He found a smouldering ruin. The walls remained, and the great oaken truss at each end that had held up the roof, but that was it. Even the doors had been burned away. The smell of charred flesh, whether animal or human, lingered in the air. The shock brought him to his knees, slumped his shoulders and bowed his head. Tears, such as Arminius never cried, welled in his eyes and poured unchecked down his cheeks. ‘Thusnelda,’ he whispered.
The attack was beyond anything he could have imagined from the Romans. It was so fucking clever. They must have known my warriors weren’t here, Arminius decided, and that I was away. The realisation crashed in at once. Flavus had sent spies to the settlement beforehand. Finding its defences weakened, he had gone ahead with the raid, taking not just Segestes but the extra prize of Thusnelda.
‘You’re here,’ croaked a familiar voice.
Arminius twisted around. Shock filled him. His left arm wrapped in a grubby bandage, his face spattered with mud and sweat, and with hair sticking out at every angle and purple craters under his eyes, Maelo was almost unrecognisable. Filthy-clothed, limping, he looked like a bog-buried corpse brought to life. Arminius rose. ‘What news?’
Maelo shook his head, and the motion sent knives stabbing through every part of Arminius.
‘I’m sorry,’ said Maelo. ‘I sent warriors after Segestes and Thusnelda on foot the moment I got back from my uncle’s village, while we tried to round up the horses. Doing that took more than half a day. We then rode after them day and night, but the Romans’ lead was too great, and Germanicus had five cohorts lying in wait thirty miles away to meet them. I led one attack anyway, and lost more than half the men with me. I thought about going at the whoresons again, but it would have been suicide.’
Arminius bunched his fists, and breathed deep, and unclenched them again. ‘Tell me everything. Do not leave out a single detail.’ He listened in grim silence as Maelo laid out the sorry tale from beginning to end.
‘I should have been in the settlement. If I had, maybe I could have got her away to safety,’ said Maelo, his eyes tortured. ‘Forgive me.’
‘Why shouldn’t you have been visiting your uncle?’ The words almost choked in Arminius’ throat, so great was his own feeling of guilt. Why hadn’t he been here? ‘Gods,’ he said. ‘She’ll be on the Roman side of the river by now. With her father.’
‘Aye.’ Again Maelo’s gaze met Arminius’. ‘Do you want me to raise a war party and see if we can free her?’
Arminius sighed. ‘You’re a good man, Maelo. There’s nothing I would like more, but think of the strength of the Roman forces on the west bank of the Rhenus. We would be throwing away our own lives, and those of the warriors with us, for nothing. Thusnelda will be taken to Italy at once, as a trophy. The Romans want to ensure I never see her again, and that my son grows up without a father.’ A wall of grief hit him, and he closed his eyes.
Maelo’s hand on his shoulder, unasked for, gave him strength and focused his mind. The situation could have been far worse. The casualties suffered during the raid had been light. If Germanicus had attacked with greater force, they would have been cataclysmic. Not to do that, Arminius decided, had been a grave mistake by the Roman general. He let his rage swell again, letting its power fill every corner of his being.
‘I will renew my war against Rome, not by treasonous means, nor against pregnant women, nor in darkness, but with honour, attacking its soldiers in daylight. If our fellow tribesmen love their lands and forefathers and their ancient ways more than life under the emperor’s heel, then they will follow me. I will lead them to glory and to freedom rather than Segestes’ – Arminius spat the word – ‘who would give them nothing but shame and slavery.’
‘Give me the chance, great Donar, and I will slay not just Segestes and my motherless get of a brother, but Germanicus too,’ he vowed, his voice throbbing with fury. ‘And every legionary and auxiliary that follows in their wake.’
Vengeance had become the sole reason for Arminius’ existence.
Chapter XXI
His stomach churning, Piso studied the mainsail with jaundiced eyes. It had been hanging limp for some time, but now it fluttered and fell back against the mast. A heartbeat later, it did the same. And again. Air moved against Piso’s cheek. A wind had come up at last. Standing close to the mast amongst his comrades, he watched as the great hemp rectangle billowed forward and sagged back by turns. Before long, it had swelled to its maximum, aiding the sweating oarsmen and driving the long, shallow-bottomed craft out into the Mare Germanicum. Less than a month had passed since the morale-boosting capture of Arminius’ wife and freeing of his father-in-law, and Germanicus had been swift to act, launching a three-pronged attack into the enemy hinterland.
It was Piso’s bad luck that his legion had been selected to sail around the northern coasts and make landfall in the sheltered estuary of the River Amisia. They would strike inland from there. He cast a mournful glance back at the Flevo Lacus, the sheltered lake that formed part of the Rhenus’ estuary, across which they had rowed over the previous days. Its rocky shores and populations of screeching seabirds that he’d so despised now seemed far more attractive than the blue-green waves beneath the hull and the desolate expanse on every side. He wasn’t alone in his misery, and Piso took a certain sour satisfaction from the number of unhappy faces around him, and the muttering about storms and sea monsters. Not a soldier of the two centuries packed on the vessel seemed happy with his lot. Even Vitellius, the stoic, was giving the bronze amulet at his neck a crafty rub.
Tullus and Fenestela, heads bent together as usual, were unperturbed, but that was as it should be. Even if they were only pretending not to be scared, thought Piso, it didn’t matter. Their calm expressions and steady voices were there to reassure the men, whatever the situation.
A wave crashed off the prow, showering everyone within thirty paces with freezing water. Groans and curses went up even as the ship’s captain, an old salt with white hair, laughed. ‘Better get used to it, boys,’ he cried from his platform above them. ‘This is nothing compared to what Neptunus can throw at us.’
‘Gods, what are we doing?’ Piso asked of no one in particular.
‘Following orders,’ said Vitellius.
‘As usual,’ added Saxa. ‘That’s all we ever do.’
‘The soldier’s lot.’ Metilius cast a look at each of them in turn. ‘But we’re together again, eh, and that’s what counts.’
Everyone nodded. Piso managed a smile of sorts. Germanicus’ purpose – to wreak revenge for what had been done to Varus and his legions – didn’t count here, on this perilous sea. What mattered when a man felt as if he were about to drown at any moment were his comrades. Since their mission to rescue Degmar’s family, Piso and Vitellius had spent increasing amounts of time with Saxa and Metilius, both solid, decent men. The four were now tent mates as well – fortuitously, Piso and Vitellius’ contubernium had been two short.
Piso got on better with Saxa, who was also fond of playing dice, but Metilius’ unflappable good humour was impossible not to like. Better to drown with them, or to vanish into the maw of a sea monster, Piso decided, than to die on his own.
Another, bigger wave broke over the bows of the ship, and the resultant spray coated everyone from head to toe. Groans went up, and curses, but the loudest voices were those begging the gods for mercy. Muttering a prayer of his own, Piso pulled the front of his cloak lower, trying too late to protect his mail shirt.