During those years between ages 16 and 20, I started experiencing these sorts of things on a daily basis, if not many times a day- and at times continuously. And I have used this ability to create CSETI and the Disclosure Project and to identify a
lot of the intelligence sources and the witnesses we have. Some of them find me, but I find them, also, or draw them in. We'll talk about this later. It gets into high strangeness.
Remember, the universe is folded within us, and we have enormous powers, every human being -- not just me, and not just you; everyone; they're the same -and that when needed, we can call upon this Higher Power to do what is needed to achieve something wonderful.
Now, if you're willing to make the ultimate sacrifice and you also have this knowledge, then you cross over into what's called a spirit war- rior: someone who's willing to do what's needed, no matter what the risks are. You exist beyond fear.
I believe that these early years prepared me to do what I then later had to do and was part of my purpose in being here. I always felt that when I had the near-death experience and was told, "You may come with us or return back to your body on Earth" and was told that Spirit wanted me back on earth, that I had this work to do. I could have chosen to have not come back here and gone on and stayed in that state of awareness with those very high celestial beings. I chose to submit to their will- not that I was happy with it. I told you initially it was rather depressing- having had the childhood I had, and being very sick -- I wasn't really interested in coming back here. But I acceded to it.
Transformation doesn't come into being except through the agency of the free will of humans. And that means us. Now, obviously, between 1980 and 1990 I was aware of these things- but having recently been mar- ried and having four children in eight years (between 1980 and 1988) and becoming a medical doctor and residency and starting my medical practice, I had a full plate. Yet, I didn't forget these lessons. I knew that it was the time to establish the family and career and the ability to further do this work.
CHAPTER 8
Q^D
Total Transformation
We cannot just stand back passively and let rogue kleptocrats run roughshod over the entire Earth and cannibalize the Earth, killing mil- lions of people. In a discussion I had with a Special Ops person from Fort Huachuca, Army intelligence headquarters in Arizona, I asked, "At what point would it have been appropriate to restrain, by any means necessary. Hitler and his inner circle?" My opinion: "At the earliest possible moment."
There are rabid dogs amongst us. And some of them may never be amenable to either reason or spiritual enlightenment. Do we then say, "Oh, then we can't do anything"? The right of self-defense is a universal one.
This is where I am, clearly, not a pacifist. I believe in peace, and I believe in using higher spiritual abilities, but ultimately, there is a place for intervening and protecting innocent people when there is someone who is truly mad and on the loose. In a sense, we live in a society that has a large component of collective insanity. It's a society gone mad. And there are some things that need to happen that require discipline and decisive action.
But you don't cross over into vengeance or anger. It has to be done for the right reasons, just like when you discipline a child, you're not doing it out of vengeance and anger, but you're doing it for their edification and their enlightenment and for their future.
In raising our children, we have had high expectations and firm discipline. We were not permissive. At times, our children thought we were too strict, but as they have grown older they are so grateful for having been raised with values, discipline and love. I share this about my own family philosophy to say that, in society, it's the same way One can be very loving but also see where there's a place to intervene and be disciplined and not to indulge misbehavior or to look the other way when there are rabid dogs ripping apart a peaceful flock of sheep.
This requires wisdom. We live in a world where people polarize around either an impractical New Age spirituality and pacifism or a traditional "us versus
them, let's kill everyone we don't understand" mind- set. Neither is going to get this right. We have to be cognizant of the time we live in. And the time we live in is not the time of the perfect world- yet.
There was a 400,000-year cycle that literally started with "Adam," who was the
first Avatar of that cycle. That cycle ended in the mid- to late 1800s.
What opened at that point is a 500,000-year cycle, the hallmark of which is universal peace, the oneness of human and universal life, and the eventual establishment of a genuine enlightened civilization on Earth. This will be a time of an unbroken period of peace that, at first, will be a political peace, a time of no more large wars and conflicts on earth. But that will then give birth to a period of a great peace - the peace of enlightenment where the entire Earth and everyone on it will grow in spiritual oneness. Earth will become one of the extraordinary centers of enlightenment, and known as such throughout the cosmos.
So, as bad as things seem now, that's not where it's going to stay! And it isn't going to be like this much longer. This shift to a new time, a new era, has been going on for about 150 years. But out of 500,000 years, we are just at the early crack of dawn. And as one cycle closes and the other opens, a time of maximum chaos is created. This is why we are in the most chaotic period in known recorded history. But soon that will give way to another reality on Earth.
The knowledge and spiritual capacity for world peace was available through the people who lived on Earth 100 years ago. The means of communication were there and the "Divine Will" and "Divine Plan" were there. Humans elected not to act. It wasn't done, because we failed to do it.
So, this is our choice. And now we're living through the ramifications of it. It's our choice right now, this moment. We're all making choices, collectively and individually. And the aggregate of the operation of that free will has given us the world we see today.
The events that happened back in the mid- to late 1800s are that a universal Avatar, as I understand it, appeared and then disappeared dur- ing that time. That is, the over-soul Avatar for the next half a million years appeared, created spiritually a new world, and then vanished. The information, knowledge and, within the finest realm of creation, the means for this new time, were all created. It's all here now: Look and you will see it! We as humans have to see it, realize it and manifest it. We're the ones, now, who have to carry the rest of the water. The oceans are there, but the water has to still be delivered to where it's needed, and we're the ones who have to carry that water.
It's a wonderful time, actually. And I'm quite certain that most people have no idea of the time in which we live. What they're waiting to happen has happened already. In the Bible it refers to "a thief in the night," - that this new world would be created spiritually, and this knowledge would appear -- and it would be like a thief - nobody would know until He was gone. Well, that's very true.
So, I'm saying a lot of those events are 100 to 150 years in our rearview mirror. And most religious, political and other leaders are look- ing backwards. They're waiting for something to happen that happened already. So, the Earth and everyone on it, in a sense, is in a state of retar- dation, because it's been hijacked, mostly out of ignorance. And so the only way to fix ignorance is to share knowledge.
As I said earlier, one of the problems is that nice people have a serious flaw: They're nice. And because nice people are nice, the rabid wolves and the mad dogs can rip them apart. So, we live in a time where a certain amount of clear-eyed spirituality and genuine knowledge has to be joined with some real courage.
We live, unfortunately, in a time where spirituality has been equated with passivity. This is a very dangerous thing, because it's a propaganda or indoctrination that's designed to create people who are spiritually oriented and very nice, but very passive and ineffectual. And in that passivity, the rabid dogs can have full sway.