"Show yourselves, daughters of Death!"
Mo's voice sounded as calm as if he had called on them many times before. "You remember me, don't you? You remember Capricorn's fortress, you remember following me into the cave, and how faintly my heart beat against your white fingers. The Bluejay wants to ask you about a friend. Where are you?"
Resa put a hand to her heart. It must be beating as fast as Meggie's.
The first White Woman appeared right beside the gravestone where Mo was standing. She had only to reach out her arm to touch him, and she did touch him, as gently as if she were greeting a friend.
The bear moaned and lowered his head. Then he retreated step by step and did something he had never done before. He left his master's side. But the Black Prince stood his ground next to Mo, although his dark face showed fear such as Meggie had never seen on it before.
Mo's face, however, gave nothing away when the pale fingers caressed his arm. The second White Woman appeared to his right. She put her hand to his breast, to the place where his heart was beating. Resa cried out and took another step forward, but the Strong Man held her back again.
"They won't harm him. Watch!" he whispered to her.
Another White Woman appeared, then a fourth, and a fifth. They surrounded Mo and the Black Prince until Meggie saw the two men only as shadows among those misty figures. They were so beautiful – and so terrible – and for a moment Meggie wished Fenoglio could see them, too. She knew how proud he would have been of the sight, proud of the flightless angels he had created.
More and more kept coming. They seemed to form from the white vapor that Mo and the Prince exhaled into the air. Why were there so many? Meggie saw the same enchantment that she felt on Resa's face, too, even on Farid's, although he was so frightened of ghosts.
But then the whispering began, in voices that seemed as ethereal as the pale women themselves. It grew louder and louder, and enchantment turned to fear. Mo's outline blurred, as if he were dissolving in all the whiteness. Doria looked at his brother in alarm. Resa called Mo's name. The Strong Man tried to hold her back once more, but she tore herself away and began to run. Meggie ran after her, plunging into the mist of translucent bodies. Faces turned to her, as pale as the stones over which she stumbled. Where was her father?
She tried to push the white figures aside, but she only reached into a void again and again, until suddenly she touched the Black Prince. There he stood, his face ashen, his sword in his trembling hand, looking around him as if he had forgotten where he was. But the White Women were no longer whispering. They dissolved like smoke blowing in the wind. The night seemed darker when they were gone. So dark. And so terribly cold.
Resa called Mo's name again and again, and the Prince looked around desperately, his useless sword in his hand.
But Mo was not there.
24. TO BLAME
Time, let me vanish. Then what we separate by our very own presence can come together.
Audrey Niffenegger, The Time Traveler's Wife
Resa waited among the graves until day began to dawn, but Mo did not come back. She felt Roxane's pain now, except that she didn't even have a dead man to mourn. Mo was gone as if he had never existed. The story had swallowed him up, and she was to blame.
Meggie was crying. The Strong Man held her in his arms while tears ran down his own broad face.
"It's your fault!" Meggie had kept shouting, pushing Resa and Farid away, not even letting the Prince comfort her. "You two persuaded him! Why did I save him after Mortola shot him, if they were going to take him now?"
"I'm so sorry. I really am so very sorry." Orpheus's voice still clung to Resa's skin like something venomously sweet. When the White Women disappeared, he had stood there as if waiting for something, making an effort
to hide the smile that kept returning to his lips. But Resa had seen it. Indeed she had… and so had Farid.
"What have you done?" He had seized Orpheus by his fine clothes and hammered at the man's chest with his fists. Orpheus's bodyguard tried to grab Farid, but the Strong Man held him off.
"You filthy liar!" Farid had cried, sobbing. "You double-tongued snake! Why didn't you ask them anything? You were never going to ask them anything, were you? You just wanted them to take Silvertongue! Ask him! Ask him what else he wrote! He didn't just write the words he promised Silvertongue, there was a second sheet, too! He thinks I don't know what he gets up to because I can't read – but I can count. There were two sheets – and his glass man says he was reading out loud last night."
He's right, a voice whispered inside Resa. Oh God, Farid is right!
Orpheus, however, had taken great pains to look genuinely indignant. "What's all this stupid talk?" he had cried. "Do you think I'm not disappointed myself? How can I help it if they took him away with them? I've fulfilled my part of the bargain! I wrote exactly what Mortimer asked for! But did I get a chance to ask them about Dustfinger? No! All the same, I won't ask for my words back. I hope it's clear to all of you here," and he looked at the Black Prince, who still had his sword in his hand, "that I'm the one who gets nothing out of this deal!"
The words he had written were still tucked into Resa's belt. She had been going to throw them after him when he rode away, but then she had kept them after all. The words that were to take them back… she hadn't even looked to see what they said. They had been bought at too high a price. Mo was gone, and Meggie would never forgive her. She had lost them both, again, for the sake of those words.
Resa leaned her forehead against the gravestone beside her. It was a child's grave; a tiny shirt lay on it. I'm so sorry. Once again she remembered Orpheus's deep, soft voice mingled with her daughter's sobbing. Farid was right. Orpheus was a liar. He had written what was to happen, and his voice made it come true. He had gotten rid of Mo because he was jealous of him, as Meggie had always said – and she had helped him to do it.
With trembling fingers she unfolded the paper that Mo had tucked into her belt. It was damp with dew, and Orpheus's coat of arms stood above the words, lavish as a prince's. Farid had told them how he had commissioned it from a designer of crests in Ombra – a crown for the lie that he came from a royal family, a pair of palm trees for the foreign land he claimed to come from, and a unicorn, its winding horn black with ink.
Mo's own bookbinder's mark was a unicorn, too. Resa felt tears coming again. The words blurred before her eyes as she began to read them. The description of Elinor's house was a little stilted. But Orpheus had found the right words for her homesickness and her fear that this story could make her husband into someone else… How did he know so well what went on in her heart? From you yourself, Resa, she thought bitterly. You took all your despair to him. She read on – and stopped short.
And mother and daughter went away, back to the house full of books, but the Bluejay stayed – promising to follow them when the time came and he had played his part…
"I wrote exactly what Mortimer asked for!" she heard Orpheus saying, his voice full of injured innocence.
No. It couldn't be true! Mo had wanted to go with her and Meggie… hadn't he?
You'll never know the answer, she told herself, bent double over the little grave from the pain in her heart. She thought she heard the child inside her weeping, too.
"Let's go, Resa!" The Black Prince was there beside her, offering her his hand. His face showed no reproach, although it was sad, very sad. Nor did he ask about the words that Orpheus had written. Perhaps he believed the Bluejay had really been an enchanter after all. The Black Prince and the Bluejay, the two hands of justice – one black, the other white. Now there was only the Prince again.