‘How many ancipitals do we employ on the estate?’
The secretary answered without hesitation. ‘Six hundred and fifteen.’
‘It would be a tremendous loss to slaughter them. The new Act is not to be complied with. First, I am going into town to see what the other landlords make of it.’
Secretary Evanporil coughed behind his fingers. ‘I wouldn’t advise a visit to town just now. We have reports of some disturbance there.’
‘What kind of disturbance?’
‘The clergy, Master Luterin. The live cremation of Priest-Supreme Chubsalid has caused a great deal of disaffection. A tenner has passed since his death, and I’m given to understand that the occasion was marked this morning by the burning of an effigy of the Oligarch. Member Ebstok Esikananzi led some men to quell the display, but there has been trouble since.’
Shokerandit sat himself on the edge of the desk.
‘Evanporil, tell me, do you consider that we can afford to kill over six hundred phagors out of hand?’
‘That’s not for me to say, Master Luterin. I am only an administrator.’
‘But the Act — it’s so arbitrary. Don’t you think so?’
‘I would say, since you ask me, Master Luterin, that, if scrupulously carried out, the Act will rid Sibornal of the ancipital kind for ever. An advantage, wouldn’t you say?’
‘But the immediate loss of cheap labour to us… I don’t imagine my father will be best pleased.’
‘That may be, sir, but for the general good…’ The secretary let the sentence hang.
‘Then we will not implement the Act until my father returns. I shall write to Esikananzi and the other landlords to that effect. See that the managers are clear on that score immediately.’
Shokerandit spent the afternoon happily riding about the estate, ensuring that no more phagors were harmed. He rode out some miles to call on his father’s cousins, who had another estate in a mountainous region. With his mind full of plans, he forgot entirely about his mother.
That night he made love to Toress Lahl as usual. Something in the words he uttered, or in the way he touched her, woke a response in her. She became a different person, yielding, imaginative, fully alive. An exhilaration beyond mere happiness filled Luterin. He thought he had won a great gift. All the pains of life were worth such delight.
They spent the whole night in the closest embraces, moving slowly, moving wildly, moving scarcely at all. Their spirits and bodies were one.
Towards morning, Luterin fell asleep. He was immediately in the dreamworld.
He was walking through a sparse landscape almost bereft of trees. It was marshy underfoot. Ahead lay a frozen lake whose immensity could not be judged. It was the future: all-powerful night prevailed in a small winter during the Weyr-Winter. Neither sun was in the sky. A lumbering animal with rasping breath followed him.
It was also the past. On the shores of the lake were camped all the men who had died violently in the Battle of Isturiacha. Their wounds still remained, disfiguring them. Luterin saw Bandal Eith Lahl there, standing apart with his hands in his pockets, gazing down at the ground.
Under the ice of the lake, something gigantic was penned. He recognised that this was where the breathing came from.
The being surged forth from the ice. The ice did not break. The being was a huge woman with a lustrous black skin. She rose and rose into the sky. No one saw her but Luterin.
She cast a benevolent gaze on Luterin and said, ‘You will never have a woman to make you entirely happy. But there will be much happiness in the pursuit.’
Much more she said, but this was all Luterin could remember when he woke up.
Toress Lahl lay beside him. Not only were her eyes shut: her whole countenance presented a closed appearance. A lock of hair lay across her face; she bit it, as recently she had bitten the fox tail to preserve her from the cold of the trail. She scarcely breathed. He recognised that she was in pauk.
Finally she returned. She stared and looked at him almost without recognition.
‘You never visit those below?’ she said in a small voice.
‘Never. We Shokerandits regard it as gross superstition.’
‘Do you not wish to speak with your dead brother?’
‘No.’
After a silence, he clutched her hand and asked, ‘You have been communing with your husband again?’
She nodded without speaking, knowing it was bitter to him. After a moment, she said, ‘Isn’t this world we live in like an evil dream?’
‘Not if we live by our beliefs.’
She clung to him then and said, ‘But isn’t it true that one day we shall grow old, and our bodies decay, and our wits fail? Isn’t that true? What could be worse than that?’
They made love again, this time more from fear than affection.
After he had done the rounds of the estate the next day, and found everything quiet, he went to visit his mother.
His mother’s rooms were at the rear of the mansion. A young servant girl opened the door to him, and showed him into his mother’s anteroom. There stood his mother, in characteristic pose, hands clasped tightly before her, head slightly on one side as she smiled quizzingly at him.
He kissed her. As he did so, the familiar atmosphere that she carried round with her enveloped him. Something in her attitude and her gestures suggested an inward sorrow, even — he had often thought it — an illness of some kind: and yet an illness, a sorrow, so familiar that Lourna Shokerandit drew on them almost as a substitute for other marked characteristics.
As she spoke gently to her son, not reproaching him for failing to come earlier, compassion rose in his heart. He saw how age had increased its tyranny upon her since their last meeting. Her cheeks and temples were more hollow, her skin more papery. He asked her what she had been doing with herself.
She put out a hand and touched him with a small pressure, as if uncertain whether to draw him nearer or push him away.
‘We won’t talk here. Your aunt would like to see you too.’
Lourna Shokerandit turned and led him into the small wood-panelled room within which much of her life was spent. Luterin remembered it from childhood. Lacking windows, its walls were covered with paintings of sunlit glades in sombre caspiarn forests. Here and there, lost among representations of foliage, women’s faces gazed into the room from oval frames. Aunt Yaringa, the plump and emotional Yaringa, was sitting in a corner, embroidering, in a chair upholstered somewhat along her own lines.
Yaringa jumped up and uttered loud soblike noises of welcome.
‘Home at last, you poor poor thing! What you must have been through…’
Lourna Shokerandit lowered herself stiffly into a velvet-covered chair. She took her son’s hand as he sat beside her. Yaringa perforce retreated to her padded corner.
‘It’s happiness to see you back, Luterin. We had such fears for you, particularly when we heard what happened to Asperamanka’s army.’
‘My life was spared through a piece of good fortune. All our fellow countrymen were slain as they returned to Sibornal. It was an act of deep treachery.’
She looked down at her thin lap, where silences had a habit of nestling. Finally she said, without glancing up, ‘It is a shock to see you as you are. You have become so… fat.’ She hesitated on the last word, in view of her sister’s presence.
‘I survived the Fat Death and am in my winter suit, Mother. I like it and feel perfectly well.’
‘It makes you look funny,’ said Yaringa, and was ignored.
He told the ladies something of his adventures, concluding by saying, ‘And I owe my survival in great part to a woman called Toress Lahl, widow of a Borldoranian I killed in battle. She nursed me devotedly through the Fat Death.’