After almost a minute had passed, he straightened up, sucking feebly at the air. His eyes, filled with tears, saw Doug as a watery figure standing in front of him.
“Well, are you going to defend yourself, pussy?” Doug asked, his voice sounding completely vicious now. “Or are you just going to stand there, crying like a baby?”
Bob realized that tears were running down his cheeks and reached up to brush them away, his fingers trembling. “Are you crazy?” he said, barely able to speak.
“Right, I’m crazy, little man.”
Bob tried to back off as Doug moved toward him suddenly. He could only stumble back a foot or so before Doug was on him, knocking him over. Bob grunted as he fell, then cried out in pain as he crashed to the ground, Doug on top of him.
“You aren’t going to fight, you gutless shit?” Doug said, his features twisted. “Why don’t I just kill you then, put you out of your fucking misery?”
“Why?” Bob asked in agony, staring up at Doug’s distorted face. Dark blood was running over Doug’s chin.
“Why?” Doug jolted once on Bob, making him sob in agony again. “Why, you pitiful son of a bitch? I’ll tell you why. You already know why. I hate your fucking guts. I hate everything about you. You think you shit gold, don’t you?” Bob’s face jerked to the side as Doug slapped him again. “You’re everything I despise in a man. Man, my ass. You’re a pussy, a coward.” He sniffed hard, running fingers under his nose. “After life, you superstitious mother fucker? Reincarnation? I’ll give you a fast trip there and you and Artie can sit around on a fucking cloud, discussing what a bastard I am.”
Bob tried to pull Doug’s hands away but couldn’t, they were too strong, clamping hard around his neck. “You thought I was joking, did you, Bobby boy, Bobby fucking boy? I’ll show you how much I was joking, motherfucker.”
Bob clutched at Doug’s tightening hands, thrashing helplessly beneath him. He couldn’t breathe, darkness crowding at the corners of his vision. “Doug,” he pleaded in a barely audible whisper. I’m going to die, the thought ran through his mind. It seemed completely unbelievable to him even as it was taking place.
Doug jerked his hands away. “Oh, no,” he said, “oh, no. Too easy. Much too fast. I’ll kill you but I want it to last—and last. Having trouble breathing, Bobby boy?”
Bob made faint choking sounds in his throat. He looked up at Doug, not knowing him at all. Doug’s face was totally unfamiliar, now the face of some demented stranger. How could this be happening? he thought. How in the name of God could this be happening? He kept trying to swallow, to clear what felt like dry obstruction in his throat. Doug looked down at him, smiling. “Time for fun,” he said with relish. “Time for big fun, Bobby boy.”
Jumping to his feet, Doug jerked a handkerchief from his jacket pocket and dabbed at his nostrils. “Son of a bitch,” he said. “You’ll pay for this.”
Bending over, he grabbed Bob’s jacket and hauled him to his feet, beginning to drag him across the ground. Bob tried to struggle with him but he still felt dizzy, weak, unable to breathe. “Doug, don’t,” he mumbled.
“Doug, don’t. Doug, don’t,” Doug repeated in a mocking, falsetto voice. “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of you, my pretty. And your little penis too.” Bob felt swallowed in some nightmare dream. Had Doug just imitated Margaret Hamilton, paraphrasing her speech from The Wizard of Oz? Had he gone completely insane?
He tried to pull away from Doug but couldn’t. Half stumbling, half dragged, he was pulled over to a tree and shoved against it. “Don’t move now,” Doug told him. He was actually amused by all of this, Bob realized. He had gone insane. Dear God.
Feeling Doug let go of him, he tried to back off from the tree.
“I said—!” Doug snarled.
Bob almost screamed as Doug punched him hard below the ribs, driving lines of sharp pain through his back and chest.
“Now do what Daddy says and don’t move, little boy,” Doug ordered. “If you move again, I’ll really have to hurt you and I certainly wouldn’t want to do that because you’re my friend, aren’t you, Bobby boy? You’re my good friend.”
Bob gasped as Doug grabbed his hair and jerked his head back. “Aren’t you, Bobby boy?”
Bob could only sob, grimacing with agony, tears dribbling down his cheeks.
“That’s a good boy. I’ll be right back,” Doug told him. “Stay right there now.”
Bob held on to the tree, his body a cluster of shifting pains. He still couldn’t breathe normally. What am I going to do? he wondered. He couldn’t just let Doug torture him like this. The realization made him shudder violently. That was what Doug was doing, torturing him.
He started to look around to see what Doug was up to. “Anh-anh-anh,” Doug warned him. “Don’t you move now, Bobby boy, or Doug will get pissed at you.”
A few moments later, Bob heard Doug’s returning footsteps. “Doug, whatever you have in mind—” he started weakly.
“Just shut up, pussy,” Doug interrupted. “Whatever I have in mind is what I’ll do, you get it? Pussy?”
“Doug, don’t do this!” Bob said, pleading.
Doug didn’t reply and Bob reacted with a gasp of alarm as Doug began to run the thin rope around his back, then around the tree.
“For Christ’s sake, Doug, what are you doing?”
“Shut up, Bobby,” Doug answered in a singsong voice.
“Doug, please. We’re grown-up men, we’re not—”
He broke off with a gasping cry as Doug flat-handed the back of his head, making him jerk forward, his forehead hitting the rough bark of the tree. “Jesus!” he cried, grimacing in pain.
He said no more, trying to restore his breathing as Doug kept wrapping the thin rope around his back and around the tree. How could this be happening? he kept on thinking. How could Doug have hidden all these years the hatred he was showing now? He wanted to try to reason with Doug, try to bring him back to his senses but he hurt too much in too many places, he didn’t dare speak again.
Doug finished tying him to the tree, tightening the rope so much that his breath was cut off again. “I can’t breathe,” he said in a wheezing voice.
“Oh, sorry,” Doug said as though he really was.
Bob cried out weakly as Doug pulled the rope even tighter.
“All right, kill me then!” Bob cried hoarsely.
“I will, big boy,” Doug told him. “But not right away.”
Bob sucked in a choking breath as Doug loosened the ropes, then used the ends to tie Bob’s hands together by the wrists. “There we go,” he said. He sounded pleased.
Bob leaned his forehead against the tree and closed his eyes. What now? he thought. Oh, God, what now? For a few moments, he had a vision of Marian standing in the clearing, staring at Doug, aghast at what he’d done.
“All right, Bobby boy,” Doug said. “It’s time to clear out the bullshit.”
Bob stiffened as Doug pulled down his pants a few inches and lifted up the bottom of his jacket. “Now,” he said.
Bob’s breath cut off with a gasp as he felt something sharp pressing at his back. “I guess you know what that is,” Doug said. “My trusty ol’ golak. One hard shove and you’re a dead pussy. So tell me, Bobby boy, you think you’ll just be fast-forwarded to paradise? Or only be a corpse hanging off this tree?”
Bob drew in shaking breath. “What do you want me to say?” he asked.
“The truth, baby, the truth. You’re as scared of dying as the rest of us. Your goddamn stupid philosophy doesn’t mean doodley-squat to you right now with the point of my golak right at your back.” Bob hissed as he felt the sharp point of the blade breaking his skin. “Does it, Bobby boy?”