The guard stood still to light a cigarette. Its smoke drifted to Dustfinger's nostrils. Turning his head, he saw a thin white cat perched among the stones. It sat there perfectly still, its green eyes staring at him. "Shhh!" he wanted to whisper. "Do I look dangerous? No, but that man there will shoot, first you, then me. " The green eyes went on staring. The white tail began twitching back and forth. Dustfinger looked at his dusty boots, at a twisted iron bar lying among the stones, anywhere but at the cat. Animals don't like you to look them in the eye. Gwin bared his sharp teeth whenever Dustfinger looked straight at him.
The guard began humming again, the cigarette between his lips. At last, just as Dustfinger was beginning to feel he would be crouching behind this ruined wall for the rest of his life, the guard turned and strolled off. Dustfinger dared not move until the sound of his footsteps had died away. When he straightened up, feeling stiff, the cat raced away, spitting, and he stood there for a long time among the empty houses, waiting for his heartbeat to slow.
No other guard crossed his path, and soon he was vaulting over Capricorn's wall. The scent of thyme greeted him, a heavy scent that usually filled the air only by day. But everything seemed to be aromatic this hot night, even the tomato plants and lettuces. Poisonous plants were growing in the bed just outside the house. These the Magpie tended herself. Many a dead body in the village had smelled of oleander or henbane.
The window of the room where Resa slept was open, as usual. When Dustfinger imitated Gwin's angry chattering a hand waved from the open window, then quickly disappeared. He leaned against the grating over the door and waited. The sky above him was sprinkled with so many stars there hardly seemed to be any space left for the darkness. She's sure to have found out something, he thought, but suppose she tells me Capricorn has locked the book in one of his safes?
The door behind the grating opened. It always squealed, as if complaining of being disturbed at night. Dustfinger turned and looked into a strange girl's face. She was young, perhaps fifteen or sixteen years old, her cheeks still chubby like a child's.
"Where's Resa?" Dustfinger clutched the grating. "What's happened to her?"
The girl seemed to be transfixed by terror. She was staring at him as if she had never seen a scarred face before.
"Did she send you down here?" Dustfinger wished he could put his hands through the grating and shake this silly little goose. "Tell me! I don't have all night. " He shouldn't have asked Resa to help him. He should have gone searching for the book himself. How could he have endangered her? "Have they shut her up somewhere? Tell me!"
The girl looked at something over his shoulders and took a step back. Dustfinger spun around to see whatever she had seen – and found himself looking into Basta's face.
Dustfinger's mind raced. Why hadn't he heard anything? Basta was notorious for his silent tread, but Flatnose, who was with him, was no master of the art of stalking. And Basta had brought someone else, too: Mortola was standing beside him. So it wasn't just fresh air that she had been enjoying last night. Or had Resa betrayed him to her? The idea hurt.
"I really didn't expect you to venture here again, " purred Basta, pushing him against the grating with the flat of his hand. Dustfinger felt the iron bars pressing into his back.
Flatnose was grinning as broadly as a child at Christmas. He always grinned like that when he was allowed to put the fear of death into someone.
"And what have you to do with the lovely Resa?" Basta snapped his knife open, and Flatnose's smile widened as fear brought out beads of sweat on Dustfinger's forehead. "I always said so!" continued Basta as he slowly brought the tip of the knife closer to Dustfinger's chest. "The fire-eater's in love with Resa, I said, he'd devour her with his eyes if he could, but the others wouldn't believe me. All the same – to think of a lily-livered coward like you venturing here!"
"Ah, but he's in love, " said Flatnose, laughing.
But Basta merely shook his head. "No, our dirty-fingered friend wouldn't have come here for love, he's far too cold a fish. He's here for the book. Am I right? You're still homesick for those fluttering fairies and stinking trolls. " Almost tenderly, Basta ran the knife across Dustfinger's throat.
Dustfinger forgot how to breathe. The trick of it seemed to have escaped him.
"Back to your room!" the Magpie snapped at the girl behind him. "Why are you still standing around?" Dustfinger heard the rustle of a dress, and a door closed abruptly.
Basta's knife was still at his throat, but just as the man was about to let the tip of it wander a little higher the Magpie seized his arm. "That's enough!" she commanded. "You can stop your little game now, Basta. "
"That's right, the boss said we were to bring him in uninjured." Flatnose's voice made clear how little he thought of this order.
Basta let the knife wander over Dustfinger's throat one last time. Then, with a swift movement, he snapped it shut again.
"What a shame!" said Basta. Dustfinger felt the man's breath on his own skin. Basta's breath smelled of mint, fresh and sharp. Apparently a girl he'd once wanted to kiss had told him he had bad breath. The girl had regretted it, but ever since then Basta chewed peppermint leaves from morning to night. "You've always given good sport, Dustfinger, " he said as he stepped back, still holding the closed switchblade.
"Take him to the church!" Mortola ordered. "I'll go and tell Capricorn. "
"Did you know the boss is very angry with your mute girl friend?" whispered Flatnose to Dustfinger as he and Basta dragged him between them. "She was always quite a favorite of his. "
For a split second Dustfinger felt almost happy. So Resa hadn't given him away.
All the same, he never should have asked her for help Never.
38. A QUIET VOICE
She liked his tears so much that she put out her beautiful finger and let them run over it.
Her voice was so low that at first he could not make out what she said. Then he made it out. She was saying that she thought she could get well again if children believed in fairies.
J. M. Barrie, Peter Pan
Meggie did try her plan. As soon as it was dark she hammered on the door with her fist. Fenoglio woke with a start, but before he could stop her Meggie had called to the guard outside the door that she had to go to the toilet. The man who had relieved Flatnose was a short-legged fellow with jug ears, who was amusing himself by swatting moths with a rolled-up newspaper. Over a dozen insects were already smeared on the white wall when he let Meggie out into the corridor.
"I need to go, too!" cried Fenoglio, perhaps intending to dissuade Meggie from carrying out her plan, but the guard closed the door in his face. "One at a time!" he grunted at theold man. "And if you can't wait, you'll just have to pee out of the window."
Taking his newspaper with him as he escorted Meggie to the lavatory, he killed three more moths and a butterfly that was fluttering helplessly from wall to bare wall. Finally, he pushed a door open, the last door before the staircase to the ground floor. Just a few more steps, thought Meggie. I'm sure I can run downstairs faster than he can.