"You're bloody arrogant."
"Yes. This time, listen to me."
Malcolm gave me a blue glare, stubbed out his cigar, stood up and let the red blanket drop from his shoulders to the floor. "Where will you be?" Yale asked him.
"Don't answer," I said brusquely.
Malcolm looked at me, then at the superintendent. "Ian will know where I am. If he doesn't want to tell you, he won't. Gervase tried to burn some information out of him once, and didn't succeed. He still has the scars" – he turned to me- "don't you?"
"Malcolm!" I protested.
Malcolm said to Yale, "I gave Gervase a beating he'll never forget."
"And he's never forgiven me," I said.
"Forgiven you? For what? You didn't snitch to me. Serena did. She was so young she didn't really understand what she'd been seeing. Gervase could be a proper bully."
"Come on," I said, "we're wasting time."
Superintendent Yale followed us out of his office and detailed a driver to take Malcolm.
"I'll come in the car, once I can move it," I said to him. "Don't go shopping, I'll buy us some things later. Do be sensible, I beg you."
"I promise," he said; but promises with Malcolm weren't necessarily binding. He went out with the driver and I stood on the police station steps watching his departure and making sure none of the family had seen him or could follow.
Yale made no comment but waved me back to his office. Here he gave me a short list of reputable building contractors and the use of his telephone. I chose one of the firms at random and explained what was needed, and Yale took the receiver himself and insisted that they were to do minimum weather-proofing only, and were to move none of the rubble until the police gave clearance.
"When the driver returns from taking your father," he said to me, disconnecting, "we can spare him to ferry you back to your car."
"Thank you."
"I'm trusting you, you know, to maintain communications between me and your father."
"I'll telephone here every morning, if you like."
"I'd much rather know where he is."
I shook my head. "The fewer people know, the safer." He couldn't exactly accuse me of taking unreasonable precaution, so he left it, and asked instead, "What did your half-brother burn you with?"
"A cigarette. Nothing fancy."
"And what information did he want?"
"Where I'd hidden my new cricket bat," I answered: but it hadn't been about cricket bats, it had been about illegitimacy, which I hadn't known at the time but had come to understand since.
"How old were you both?"
"I was eleven. Gervase must have been thirteen."
"Why didn't you give him the bat?" Yale asked.
"It wasn't the bat I wouldn't give him. It was the satisfaction. is this part of your enquiries?"
"Everything is," he said laconically.
The hired car was movable when I got back to it, and as it was pointing in that direction, I drove it along to Quantum. There were still amazing numbers of people there, and I couldn't get past the now more substantial barrier across the drive until the policeman guarding it had checked with Superintendent Yale by radio.
"Sorry, sir," one of them said, finally letting me in. "The superintendent's orders."
I nodded and drove on, parking in front of the house beside two police cars which had presumably returned from taking the many family members to their various cars.
I had already grown accustomed to the sight of the house; it still looked as horrific but held no more shocks. Another policeman walked Purposefully towards me as I got Out of the car and asked what I wanted. To look through the downstairs windows, I said.
He checked by radio. The superintendent replied that I could look through the windows as long as the constable remained at my side, and as long as I would point out to him anything I thought looked wrong. I readily agreed to that. With the constable beside me, I walked towards the place where the hall could still be discerned, skirting the heavy front door, which had been blown outwards, frame and all, when the brickwork on either side of it had given way. QUANTUM IN ME FUIT lay face downwards on the gravel. I DID THE BEST I COULD. Someone's best, I thought, grateful to be alive, hadn't quite been good enough.
"Don't go in, sir," the young constable said warningly. "There's more could come down."
I didn't try to go in. The hall was full of ceilings and floors and walls from upstairs, though one could see daylight over the top of the heap, the daylight from the back garden. Somewhere in the heap were all of Malcolm's clothes except the ones he'd worn to Cheltenham, all his vicuna coats and handmade shoes, all of the gold-and-silver brushes he'd packed on his flight to Cambridge, and somewhere, too, the portrait of Moira.
Jagged arrows of furniture stuck up from the devastation like the arms of the drowning, and pieces of dusty unrecognisable fabric flapped forlornly when a gust of wind took them. Tangled there, too, was everything I'd brought with me from my flat, save only my racing kit – saddle, helmet and holdall – which was still in the boot of the car along with Malcolm's briefcase. Everything was replaceable, I supposed; and I felt incredibly glad I hadn't thought of bringing the silver-framed picture of Coochie and the boys.
There was glass everywhere along the front of the house, fallen from the shattered windows. With the constable in tow, I crunched along towards the office, passing the ruins of the downstairs cloakroom on the way, where a half-demolished wall had put paid to the plumbing.
The office walls themselves, like those of the kitchen, were intact, but the office door that I'd set at such a careful angle was wide open with another brick and plaster glacier spilling through it. The shockwave that must have passed through the room to smash its way out through the windows had lifted every un weighted sheet of paper and redistributed it on the floor. Most of the pictures and countless small objects were down there also, including, I noticed, the pen pot holding the piece of wire. Apart from the ancient bevelled glass of a splendid breakfront bookcase which stood along one wall, everything major looked restorable, though getting rid of the dust would be a problem in itself.
I spent a good deal of time gazing through the open spaces of the office windows, but in the end had to admit defeat. The positions of too much had been altered for me to see anything inexplicably wrong. I'd seen nothing significant in there the previous evening when I'd fetched Malcolm's briefcase, when I'd been wide awake with alarm to such things.
Shaking my head I moved on round the house, passing the still shut and solidly bolted garden door which marked the end of the indoor Passage. The blast hadn't shifted it, had dissipated on nearer targets. Past it lay the long creeper-covered north wall of the old playroom, and I walked along there and round into the rear garden.
The police had driven stakes into the lawn and tied ropes to them, making a line for no one to cross. Behind the rope the crowd Persisted, open-eyed, chattering, pointing, coming to look and moving away to trail back over the fields. Among them Arthur Bellbrook, the dogs at his side, was holding a mini-court in a semi-circle of respectful listeners. The reporters and press photographers seemed to have vanished, but other cameras still clicked in a barrage. There was a certain restrained orderliness about everything which struck me hard as incongruous.
Turning my back to the gawpers, I looked through the playroom window, seeing it, like the office, from the opposite angle to the Previous night. Apart from the box room and my bedroom, it was the only room un metamorphosed by Moira, and it still looked what it had been for forty years, the private domain of children.
The old battered armchairs were still there, and the big table that with a little imagination had been fort, boat, spaceship and dungeon in its time. The long shelves down the north wall still bore generations of train sets, building sets, board games and stuffed toys. Robin and Peter's shiny new bicycles were still propped there, that had been the joy of their lives in the week before the crash. There were Posters of pop groups pinned to the walls and a bookcase bulging with reprehensible tastes.