We always felt that this work was being assisted by Shari. And it turns out that at nearly every contact expedition since 1998, the extraterrestrial who I call Kindness, has appeared in a beautiful blue-white ship. Often it will zip into the sky, make an arc and flash the group, shining a blue-white light on all of us! I know it is this senior spiritual and politi- cal ambassador of the extraterrestrial coalition that has been connected to us since 1998.
Before that, my main ET contact was a male ET that had jet black hair with very Caucasian features, intense blue eyes, and the whitest skin I've ever seen. He
is the ET that contacted me in 1990, when I started CSETI and all these projects.
Kindness' spacecraft has been seen more than once right over our house in Virginia. Our neighbors have seen an intense blue ship, that is not quite fully materialized, actually enveloping and hovering over the house at 4:30 in the morning. One neighbor had no idea I was involved in these projects at the time. But when she looked at this cobalt blue disc right on our house, what she felt was incredible peace and protection.
After Shari passed, I was emotionally spent for a while. I felt responsible, and had survivor's guilt. The children knew I was sad, so they gave me a video tape of "The Bird Cage" that Christmas. I watched it and watched it and watched it — I needed laughter therapy -- because not only did I have cancer, but then I was also now very sad because my clos- est friend had died. Frankly, she had been murdered.
I have met all kinds of celebrities and rock stars and CIA directors and senators. But the only person in the whole world I care to meet is Nathan Lane—Ms. Albert in "The Bird Cage"! I would love to spend some time with him and tell him, "You saved my life with this movie, because I laughed my way back to health!"
After Shari passed on to the other side, we went to Hawaii in February of 1998, and were with Joan Ocean on the big island. We did the extraterrestrial contact training program there and had a very positive experience. For me, it was really needed, because I was devastated by Shari's passing and by a lot of the other things that were happening.
One night we saw in the field a scintillating, electric blue craft. It was not quite fully materialized, but it was clearly visible and a beautiful disc of cobalt blue light. It was Kindness- the ET I met the night Shari passed over.
At the end of the training, we went out to swim with the spinner dolphins, under the guidance of Joan Ocean, who is an expert in dolphin contact. The spinner dolphins jump out of the water and corkscrew spin and then go back in; they're so very playful.
After much searching, we arrived at an area where there were spin- ner dolphins nearby. I got in the water with Linda Willitts, my partner who was swimming with me. I went into a state of expanded, relaxed awareness and a group of four dolphins came over.
I stayed in a very innocent, child-like state where one is just awake, but without expectation or force— just being. It is a very Zen-like state of consciousness and deeply peaceful.
Then suddenly these four dolphins approached and adopted me into their little pod.
The four dolphins and I made a star formation: there was one ahead of me, one
on my right flank, one on my left flank, and one beneath me -- just exactly as though we were planes flying together in formation. I was close enough that I could see their eyes and touch them, if I had wanted to. We looked into each others eyes with a very deep knowing and playfulness.
I swam away with them, but when I could not keep up, they would slow down for me. They would take me down and dive, but I couldn't stay down as long as they could, so I'd come up. And as I would come up, they'd come up in unison with me. We were heading right out into the open ocean. The boat was getting smaller and smaller in the distance, and Linda could not keep up. So for safety reasons, I had to turn around, but they were taking me out to their special area out in the ocean.
It was a beautiful experience and a very peaceful communing with these intelligent beings in their element. This is a good way to train for being with the ETs. We enter the same non-forceful, innocent and play- ful state of cosmic mind. It's like the elusive butterfly: You have to be in a certain state of mind, and when they are comfortable with you, they will come. You must be completely one with their consciousness.
I find that this is a wonderful practice to do with dogs and other ani- mals. We can have a very special, mystical connection to animals.
At the end of this trip to Hawaii, on a moonlit night, we went hiking where the lava from the big erupting volcano plunges into the ocean. Near a welcome station a brilliant strobe light, blue-white in color, sim- ply appeared within a few feet of us.
When we got back to the vehicle, the lights were on and the doors were unlocked and all the electronics were changed within the car. We eventually were flashed twice by a distant object. This has happened thousands of times over the last 15 years.
In Joshua Tree, on a subsequent event, we were at that site where the craft had entered the earth. Suddenly, we began to see these unusual lights flashing on and off in space. They didn't move and it wasn't a satellite; it was just a light that went on and off.
Well, at one point, the whole group was suffused in this unusual light— a subtle, silvery light. Everyone noticed it! It was like we were in a cone of light, and it was very silent and peaceful. This continued for around a half hour. And then as quickly as you would snap your finger, it vanished and everything became pitch black again!
On one of the expeditions to Crestone, Colorado we were doing a protocol to
create a protective dome around the group. Suddenly we had a really wonderful sighting of Kindness' bluish-white ship. It came in and made an arc and then went back out into space.
As we were doing this, we sensed that there was a huge craft that had settled around us. It was completely silent and only partly materialized. But the air around us suddenly got warmer and you could see a distinct glowing form all around us. Many people saw ET beings moving around us, again almost ghost-like, not quite fully in this material dimension.
We saw a golden craft with a red light going around the outside of it. In the distance, a spectacular electrical storm was occurring. Well it turns out that there was a cook and other staff who worked at a little motel called "The White Eagle," near Crestone. They had gone out for a break, and were looking over towards the Baca where we were located. They didn't even know what CSETI was or what we were doing. But as they looked over towards where we were located, they saw a glowing dome, like a ship, with red lights going around the base of it, counter- clockwise. They were absolutely shocked. And they said they could even see through other objects to see it: The farmhouse that was directly in the way was not visible to them.
Of course, the next day, they reported this to us. They were absolutely stunned when they heard that we were exactly at that location of the craft and what we were experiencing. I understand they ended up leaving the valley because they were utterly unnerved by this experience!
After this craft moved away, the temperature, within moments, dropped 10 to 15 degrees. It was like we were in a building and then the building was gone!
There is no doubt that the ET civilizations are very advanced, and not just technologically To go faster than the speed of light through the cos- mos, any civilization has to evolve socially and spiritually, or they will destroy themselves before they could ever reach Earth. Now, many people are addicted to the good ET/bad ET fantasy, because we anthropocentrically project onto them what humanity has done to itself. But the truth is that we have only ourselves to fear.