and stares at me, waiting for me to make my move.
“Are you sure about this, Dani? This is your last chance to leave because as soon as I sink my dick into you, you’re mine. No more running. No more hiding. You’re mine, or you’re gone. I couldn’t stand to see you at the clubhouse or on the arm of any of my brothers if you decided against giving us a try.”
“Please, Hero. I need you. Make me feel happy again,” she pleas.
“I need to know you’re sure, Dani. If we cross this line, there’s no going back. Things won’t go back to the way they were if you deny me again. If you want this, you’ll take me as I am. I can’t make you forever promises or romantic bullshit, but I can give you the best fucking sex of your life. What will it be, Dani? Filthy fucking sex with me or no relationship at all?”
“I want you,” I respond with lust-laced words. “I want you for as long as we have together.” The truth behind those words falls meaningless to him but I know that at any moment, this life could be ripped away from me. I’m tired of denying what I am. I want Hero and all the fucked up baggage he brings with him. He’ll break my heart in the end, but I don’t fucking care.
“You can have me any way you want, Hero. Just make me yours.” Hero cocks an eyebrow and just observes me. Maybe he’s waiting for me to bolt and run or hell, maybe he’s calculating his next move, but I can’t wait anymore.
I fly off the bed and collide with his body, crashing my lips onto his. His hands grasp my ass, hoisting me in the air. We stumble backward, landing hard against the wall. Needing to feel his cock close to me, I wrap my legs around his waist, my dress riding up past my hips. Hero’s tongue slips between my parted lips and massages my tongue.
“Jesus, Dani. You go from zero to sixty in less than a second.”
“Just shut the fuck up and fuck me, Hero. I’m tired of being the sweet, innocent angel. I need you to make me bad.”
“My girl wants to be bad? Well, now. If you get on your knees like a good girl, I’ll fuck you like a bad one. I need to see those luscious, swollen lips of yours wrapped around my cock,” he says, running his thumb across them. Unwrapping my legs, I slide from his body and kneel before him.
I run my hands down his tight abs¸ tracing his club tattoo as I hook a finger inside the waist of his jeans. Kissing below his navel, I lick a trail down to the button of his jeans.
Pulling the button free, I unzip his jeans with my teeth as his breath hitches. He laces his fingers in my hair as I pull his jeans free from his waist. His cock strains against the thin fabric of his boxers.
“Dani,” he moans as I tease him, slowly pulling his boxers down inch-by-painstaking-inch over his hips. His cock springs to life in front of me. He’s wider than I have ever imagined. A drop of pre-cum lies glistening on the tip of his dick. Rubbing my finger across it, I stick my finger in my mouth, savoring his salty taste.
“You taste so good, Hero,” I moan, removing my finger from my mouth. He watches me as I lick his dick, flicking my tongue against the tip. I graze my mouth against his throbbing cock while rubbing my hand up and down his shaft, lubricating it with his pre-cum and my saliva. Wrapping my hand around his base, I stroke him upward as I pull his engorged cock into my mouth.
“Fuck, Dani. I’ve never seen anything more fucking amazing than your mouth around me. Suck me, baby. “
He pulls me closer to him with my hair as my mouth bobs over his dick. With each thrust he delivers into my mouth, I circle his shaft with my tongue. Opening my mouth wider, I fit his entire length into my mouth, letting my tongue lick his balls up to his frenulum. Switching up the rhythm, I lick a circle around his dick before putting it completely back in my mouth again, adding my teeth lightly grazing his sensitive skin.
“Angel, if you keep this up, I’ll be blowing my load in your mouth. As much as I would love to see my cum staining your lips, I need to taste you.”
Pulling away from him, I rise from the ground and kiss him, mingling the taste of him in my mouth with his. His hands trail down to the hem of my dress and he pulls the fabric over my head. He cocks an eyebrow when he discovers that I wore nothing under the dress.
“The only time you walk out in public with an exposed pussy will be with me, Dani. You’ve been a very bad girl, flaunting what’s mine to other men. “
“Hero, I didn’t—,” I stammer. He presses his fingers to my lips, shushing me.
“Get on the bed on all fours, Dani, and part your legs,” he orders.
Following his orders, I crawl onto the bed with my ass in the air. Hero moves behind me, rubbing his hands over my ass. I feel his tongue licking up my inner thigh and down to the other, completely skipping my soaking wet pussy. My fingers trail down my stomach to touch myself when Hero slaps my hand away.
“This pussy is mine to do what I see fit. You are not to touch yourself unless I order you to touch it. Your orgasms belong to me now,” he says before pressing his mouth to my pussy from behind. His tongue teases my clit as his hands pull my ass against his face, his hot breath inflaming my sensitive flesh. Shockwaves of pleasure rip through me as his nose brushes against my entrance.
“I could spend hours between your legs, my dark beauty, teasing… sucking, biting, tasting you on my lips. Your sweet juices dance on my tongue. Do you know what really pissed me off after eating your pussy last night, Dani? It wasn’t that you left me high and dry. It was the fact that I could still taste you on my lips hours later, and I couldn’t get another taste.”