“So she told me.”
“I know a lot of nurses now, of course, but I didn’t in those days before I started to work here. Besides, most of the people Patrick and I considered our friends are still living in Chicote.”
“Like John Ronda and his wife?”
“His wife, certainly. John, perhaps.”
“And George Haywood?”
She hesitated, looking out at the fountain as if the moving water had half hypnotized her. “I’ve met Mr. Haywood, though not socially. A long time ago Patrick worked for him for a few weeks. It wasn’t a satisfactory arrangement. Patrick was much too honest for that kind of job.”
Her version, Quinn noted, was a lot different from Ronda’s. “Are you acquainted with a Mrs. King, one of Haywood’s associates?”
“No.”
“What about Alberta Haywood?”
“The one who stole the money? I was never introduced to her but I used to see her occasionally in the bank when I cashed Patrick’s paycheck. Why on earth are you asking me about all these people? They have nothing to do with Patrick or me. It’s been seven years or more since Patrick worked for Mr. Haywood, and, I repeat, I never met him socially and I don’t know either his associate or his sister.”
“Your husband was a bookkeeper, Mrs. O’Gorman?”
She looked suddenly cautious. “Well, yes. He took a correspondence course. He didn’t have a natural talent for figures, but—”
“But you helped him?”
“Sometimes. You got that from Ronda, I suppose. Well, it’s no secret. It’s a wife’s job to help her husband when he needs it. I’m not ashamed either of helping him or of his needing help. I’m a realistic woman, Mr. Quinn, I don’t fight facts. If Patrick was not overly endowed with brains, he could lean a little on mine, as I leaned, more than a little, on the fine qualities he possessed which I didn’t, sweetness, generosity, tolerance. Those aren’t my good points. They were Patrick’s. We borrowed from each other, and we leaned on each other, and we had a full, happy life together.”
Tears glistened in her eyes, and Quinn wondered whether they were caused by regrets for the once full and happy life or by a realization that it had not been as full or happy as she liked to pretend. Had the O’Gormans been an ideal couple, or a couple whose ideals prevented any admission of failure? Had O’Gorman accepted the fact of his own inferiority with the same equanimity as his wife did?
“For a long time after Patrick’s accident,” she said, dabbing at her eyes with a handkerchief, “there were rumors, whispers, insinuations. People would stare at me and I could see them thinking, is that the Martha O’Gorman we know or is it some monster who would kill her husband for his insurance money? No, I wasn’t imagining things, Mr. Quinn. My own friends were suspicious. Ask John Ronda, he was one of them. For me it was a double tragedy: I not only lost my husband, I was suspected of causing his death, either by murdering him or giving him reasons to end his own life.”
“What reasons?”
“The obvious. He was henpecked, I was too bossy, I wore the pants for the family, that sort of thing. A few people, like Ronda and his wife, knew the truth, that there wouldn’t have been any pants in the family to wear if I hadn’t assumed responsibility. Patrick was kind, gentle, loving, but money meant nothing to him. Unpaid bills were no more than pieces of paper. I would have liked nothing better than to go out and take a job myself, but it would have destroyed Patrick’s confidence in himself, which was never very high. I walked a tightrope between Patrick’s weaknesses and his needs.”
“Not many women could make a situation like that into a full and happy life.”
“No?” she said. “You don’t seem to know much about women.”
“Granted.”
“Or about love.”
“Perhaps not. I’m trying to learn, though.”
“I’m afraid you’re too old to learn now,” she said quietly. “Love happens while you’re still young enough to endure the hardships it inflicts and while you’re still able to roll with the punches or stagger to your feet after an eight-count. My son Richard,” she added with a proud little smile, “is a fight fan, he’s teaching me the jargon.”
“Ronda tells me he’s very bright.”
“I think so, though I may be prejudiced.”
“Tell me about your husband’s accident, Mrs. O’Gorman.”
Her gaze was steady and direct. “There’s nothing to tell that wasn’t in the file John Ronda lent to you yesterday afternoon.”
“One thing wasn’t mentioned. Did your husband’s car have a heater in it?”
“No. We never spent money on luxuries.”
“What was he wearing when he left the house?”
“You know what he was wearing, if you read my testimony at the inquest—a plaid flannel shirt, yellow and black.”
“Was it raining that night?”
“Yes. It had been for several days.”
“But Mr. O’Gorman didn’t wear a raincoat or any kind of jacket?”
“I know what you’re getting at,” she said. “But it won’t work. Patrick didn’t need a raincoat because our garage is attached to the house, and at the oil field he parked in what used to be a plane hangar right next to his office. He didn’t have to go out in the rain.”
“It was cold as well as rainy, I understand.”
“Patrick never minded the cold. He didn’t even own a topcoat.”
“According to a newspaper clipping from Ronda’s file, the temperature that night was thirty-nine degrees, which is pretty cold.”
“The shirt was wool,” she said. “A heavy wool flannel. Besides, when he left the house he was in a big hurry. He was almost frantic to get to the office and correct the mistake he’d made before anyone found out about it.”
“Frantic,” Quinn repeated. It seemed a strong word to use, one that didn’t fit the picture he had of O’Gorman as a quiet, low-pressure, unambitious man. “The accident occurred while he was on his way to the oil field?”
“Yes.”
“If he was frantic and in a big hurry, it seems unlikely he’d have stopped to pick up a hitchhiker, doesn’t it?”
“There was no hitchhiker,” she said bluntly, “except in the busy little brains of Ronda and the sheriff. In addition to your argument, that Patrick was in too much of a rush, there’s another: only a week before, a Chicote couple had been robbed by a hitchhiker and Patrick had given me his solemn promise that he would never again stop to pick up a strange man on the road.”
“What about a woman? Or a man he knew?”
“What man? What woman? No one had a grudge against Patrick. And if anyone had asked him to hand over the money he had, Patrick would have done it quite willingly. No violence would have been necessary.” She spread her hands in a gesture of resignation. “You see now why I know it was an accident. There’s nothing to back up any other theory. Patrick was in a hurry, he drove faster than usual and visibility was poor on account of the heavy rain.”
“You loved your husband very much, didn’t you, Mrs. O’Gorman?”
“I would have done anything for him. Anything in the world. And I still—” She turned away, biting her underlip.
“You still would, Mrs. O’Gorman?”
“I meant, suppose something terrible happened inside Patrick that might—suppose he went suddenly and completely out of his mind—well, then if he ever comes back, or is ever found, I will stick by him.”
“People don’t go suddenly and completely out of their minds. There are always previous signs of disturbance. Did your husband show any such signs?”
“No.”
“No fits of moodiness, temper tantrums, prolonged bouts of drinking, changes in such habits as sleeping, eating, dressing?”
“None,” she said. “Perhaps he was quieter than he used to be, more thoughtful.”