a colour Polaroid of a tallish, dark man, handsome, but a bit too intense, who looked to be in his early
thirties and was built like a lifeguard. He was sitting on the edge of a swimming pool with his legs in
the water.
“I remember him now,” I said.
“I thought perhaps you might check a round. Maybe somebody knows or has heard something,” she
said. “I don‟t want to do anything official. Do you understand?” It was more of a plea than a request.
I nodded. “Sure, I can do that. Is that all?”
“I‟d just like to know he isn‟t.
She didn‟t finish the sentence. She began to tremble. I moved over beside her and put an arm around
her. The more she tried to stop trembling, the worse it got.
“I‟ll check around first thing,” I said, trying to comfort her. “Don‟t worry, I‟m sure he‟s all right. It‟s
been five days. If anything had happened to him, you‟d know it by now.”
I wasn‟t sure that was true, but it sounded good and she bought
it. She was suffering a delayed reaction to both her brother‟s disappearance and the action in the alley.
I gently massaged her neck with two fingers, stroking the tight muscles that ran from the base of her
skull to her shoulders. After a while she loosened up. She shifted, turning toward me, and curled up.
I massaged her neck until my fingers got stiff, and she talked about a time that linked us to the past,
but in different ways.
“It‟s funny, the things I remember about Doe from our school days,” she said, and giggled. “Did you
know,” she went on, as if sharing a secret, “that the maids used to iron Doe‟s underwear? I know that
sounds silly, to remember something like that. But when I heard it, I thought, That‟s the way it should
be. That‟s the way a princess gets treated. That‟s what she is, a princess. Her father is the king and she
lives in a castle on the ocean and nothing bad ever happens to her. I know that‟s not true, though. She
lost Teddy.” She paused and then added, “She lost you.”
“That‟s not quite accurate,” I said. “She didn‟t lose me.”
“Oh yes,” she said with a nod, “she lost you.”
I didn‟t disagree. There wasn‟t anything to disagree with. We had different points of view.
“I used to dream of being Doe,” she said. “When we had a picnic, Doe always carried the flag and the
rest of us cleaned up the trash. It‟s just the way it was. She never asked to be treated special; nice
things just happened to her. I suppose it‟s always that way with the rich.”
She said it almost wistfully and without malice, like it was an undeniable fact of life, and I suppose it
was, until life inevitably caught up with even the rich. For the flash of a second I considered telling
her what really happened to Teddy, but I didn‟t want to bust her pretty balloon. She seemed to have
control of her memories. Perhaps that‟s why she recalled them with such innocence and without angst.
She had learned the difference between memories and dreams.
She dozed off that way. It felt good there, with her curled up in my lap. I thought I might relax for a
few minutes before going back to the hotel, to make sure she was sleeping soundly. I leaned back and
thought about Tony and DeeDee Lukatis, always on the outside looking in, close enough to savour the
sweet life, but never close enough to taste it. I thought about Tony Lukatis, who tried to make the
dream come true and ended up in jail instead, and DeeDee, harbouring a futile high school dream for
all those years. I fell asleep thinking about them and realizing that in the end, DeeDee, Tony, and I
were not that much different.
I had the same old dream again that night, only this time Tony Lukatis was running on the ridge.
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I awoke to soft sunlight, filtering through gauze drapes, and the smell of fresh coffee. Sometime
during the night DeeDee had slipped a pillow under my head and draped a blanket over me, but! still
felt like I‟d been stretched on the rack.
She was wearing a plain black silk dress and her long hair was gathered in a bun at the back of her
head, quite a departure from the previous night. Either way, she was a knockout. She put a tray with
orange juice, toast, and coffee on the table in front of me.
“Thanks,” I said. “What time is it?”
“A little after eight. This should give you enough strength to go back to the hotel and clean up before
you meet.. what‟s his name?”
.
“Mickey Parver. Everybody calls him Stick but don‟t ask why, it‟s too early to talk.”
The Juice was ice cold, the coffee strong and hot, and the toast wasn‟t burned. I wolfed it down while
she sat across from me and had her second cup.
“1 want to thank you for last night,” she said. She sounded almost embarrassed.
“For what, almost getting you killed?”
“I mean later, after that. It‟s the first time I‟ve slept in days. And thanks, too, for. . . listening to me
ramble.”
“Better watch out,” 1 said. “Your inhibitions are showing again.”
“I only wish there was some way I could repay you.”
There it was, the perfect opening. It was time to play cop again. I sipped a little more coffee. It was
tough coming out with it.
“Maybe there is,” I said finally.
She was pleased at the prospect. “Really?” she cried. “What? Anything!”
I sipped at my coffee for a moment or two, trying to phrase it just right, but that never works. No
matter how I put it, it was going to come out wrong in the end.
“You might want to think about this,” I said.
“Think about what?”
“What I‟m about to ask you.”
Her smile started to fade.
“You know a man named Cohen who banks at the Seacoast?” I asked.
“Yes. Not personally, just as a customer of the bank.”
“Does he come in often?”
“Usually every day. Why?”
“Do you handle his account?”
She cocked her head like a puppy hearing an unfamiliar sound.
“No,” she said. “Mr. Seaborn handles it personally.”
There it was. The connection. My pulse picked up but it still didn‟t prove anything. “Is that
customary? I mean for the president of the bank to handle an account personally?”
“He does it on several major accounts, if that‟s what the customer wants. What‟s this about, Jake?”
“I need some information,” I said. “It will be kept totally confidential, I promise you that. There‟s no
danger of anyone ever finding out where it came from. It will only be used by me to dig up some
background information.”
Her forehead furrowed into a deep frown.
“What is it? What do you want?” she asked. Her tone was becoming more formal.
“I need the access number for the bank‟s computer, and Cohen‟s account number or numbers.”
She was shocked. For two full minutes she stared at me in disbelief, then she lowered her eyes to the
floor.
“So,” she said, “we both wanted something.”
There was no response to that. It was true.
“If it‟s at all risky I said, but her stare killed the sentence while it was still in my mouth.
“Isn‟t giving out that information a felony?” she asked.
“Only if you‟re caught.”
“Seems to me somebody said that to Tony once.”
I was prepared to take whatever abuse she might throw my way. It was a rotten thing to ask, a rotten
position to put her in. Had it not been for her concern over Tony and my promise to try and help, I