We worked on him for an hour, but he was already flat line when he arrived. He died in my arms. And in comes his big bear of a father, who collapses in my arms,
weeping and screaming, a bloodcurdling cry like you've never heard, when I tell him his son is dead.
Dealing with this subject every day is orders of magnitude more traumatic for me than that. And for the nurses and me, having a little child die on my last day was as bad as it gets.
Hearing about CSETI experiences is like listening to a version of the X Files, but this isn't Hollywood; it's the real thing. There are aspects of my work that are wonderful and beautiful, and there are other aspects of this effort that are enormously painful and tragic. Perhaps this is a perfect metaphor of the times in which we live; there's so much beauty and promise, and yet there's also so much suffering.
CHAPTER 19
Q^D
"We Are Always With
You"
A few interesting anecdotes will give you an idea of the kinds of peo- ple I've encountered doing this work.
For example, while organizing the conference with Astronaut Brian O'Leary in Colorado in 1992, we were approached by a woman who was insisting on coming to the private retreat for researchers. This was Col. MK's companion, now wife, who was claiming to be a journalist.
She was actually part of Psy-Ops and Psy-warfare projects with the Colonel, whose specialty was psychotronic, radionic, mind-control weapons and what are incorrectly called non-lethal weapons systems. These EM weapon systems are actually used, at times, to kill people and use so-called scalar, longitudinal electromagnetic waves.
Somehow, she got my home number. I was away, so she called my wife—a wonderful woman who epitomizes noblesse oblige and kind- ness. So this woman said, "Just exactly who do I have to fuck to get into this meeting?" This, to my wife! Such was our introduction to the enlightened community of spooks and UFO sub-culture crazies, and it's been downhill from there.
That's all you need to know about the caliber of such folk. When I tell people that the people you encounter in this field are some of the meanest, nastiest, most venal, corrupt people that you will ever meet any- where on Earth in any sub-culture or setting, I mean it.
But you also meet some wonderful people. One of the people who came to a lecture was Dorothy Ives, the wife of Oscar-winning actor Burl Ives. Mr. Ives had
been friends with the Nixons and the Reagans and
with a number of other political figures, and was a 32nd Degree Mason.
Dorothy came up to me after the lecture, very excited, and asked if I'd return to her home and meet with Burl. I suggested that she come with me up to the MacGuire Ranch where we were going to make con- tact with the ETs, and then we could go see Burl.
So after the conference in Denver, we drove up to the McGuire Ranch, in
Wyoming, outside of Laramie. We got there about sunset, and were doing our contact protocols. Right as the sun was going down, suddenly a brilliant, disc-shaped UFO appeared on top of a cloud and hovered. It winked in and out of the cloud and was signaling to the whole group.
Dorothy had never seen such a thing. I explained, "They're here, and they're very much connected with us all the time. They know when we're going to go out and do this CE-5 Contact protocol." Often, when we would arrive onto a site to do this work, the ETs would already be there, because I would have told them where we were going and what time we'd be there. Dorothy was just amazed, and she exclaimed, "Burl has got to meet you." .
We left from Denver and flew to Seattle and then drove up to their home in Anacortes, WA, right on the water.
Burl and I became fast friends. The way you would see him on the stage is exactly the way he was in person. One of the greats of the 20th Century, by any account.
We met for a long time discussing a plethora of issues, the secrecy, the technologies, ET contact.. "You know, this is the most sane crazy per- son you've ever introduced me to," he told Dorothy, who was always meeting interesting and eccentric people. He understood that what we were dealing with was something that had a lot of profound dimensions to it and that our approach was very rational and very sane—given how "far out" all this is.
Dorothy initially didn't quite know who I really was or the extent to which I had deep contacts within the intelligence and national security community. Eventually, this came up and I told her, "There's a man whose family has deep ties with the National Security Agency. They are senior NSA people, and are handing off some documents to me."
One of these documents was a big, oversized xerox copy of a 1962 document. It had code names like 'Project Moondust, Project 46', on it and it was classified top secret- but had not been declassified! It was given to me so I could get it to the right people. This document was a wiretap transcript summary of what they learned from listening in on Marilyn Monroe.
This document has been authenticated by the top document authenticator in the world. An FBI agent told me, "You know, you can go to jail for X number of years and be fined thousands of dollars each time you show this to anyone." I said, "Really? I've already shown it to a few thousand people. Come put the handcuffs on! My first call will be to Ted Koppel or Larry King, and not to some lawyer." He looked at me like I was crazy, and I said, "You think I'm kidding? Try me." Here's the head- line: 'Emergency doctor goes to jail because he revealed a document that confirms that spooks at the agency whacked Marilyn Monroe before they ended up whacking the President.' Now," I said, "you want that to hit the front page? Come get me." He just shook his head with a look of shock - but they left me alone. We never heard from that spook again.
This document describes how Marilyn Monroe, who had been recently jilted by the Kennedy brothers and was upset and hurt, called Robert Kennedy and a socialite in New York, an art dealer friend of hers. Marilyn Monroe stated that she was going to set up a press conference and tell the public what Jack Kennedy had told her regarding objects from outer space that had crashed and been retrieved in New Mexico in the 1940's! President Kennedy had confided this information to her, because he had seen the ET craft and debris from the UFO crash there. This still-top-secret document is dated the day before the night they found Marilyn Monroe dead. I've also located someone who was with the Los Angeles Police Department intelligence unit that helped facilitate the wiretapping and monitoring of her up to the time of her death and actually knew how they killed Marilyn Monroe. There is no doubt that she was murdered by cut-out agents of the US intelligence community.
Importantly, this document was signed by James Angleton— the legendary, fanatical mole hunter and leak stopper within the CIA. This document, in my opinion, was a death warrant for Marilyn Monroe, because it summarized what she was intending to do rather imminently. I don't think she knew what she had stumbled onto, in terms of the kind of buzz saw that was going to come at her.
I'm now working with someone who has similar documentation on the murder of Mary Meyer. Mary Meyer was the long-term paramour of Jack Kennedy who was shot on the C&O Canal path in Georgetown, back in 1964, because she knew too much. This contact has identified sources that knew why they murdered Meyer. And it's the same reason they murdered Marilyn Monroe!
When I mentioned all this to Burl he said, "Marilyn Monroe and I knew each other very well and I can tell you this: All of us who knew her knew that she had been murdered, but it wasn't until today that I knew why!"
Some of the people that Burl knew were good friends with Ronald Reagan. He was able to confirm information that I had heard from other sources. For example, I have met two people who were with Ronald Reagan during the screening of "Close Encounters of the Third Kind" by Steven Spielberg. This movie is actually a documentary or docudrama, since most of what is depicted came from Air Force files that Spielberg secretly had access to at Wright Patterson Air Force Base. Ronald Reagan turned to the people who were at the screening at the White House and said, "There are only a couple people in this room who know how true what this movie is portraying is." This was repeated to me by two sepa- rate witnesses.