"Thinking," she said simply.
He sensed it was anything but simple. He'd coined home expecting to share the police theory about his ex-wife with Annabelle, but instead he realized she had something deeper on her mind. "Thinking about! What?" he asked, digging for answers.
When she remained silent, he tried another tact. "Why'd you come in here to rest?
The dog wriggled out of his arms, jumped to the mattress and snuggled in beside Annabelle.
She absently stroked his head as she said, "I feel better in here."
"Because you don't feel alone." He understood that in here she sensed his presence and it gave her comfort.
"That's part of it," she admitted.
The irony here was great. "You're a successful businesswoman, someone your family turns to when they're in need, yet you feel isolated." He reached out and stroked her cheek.
She nodded, tears welling in her eyes. She wiped her damp eyes with the back of her hands.
"Here use this." He handed her the corner of his comforter to use and she dabbed at the moisture.
"Thanks," she said, chuckling. "I just wish the simplest things wouldn't evoke deja vu."
"What happened?" he asked, his concern for he all encompassing. More important than figuring out if Laura could really be responsible for the problems around the lodge.
Vaughn wasn't used to caring so deeply for another person, especially a person he had to let go. And still he couldn't turn Annabelle away. He listened as she detailed a conversation she'd overhead between Lola and her uncle, one that had left her sobbing like a child and retreating to bed for comfort. To his bed.
In response, he gave her the one thing she needed more than mere words. He lay down beside her and held her in his arms, until her breathing became deep and even and she'd fallen back to sleep, knocked out from emotional overload.
Vaughn let out a long sigh. It was a good thing she hadn't been looking for any words of wisdom. He'd have had none to give. While he wished he could tell her that the unconditional love she sought existed on some level, he couldn't. Nobody could give her that kind of security or guarantee. Hell, he hadn't found it in his life, either, so who was he to give advice?
But he understood now that the animals did give her what the people in her life hadn't been able to do. And he hoped like hell he wouldn't be the next person to disappoint her.
HAVING SLEPT THROUGH dinner, Annabelle awoke to the delicious aroma of pizza. She was certain she was dreaming, conjuring up what her growling stomach desperately desired. But when she rolled over and opened her eyes, Vaughn stood by the bed with a pizza box in his hand.
"Dinner?" she said, her mouth watering at the thought.
"Not home cooked, but yeah." His cheeks flushed, obviously embarrassed by his good deed.
It wasn't his first nice act tonight, either. He'd catered to her insecurities and understood her feelings, all the while not flinching at finding her in his bed.
His thoughtfulness showed yet another dimension to his strong yet sensitive character. 'Thank you, Vaughn. You probably don't know this but I love pizza." She rubbed her belly and curled her legs beneath her.
He grinned. "Most single people do."
She shot him a wry glance. "Let me get dressed and we'll go to the kitchen."
He shook his head. "I'd rather eat here."
"Avoiding the company?" she asked.
He didn't reply, but instead sat on the bed and placed the box on the comforter.
"You really can't mean to eat in your bed."
"Hey, I don't mind if you don't."
"I'm easy" She opened the box and handed him a slice.
While they chowed down on the most delicious pizza she'd tasted, she turned the conversation to him. "What did the police have to say?" She asked about the lodge. "Any leads yet?"
He reached for a tissue on the counter and wiped his mouth. "None that are plausible."
She took a final bite of her second slice and left the crust in the box. "Who'd they suggest?"
"Laura." He said the name with no emotion, and having finished his pizza, he shut the box and rose to place the garbage on the dresser.
"You're kidding?"
He nodded with a brief jerk of his head. "She's done some slimy things and she can play head games with the best of them," he acknowledged. "But I don't see her as being capable of physical destruction."
"How about hiring someone to do the job?"
"No. Plus she asked for money. Unless she's having me fund my own destruction, it doesn't make sense. I just don't buy Detective Ross's two-pronged attack theory."
Annabelle bit down on her lower lip. He was so adamant, she wanted to believe his instincts. Still, at least one of them couldn't afford to be in denial. "I think I'll reserve judgment since I don't know the woman at all."
"That's what the police said. They're going to keep digging."
"Good. But it sounds like you've decided to give her the money?"
He shrugged. "On the off chance the cops are right, why make her more desperate, angry or jealous by saying no?'
She mulled that one over. "So what was the story with you two?" she asked, curious despite herself.
He rejoined her on the bed and leaned back against the headboard, hands clasped behind his head. "It's boring and I really wouldn't want to put you back to sleep."
She rolled her head to the side and felt a silly smile tilt her lips. "Your past could never bore me and considering how much of mine I've dumped on you in the past few days, I think it's only fair I listen to yours."
"You mean you think it's only fair I share?"
She grinned. "Yes, Vaughn. I'm asking you to do the one thing men dread. Open up and spill your guts."
He glanced at the ceiling and exhaled, obviously resigned to talking. "Okay look, Laura and I hooked up because I thought she was real. Except looking back, my reasons for thinking she was a decent human being were about the dumbest I can imagine."
"We all want to see the best in people. What were your reasons?"
"I figured because she was a school teacher, she'd have a better understanding of all I'd been through- dealing with the dyslexia, struggling academically, turning to sports because it was the one thing I excelled at."
"You excel at many things," she assured him.
He shot her a heated look, then they both laughed.
"But seriously your thinking seems sound. What went wrong?"
"It didn't take long before my lifestyle became more attractive to her than me."
Annabelle reached out with one foot and entwined her leg with his. "Now that I find hard to believe."
"How else would you explain the fact that while I was lying in the hospital doped up on painkillers, thanks to a shattered knee and a concussion, my loving wife brokered a deal with Yank's competition?"
Annabelle cringed, but still tried to understand what was going on in their lives at the time. "Maybe she thought Spencer Atkins was in your best interest."
Vaughn frowned. "She thought Spencer had better contacts in television, and since she realized my career was over long before I accepted it, she decided to plot my future-hence, ensure her status as the wife of someone important in the industry. God forbid the invitations to the important functions should stop coming in and she'd have to spend a night home with her idiot husband," he muttered, his bitterness so obvious it hurt Annabelle's heart.
She could not comprehend how a woman could claim to love and understand a man, then hurt him with such calculated words, not to mention blindside him at the lowest point in his life. "It's obvious Laura was looking out for number one, but why do you have to be so hard on yourself?" she asked.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
She climbed onto Vaughn until she straddled his hips. She wanted to get in his face and force him to discuss his greatest weakness. "I want to know why you call yourself stupid and belittle yourself over something which you had no control," she stated.