“I don’t care about who it is,” Tony said. “As long as it doesn’t fuck up International’s relationship with Garth.”
“If Garth wants to do your script,” Richard said, “you don’t have to worry who’s in charge at the studio.”
Tony heard the dismissive impatience in his father’s tone. He dropped the subject. Richard looked young for his age; tall and elegant in his pin-striped suit, his tanned face relaxed and open. He cut an impressive figure of strength and reliability, qualities that were not reflected in the distant mirror of his past.
Producers, agents and writers began to drop by their table, greeting Richard like an old friend. They were the lesser lights of Elaine’s, contacts befitting a business-side network executive. Woody Allen remained aloof at his table, the world-famous novelists flanking them didn’t notice, this year’s Academy Award-winning actress fluttered past, her fur coat brushing against Tony’s back when she squealed and opened her arms to hug someone. Tony took a malicious delight in observing his father’s second-rung status. At least in New York. TV was still TV, something you watched but didn’t talk about in intelligent company.
When they left, Tony and Betty were outside alone for a moment while Richard was held up inside, collared once again by Paul Friedman. Betty looked tired.
“Are you okay?” Tony asked.
“I’m tired.” She moved into his arms, burying her face in his chest.
“What’s the matter? Don’t you like having two dinners a night?” He felt alive, looking uptown at Second Avenue. A pack of taxis, freed by a green light, bolted, driving with menacing speed, riding the cracked, uneven road like surfers, their headlights bobbing, turn signals flickering a brief warning before they hurled in front of each other, competing for customers or the next free lane. Their machines were shameless incarnations of the city’s will to win at any cost. Tony felt their delight in the loss of moral constraint, of their triumph over law and good sense: the city is ours! their rattling chassis proclaimed.
Richard swung open the door and stepped down onto the street, breathing deeply. “Ah!” he exclaimed. His overcoat blew open in the wind, exposing his pink Brooks Brothers shirt. “Remind me never to go there again,” he said to Tony.
“Why does anybody go there?” Betty asked.
“To be seen,” Tony snapped, as though having to give the answer was an imposition.
“Sure ain’t for the food,” Richard said. “Well, do I put you kids in a cab, or would you like to stop at the hotel for a drink?”
Betty felt Tony’s body tense. He moved away from her to see her face. “Can you stay up, honey?” he asked with a strained note of consideration.
They had had fights over Tony’s willingness to keep a social evening going beyond Betty’s endurance of fatigue (and pretentiousness, she would have added). She knew he wanted to enjoy his father’s room service at the Pierre, that he hoped to grill him more about the International rumors or whatever else Richard might gossip about. Normally she took the position that if she wanted to go home, Tony should go with her. Her father had taken endless business trips, leaving Betty with the romantic notion that togetherness implied happiness; in her parents’ marriage, separation certainly hadn’t. But she couldn’t complain if Tony wanted to spend extra time with his father, especially since they rarely saw each other. What she resented, and what disappointed her, was that Tony’s desire to hang on to his dad had nothing to do with filial affection. “I’ll go home, sweetie,” she said. “You stay with your dad.”
Once alone in the cab with his father, Tony felt free, at ease for the first time that evening. He had found the preliminary round of dining at David’s and Patty’s wearing, and the meal with Richard irritating because of the constant interruptions. He had also felt Betty’s impatience with every conversation he tried to have with his father. Why was that? She had always disapproved when Tony spoke slightingly of his father. Why was she bothered by his desire to get to know him better? Wasn’t that her sentimental notion of how he should behave? Betty always seemed displeased with him since the first script conference in LA. Did she know? Was that why? Or was it coming from him: a dissatisfaction he thought he had cleverly concealed?
He looked at his father’s strong jaw, flashing yellow, red, amber, in the reflected glare of New York’s street and traffic lights. Richard had a distant look while he watched the streets go by. “I miss this town,” he said. He looked at Tony. “I guess you always miss the setting of your youth.” He looked back at the city. “I didn’t have a dime when I lived in New York. I still get a big kick out of being on expense account here: doing all the things I dreamt of when I was a kid.”
“You sound like a play,” Tony said. From Tony, that was high praise.
Richard laughed. “More like Playhouse Ninety.”
“Did you do any work on Playhouse Ninety?”
“No.” Richard shook his head and frowned. Tony felt abruptly self-conscious: he had placed his father back in the shameful fifties. Their cab pulled up to the carpeted sidewalk of the Pierre and a uniformed doorman with gold-braided epaulets moved to open the door. “The Golden Age of Television,” Richard said, leaning forward to give the driver money, “was mostly garbage, you know.”
Tony laughed. “I know. They’ve been showing it on Channel Thirteen. Pretty hokey.”
“It was the era of working-class drama. If it wasn’t set in a kitchen, it wasn’t art.”
They moved through the lobby quietly. Tony felt younger with each step, more and more a child out with a parent. He kept his head down while in the wood-paneled elevator, like a shy little boy unable to meet the glances of strange adults. It all brought back vividly the discomfort he had felt when his father had had custody of him. Richard was a quiet, thoughtful, self-absorbed man whose conversational pattern with Tony was passive, waiting for Tony to begin lines of inquiry, and then supplying only the minimum amount of information necessary to satisfy. Tony had no recollection of his father ever showing any curiosity about his emotional life. There were merely the checklist questions: How’s Betty? Are you writing? Do you have enough money? Have you seen your mother lately?
“What do you want to drink?” Richard asked once they were in the room.
“A Remy,” Tony said, flopping onto the floral-patterned couch. He leaned forward and pushed at the low pile of magazines on the coffee table. He opened one of them to the theater guide, listing currently running plays with quotes from the major drama critics. He looked resentfully at the two comedies running on Broadway. One by a commercial slob, the other by an overrated feminist, he said to himself, and flipped the magazine closed.
Then he felt disgust at this self-revelation of his bitterly envious feelings.
Richard got off the phone with room service and slowly, thoughtfully started to take off his tie, while glancing at the square slips of phone messages he had been handed at the front desk.
“I haven’t worked on a play in almost a year,” Tony said. He seemed embarrassed: a sinner confessing.
Richard looked a little startled. “You’ve been busy on the screenplay.”
“I have?” Tony laughed.
“Well, haven’t you?”
“Yeah.” He frowned. “Yes.”
“Excuse me for a moment. I have to return a few of these calls.” Richard got on the phone and placed a series of calls to California. Tony marveled at his father’s manner while doing business. He sounded relaxed and confident, a pleasant man in his tone, but hard, unyielding in what he said.