“No thank you,” I said while batting Rafe’s arm away from the tray. At his cranky look, I whispered, “We’re trying to escape, remember? Not get impaired.”
“Impaired,” he scoffed. “That stuff won’t even put me in a good mood.”
The queen waved us over to where she was sitting on a raised chair, surrounded by candles. “So … have you thought about how you’ll spend your time now that you’ll be living with us?”
“You mean like on a work crew?” Rafe plopped down on the dais by her feet. The queen looked confused, by his question or his action or both. “You must have work crews. Someone cleared all those cars off the streets between here and the zoo,” he clarified.
“No, that’s manimal work.” She sized up Rafe from under lowered lashes. “I was thinking that since you’re a hunter, you could track down new mongrels for my collection.”
“Those things in cages on the roof?” Rafe asked.
“Those are just the small ones. It takes twenty of them to make a coat.” She skimmed her fingers down her fur cape. “Wait till you see what I keep in the zoo.”
Just as I was starting to feel sick, a small silver face peered in through the French doors that led to the balcony. When Cosmo spotted me, he held up a scrap of paper. I smiled. “Excuse me,” I said to the queen. “I need to get some air.” Which was absolutely true. Since she paid me no mind, I started for the balcony.
“If you already have a zoo full of mash-ups, what do you need more mongrels for?” I heard Rafe ask.
“I need new blood to infect animals with,” she replied lightly. “I don’t want to crossbreed the same old mongrels over and over. Where’s the fun in that? I want new creatures in new colors with wilder markings.”
I turned back so fast I tripped in my heels and had to grab on to a table to keep from falling. If the queen was giving Ferae to animals on purpose — and probably people too — then she kept infected blood on hand. She probably had a whole assortment of strains if she was playing around with new DNA combinations…. I bit my bottom lip to keep the hope rising in me from turning into a shout.
I tried to catch Rafe’s eye. Did he realize what the queen’s little pastime might mean for the whole country?
I hadn’t been able to get Spurling’s photograph, but if I could help Everson collect more strains of Ferae for Dr. Solis … If the doctor could find a cure … Everything I’d gone through in the Feral Zone — even being attacked by Chorda — would have been worth it.
Queen Sindee laughed at something Rafe was saying. If he didn’t quit being charming, the queen would never take her eyes off him and then we’d never get the chance to find her treasure trove of infected blood and escape.
Escape. Right. With Everson and Cosmo, who was peering at me from the shadows on the balcony. I gave him the tiniest thumbs-up sign as I scooted for the glass doors. I glanced over my shoulder before stepping outside, only to find the queen watching me. I froze as she flung back her fur cape and stood.
“And what about you?” she asked as she strolled toward me.
I stood in the open door, using my skirt to hide Cosmo. “Me?”
She stopped inches from me. “Have you figured out how you’re going to fit in here?”
“I, uh —”
A shriek erupted behind me. I turned to see Cosmo going crazy in the doorway, yowling and hitting himself in the head with his fists. I skittered back into the room. Oh no, he was turning feral right before my eyes! But Rafe had said that was impossible.
Omar shouted, “Get back!” as he shoved me aside and pulled his baton from its holster.
“No!” Rafe leapt to his feet.
I tried to block Cosmo from view. “Don’t touch him.” Whatever fit had gripped him, it seemed to be growing worse. His breath came in gasps and his cries became wails.
Omar turned on Rafe. “Is that thing yours?”
Suddenly Cosmo snarled with all the fury of a silverback and sprang at the queen, screeching as he clawed her. The first handler to reach them couldn’t tear Cosmo off of her, he clung to her cape so tightly. Even as she careened around the room, squawking like a demented chicken, Cosmo held on.
It took three handlers plus Omar to finally throw Cosmo to the floor with the queen’s cape still clutched in his hands. They surrounded him, hitting him with their batons.
“Stop it!” I caught one handler’s upraised arm, hauled him off-balance, and dragged him to the floor.
Rafe threw another handler aside, drew the man’s gun, and pressed it to the third man’s temple. “Get away from him.”
I crawled to Cosmo, but was afraid to touch him, afraid I’d make things worse. How many of his bones had they shattered? His mouth was a mess of broken teeth and blood. Yet still he clutched the queen’s cape to his chest as he moaned. With a start, I realized that the noise was more than a pained whimper. It was a word….
“Mom, Mom …”
The queen pushed Rafe away from the handler. “Is that how you deal with a beast going feral? By fighting with the handlers?”
“He can’t go feral.” Rafe sounded as if he’d gone feral. “He’s second generation.”
“Your pet just turned,” the queen huffed. “We all saw him.”
“He didn’t. You’re wearing his mother.” Rafe stabbed a finger toward the cape that Cosmo was clutching — the snow-white fur now soaked with blood.
The queen blinked. “Oh. Her.” She sighed. “No matter what I bred her with, she never managed to produce offspring with fur as lovely as hers. I finally gave up trying.”
Cosmo gurgled blood. Rafe fell to his knees, his expression stricken. He laid the gun on the floor.
Even if there was a doctor in the castle, the queen would probably never let him or her treat a manimal. Maybe if we found Everson … Though how much could he do for Cosmo? He couldn’t replace teeth or fix a smashed nose or …
As Rafe gathered the little manimal into his arms, Cosmo cried out in pain.
“Don’t,” I croaked. “You’ll make it worse.”
But Rafe ignored me and cradled him against his chest. Cosmo seemed to relax in Rafe’s arms and he closed his beautiful blue eyes, only to open them again when Rafe’s tears splashed on his face. “Don’t worry. Ev will fix you up,” Rafe said, his voice in shreds. “He’s good at that, remember? You’re going to be okay.”
Cosmo touched his knuckles to Rafe’s cheek. “A-okay,” he whispered and then his hand dropped and he grew still.
“No.” Rafe held him closer, but Cosmo’s head lolled back. His fingers uncurled, releasing the scrap of paper, which fluttered to the floor.
Dizziness swept over me and I swayed. I couldn’t think. Thinking meant absorbing what had just happened. A handler snatched the gun from the floor. All around me, I saw stunned faces. And then I saw Rafe. His light brown hair fell across his cheekbones as he laid Cosmo’s body on the floor, hiding his expression. I picked up the paper that had fallen from Cosmo’s fingers and stuffed it down the front of my gown without reading it.
“All right, everyone, dinner is served. Take your seats,” Omar commanded. The guests hurried to their places, while Rafe and I remained kneeling by Cosmo.
“Losing a pet is hard, I know,” the queen said with feigned sympathy. “But you shouldn’t let it ruin your evening.”
Omar gestured to a handler to collect Cosmo. “It’s easier if you don’t think of them as human.”
Rafe’s jaw trembled as he lifted his gaze. I’d seen him angry but never like this — never so savage. He rose and closed in on Omar. “He was a little kid and you murdered him.”
“That’s funny, coming from a hunter,” Omar sneered. “Or doesn’t it count as murder when you’re getting paid to kill them? Now, if you want to do what’s best for you — and you strike me as someone who always does — you’ll shut your mouth and sit down.”