Which is an issue, since all I can think of purchasing is several boxes of mac and cheese. I add a clean T-shirt and a pair of sweats to the basket—the largest sizes I can find, yet somehow unlikely to fit Lazlo. I run back to my apartment, and step inside just as he walks out of the bathroom.
Naked.
Chapter 6
Iguess Lazlo is wearing a towel around his hips.
But spiritually, culturally, metaphysically, he feels naked. And yes, he does have ink all over his body, but it seems to be less focused on narrating the misdeeds of Vlad the Impaler and more on commemorating . . . his childhood, perhaps? Family? For the most part, it’s that same old Hungarian script as on his neck and arms, but I also spot flowers that I’ve only ever seen in Eastern Europe, a castle, a coat of arms. On his chest, right on top of his heart, is an ornate Venetian eye mask that looks eerily familiar, but I cannot place it.
“Why are you holding your breath?” he asks after a long stretch of staring, because I’ve been a little too immobile. Vampires do need air, but given the slow crawl of our metabolism, not nearly as much as humans. I could inhale one day, exhale the following, and still be in peak shape.
And yet, I’m suddenly winded. “Sorry, I was just . . . admiring.”
His eyebrow rises.
“The artwork,” I hurry to add.
“Sure. Right. Because it’s the first time you’ve seen it.”
“Yeah, of course it is.” Why is he smiling like we’re sharing an inside joke? “When would I have seen it?”
He stares as if to challenge me, then folds his arms in a beautiful ripple of muscles and colorful ink. “This place feels familiar. But I’m sure you’ll tell me that I’ve never been in your apartment.”
If he had, I’d be dead. “Maybe you did some pest control work for the previous tenant?”
“I must have done a piss-poor job of it, considering.”
“Considering what?”
He points at a spot above my head. When I turn around, there is a giant—
“Spider!” I scream, running to duck behind Lazlo. It’s big and streaked in yellow and gross, and God, I’ve always hated arthropods.
“Interesting,” Lazlo muses.
I whimper, “What?”
“An entomologist who is afraid of spiders.” He turns to face me. “How unusual.”
Shit. Fuck. I straighten and collect myself. “It’s a very rude assumption,” I say haughtily, “that just because I study insects, I have to like all types of—”
“I have a lot of scars,” he interrupts, conversational. “All over my body.”
“ . . . Okay.”
“Some are big.” He points at a thick, knotty line that bisects the middle of his abdomen. “I wonder how I got this one. It must have been deep.”
Unless I’m mistaken, I gave it to him in Bath during the 1800s. I was having a grand old time choosing ribbons for my bonnet when he galloped into town and forced me to move to France, where Napoleon was still pursuing his military dreams.
I clear my throat. “Pest control is a dangerous profession.”
“Must be,” he says, meaning: No, it isn’t.
“Does it hurt?”
“No. But since you asked, something is bothering my left rib. Could you check?”
Absolutely fucking no, I plan to say. But just like all the other noes I should have said today, it remains stuck in my throat, and I’m somehow sliding my fingers up his flank and over his flank.
For a split second, we both freeze, and I’m not the only one who’s not breathing. The room falls into an unnatural layered silence. Lazlo glances down at me with that inquisitive, slightly accusing expression that seems to chew at the lining of my stomach, and I try to return the stare without looking too wide-eyed and guilty, but there is something here. Something that jumps from me to him, that flows from him to me. A current, a heat, a moment of confusion and deluge that clogs my senses, and . . .
You’re just not used to touch, I tell myself.
Yes. That’s it. It must have been a handful of years since the last time. I like to choose very bad people as meals, so I limit my physical contact with them, while Lazlo . . . He is not food. He is a person, an immortal just like me, surprisingly solid in a world where everything drifts past, disappearing too quickly.
It’s disorienting, is all.
“Why are your hands so cold?” he asks, voice curt and gravelly.
“Bad circulation,” I mumble, hurrying to bend my neck and search for the wound he mentioned. “Vitamin deficiencies. Gets chilly at night outside.”
“You just gave me three different excuses.”
“I gave three reasons, all valid, so get off my— Shit. There’s a shard of glass stuck between your lowest two ribs. I think you may have healed around it.”
“Can you take it out?”
“I’d have to cut it open a bit. You’d bleed again.”
“That’s fine.”
It’s not fine at all. But I do it, taking one of the thirty switchblades hidden around my place, carving a small cut over the one already healed.
I’m not an unfledged youth. My bloodlust is long quenched, and I can control my impulses even when I’m injured or hurt or approaching starvation. The scent of Lazlo does not make me lose my mind, because I’m better than that.
But God, it’s sweet.
Always has been. Every time we fought, every blade I sank into his flesh, every breakneck chase, the allure of his blood was there, calling. I’ve injured and killed plenty of slayers before him, and they all repulsed me, but Lazlo . . . I have no idea why his specific blood feels so overpoweringly, mouthwateringly delicious, but now that the glass splint is out, I should probably take a step back.
Yeah.
I’m gonna.
Any second now.
“All new,” I say, not meeting his eyes. My voice trembles. The wound is already closing, and I’m scurrying to the sink to wash the drops of his blood off my hands, but once the faucet is on, I cannot help staring at the running water like it’s my enemy, because it would be such a waste to give up this precious—
It’s a truly terrible idea, but my thumb and forefinger are already inside my mouth, licked clean, before I’m even aware of it. The taste of the blood, even just a few scant drops, awakens my sluggish, dormant body in a way gallons of plasma could never accomplish. Heat blooms and fires through my nerve endings. I feel the telltale itch of my fangs pushing against the roof of my mouth, elongating, and I have to grab the edge of the sink so tight, I’ll never get my security deposit back.
Then Lazlo comes to a stop beside me. “Already feels better,” he’s saying. “Thanks.”
Before turning around, I beg my fangs to retreat. Promise them lots of firm necks to bite into, very soon, if they behave. “You’re welcome.” I take a fortifying breath and then face him. “I’m going to make food now. Hope mac and cheese is all right. I also got you spare clothes, they’re in that paper bag over there.”
“You are getting warmer,” he murmurs. Not suggestively. An observation, followed by the back of his hand tracing my cheek. As if to probe a portentous flush with his knuckles.
I swallow. “Yeah.”
“Good.” His hand lingers. When it finally drops to his side, his mouth curves downward, like he’s displeased to no longer be touching me. “Your body found some B12.”