“Yeah,” Fred answered. “I guess he’s dedicating the game to her.”
There was a murmur from them at this.
“I think she kind of raised him.” Fred said, making it up, but already busy convincing himself it must be true. “His bad play this year dates almost exactly from when she was diagnosed.” That bit of sentiment originated with the Knick publicist whom Fred had called to get his ticket. The Garden organization was taking a truly clever tack: immediately after saying that, the publicist went on, “But Ray doesn’t want that known. He doesn’t want people to think he’s using his sister’s corpse as an excuse.” Who knows, Fred said to himself while the others in the box gave him their full attention, eyes wide open with the wonderment of children, maybe it’s true, maybe her being sick really did bother him. But then what was bugging Ray for the previous six years?
“How come nobody said anything about it while he was fucking up?” Tom asked peevishly.
“Ray kept it from everyone but Hubie and asked him to keep it a secret. He didn’t want to use her death as an alibi.” Boy, is this bullshit, Fred thought, amazed that he was holding their attention so easily. I’ll bet Tom isn’t sorry he invited me, he thought proudly. “They’re a very close family. You know,” he said to the leather-skinned woman. Melinda wife of the powerful producer, “Ray’s brother, Gus, plays for the SuperSonics. They grew up guarding each other. It’s great when they play in an NBA game opposite each other. Suddenly you can picture them playing as little kids on a dirty playground on a summer day in New York.”
“Yeah, it’s fantastic,” Tom Lear said. “Straight out of a movie.”
“Does sound like a movie,” Sam Billings said, and for a moment the room seemed to hold its breath. By Fred’s count there were certainly three writers in the room and he suspected one of the men at the bar was also. Fred almost blurted out, “I’ll write it.”
“Yeah,” Tony Winters said. “Think of the dream casting. Richard Pryor and Eddie Murphy.”
Someone murmured appreciatively. Fred cursed himself for not having thought of it.
Tony, meanwhile, frowning with concentration, went on: “Richard Pryor and Robert Redford. Eddie Murphy and Clint Eastwood—”
People began to laugh as they understood he was fooling.
“As brothers?” Tom Lear said, spelling out the joke.
“Yeah,” Tony went on. “You do a movie in which Redford and Pryor are two poor brothers who grew up in the slums and who end up facing each other in the championship game. Call it De Naturals. Don’t bother to explain how they’re brothers. Just assert it.” Tony looked thoughtful while people, with slight embarrassment, laughed sporadically. “Meryl Streep could play their mother. I think it would be a good stretch for her. She could play a Polish mother—”
Now the room was laughing shamelessly, except for Fred, who stared sullenly at Tony. That’s disgusting, he said to himself with rage. Making fun of talent that way — it’s a cheap shot.
“—she could do a Polish black accent,” Tony elaborated. “Now that would be interesting!”
Fred wanted to say something cutting, shut off Tony from the group’s admiration as thoroughly as he had been. Tony would deserve it — his smug attitude of equality with the people he made fun of infuriated Fred. Tony had no right to such a pose. What play of his had run on Broadway? Everything was so easy for men like Tony. He took his presence in the private box for granted. Probably his father had been bringing him to elite seats his whole life. Someone like Tony Winters had never sat in the mezzanine of anything. And Fred, poor Fred, he had been stuck way up in the back, in life’s cheap seats, scraping ancient gum off his shoes and straining for a view of the action.
“Are you a sportswriter?” Richard Winters asked Fred in his low, calm tone while the others were elaborating on Tony’s joke.
“Uh, used to be. I’m writing a novel now.”
Richard nodded wisely, as though he had expected that answer. “Did you cover basketball?”
Tony called across the room, answering for him: “You probably have read Fred’s stuff, Dad. He did a lot of writing for American Sport magazine. The interviews?”
Fred was bothered by Tony having overheard (why is he on my case?) and made nervous by his tone. He had called it “Fred’s stuff,” not even giving it the dignity of an “article.”
But Richard Winters snapped his fingers and looked delighted at Fred. “Of course! You did that great interview with Billy Martin. First time I understood both why he was a great manager and also why he’s crazy. Everything else I read about him would do one or the other, never both.”
“You two know each other?” Tom Lear asked Fred, meaning him and Tony. There was ill-concealed surprise in the question.
“Oh, sure,” Tony said. “We’re old friends.”
Fred now relaxed, decided he had been paranoid. Obviously Tony was trying to be helpful and friendly. He did not notice, nor did the others, that Tony smiled to himself after his assertion of amity with Fred, like a man contemplating an irony.
Below, the buzzer sounded to signal an end to the halftime warm-ups and the teams went to their benches for final instructions before the start of the second half. Fred moved toward the door. “I’d better get back—”
“No, stay!” Tom said, and a few others did also.
“We have plenty of room,” Richard Winters added with a note of warmth sufficient to imbue his words with urgency, but not intense enough to suggest even a hint of desire.
The Knicks, although they gave their fans a good scare near the end. won the game, Ray Williams perfectly playing his role of the athlete redeeming personal tragedy through triumphant performance. He won the game with his controlled, determined leadership and showed no vulgar pleasure in his achievement or the fans’ delight. He left the court with his head bowed, accepting the congratulating embraces of his teammates with an unprecedented modesty.
For Fred, also, the evening was a triumph. While they shuffled into the elevator to take them out, Tom turned to him suddenly. “Where’s your friend?”
“My friend?”
“Who did you bring to the game?”
Despite the fact that Fred had had hours to prepare a response, he still fumbled over his response: “I gave it away to one of the teenagers outside.”
“You didn’t sell it?” Tony Winters asked, and again Fred thought that perhaps in his tone there was an insult, a suggestion that Fred was incapable of any act that might be considered generous or good.
Before the game, when Fred arrived in a taxi outside Madison Square Garden, there was a collection of kids desperately asking, “Selling any? Anybody selling?” as there usually is preceding a hot game. Normally there are plenty of ticket scalpers available, but their goods must have gone quickly, because by the time Fred arrived — only five minutes before game time — with his spare ticket, having thought of no one he wanted to accompany him to the box at halftime. the forlorn cries, “Ticket? Anybody got a ticket?” had not been comforted. He spotted a pair of black teenagers and walked up to them, whispering, “I’ve got one. I can give you one.”
“How much, man?” asked one.
“Where is it?” the other said before Fred could answer.