I push the irrational feelings to the back of my mind, and claim what’s mine.
“Fuck me, now. Up against this wall. Hard and fast.”
His arms wrap around my waist, and I wrap my legs around him, pressing the heels of my feet into his ass. Star stands alongside us, watching, as her fingers roll over her clit and push inside her wet pussy.
In one hard thrust, Levi plows his dick completely inside of me. I feel him bottoming out but he doesn’t slow down one bit. He follows instructions carefully, fucking me hard against the shower wall. His hand reaches between us, grazing his thumb over my swollen clit, and I can feel my release come crashing down around me.
“Fuck! Levi! So fucking good. Fuck my pussy good!”
He continues thrusting inside me, harder with each push. “Your pussy is fucking heaven,” he says, as I feel his dick find his release deep inside me. “Oh fuck,” he whispers against my neck, before his lips collide on mine. He feasts upon my mouth while his dick coats my pussy with his seed, cuing my second orgasm of the night. I pant into his mouth, trying to catch my own breath, completely forgetting about the audience next to us until Star starts moaning in her release. She watches us fuck, as she rides her own fingers, and I think I could die from how fucking hot it is.
He slowly pulls out of me. Without a second thought, I instruct Star, “Lick my cunt clean.”
Levi grunts, and his hand reaches down for his semi-erect cock and begins stroking as Star lowers to her knees in front of my soaked pussy. She wastes no time getting to work, licking and sucking on my used pussy, cleaning every ounce of Levi’s come from me. My clit hums in appreciation, and my body is ready for another release.
With my cunt still in her mouth, Star speaks. “I want a ride on that.” She motions to Levi’s dick, and I see red. What started as a fun idea with two people I care about is quickly becoming no fun for me at all.
“I’ve got a better idea.” Quick thinking on my part, but there is no way I am letting him fuck her, condom or no condom. He is mine, and mine only.
“This is what we are going to do when we get out of here. First, I am going to get my strap-on. Then I am going to fuck you, while Levi fucks me.”
Star nods in agreement.
The bed dips and Levi wraps me in his arms. He slowly showers kisses all over my body, cherishing every inch of my being. We lay tangled in each other’s embrace until Star returns from the spare bedroom, her bedroom, where she will be sleeping once this night is over. I’m still unsure why I agreed to this, because it’s still sitting wrong with me. Maybe I just wanted a little piece of Star before I set her free. It feels cruel and uncaring, but I am at a crossroads of my life I never thought I’d see. In the night silence I have had the smallest coming to Jesus meeting of my life.
The only bit of comfort I take away from any of it is the fact that Levi has shown no interest in Star. Only me. His silent support of my antics has completely mind-fucked me. Everything about my life in the past month has left me questioning everything I’ve ever wanted, or believed in. My path of life. My choices for life. Everything.
And now I lie here, between my naked best friend who has fucked me over more than I will ever know, and the naked man whom I would give up anything for. Ain’t life fucking funny? It has a strange way of just creeping up on you and slapping you across the face.
“I can’t do this.” I sit up in the bed between Star and Levi. They both stare at me. Levi is filled with compassion, and what looks like relief. Star, on the other hand, is hurt, as I knew she would be. Rejected again in life; it’s something I have felt on so many occasions. My heart breaks for her. “I’m sorry, Star. I love you, and I always will, but I just can’t do this anymore. I never thought there would be a day when I just couldn’t share anymore. But I’ve found it.”
“It’s okay, Seven. You don’t have to apologize for finally finding happiness in your life. I can tell by the way you look at him. He’s good for you.” She gets up and pulls a long white robe off the chair and slips into it. “You will always be my best friend, no matter what. We may not be little kids anymore, but you will always be my sister.” Her back turns, and out the door she goes. Her feet pad down the hallway until I hear the click of the door telling me she is in there.
“Are you okay, Seven?” Levi’s voice reminds me that I’m not alone, even though my brain is in overdrive.
“I don’t know,” I whisper, and his arms wrap around me again. His touch comforts me, and so do his words.
“I’m glad you stopped that. The only person I want is you. But I would do anything for you, Seven. Anything.”
I snuggle into the comfort of his arms, wondering what I have ever done in my life to deserve someone who is so good to me.
“Davis? This is Seven James.” I sit in my office the next morning on the phone with my private investigator. During the night, when Star couldn’t sleep, she came to me. I slid out of bed and lent her a shoulder to cry on as she spilled the story.
“Seven, after that first time, when you caught us, he wouldn’t stop. He continued to force me to sleep with him me for two years. I liked it at first, but he got violent; he treated me badly. Then I got pregnant, and he wouldn’t come near me again.”
Her words hurt. My brother had raped her, over and over again. He’d broken her. He’d broken her spirit. He’d broken her soul. He had taken the light from her eyes. He’d taken her innocence.
“I want to find her. I want to find Willow.”
That was all she needed to say. I would stop at nothing to find the little girl she’s been forced to hand over.
“I have an extremely important missing person project. I need to find a child. Her birth date is December 25, 2002. Name on her birth certificate will be Willow James. But the name could have been changed. Birth mother is Star Bloom. Birth father is Blue James. Birthplace should be Woodstock, New York.” It was all the information I had; it was all the information Star had. When her little girl had been three days old, our parents together had taken her and adopted her out to another hippie couple in the small community we ran with over the years. I doubt there had been anything legal, much less a paper trail. But if there was something, Davis would find her. I would put Star in contact with him, and let her go.
Her plans included leaving on Friday to head upstate to the last place she remembered being with her daughter. It was something she needed to do to move on. Just like I had to let her go so I could move on with my life. It’s something we both should have done a long time ago, but neither of us had been ready. The things that change over time are always so confusing in life.
A quiet knock on the door catches my attention, and I quickly end the call with Davis. Looking up, I see Daniel standing in the doorway of my office with his typical smug grin on his face. Since there was nothing more HR could do, they invited him back into the office, effective today. Apparently his first priority is fucking with me. Game on, cowboy, because I am in a foul ass mood.
“Can I help you with something, Mr. Alexander?” Business. Keep it fucking business, I tell myself. But it is so fucking hard when I want to just punch him in the face.
“Nice to see you, too, Seven. How was your trip?” He plops his ass into the chair in front of me, kicking his ugly ass shoes up on my desk. Strike two.
“It was informative, for sure. Got a lot done. Thankfully, we won’t lose millions over their shortcomings now.” I focus on business, although I’m sure he is trying to pull some kind of dirt out of me. I am sure Olivia couldn’t keep her mouth shut after my mid-morning sexcapades yesterday. Especially when it looks like she is Daniel’s newest target to stick his useless dick in.