Finally he rememberedhe had run, bursting out of the house into the night. The feeling of freedom had been exhilarating, intoxicating. He had run for hours. How many hours? How many miles? He did not know. In the end he had collapsed, exhausted. Here.
Wherever here was.
Fortune shivered. He couldn't just sit here all night. He had to get back to Los Angeles. He was starving. He'd never been so hungry. He needed food, bad. And clothes. He couldn't sit around butt naked in the middle of nowhere and wait for help. Help of any kind was unlikely to find him. He'd have to seek it out.
And if that thing was still in him, he really needed medical attention.
He remembered that the thing had been scuttling toward his head. Hesitantly, he put his hands on his jaw, gingerly felt his cheeks, up around his ears and across his foreheadwhere he felt a lump. The thing that had climbed into his body was still in his head.
John Fortune freaked and ran. Or tried to.
He clawed his way up the side of the arroyo, sliding back down several times in a rain of gravel and sand. Once he dislodged a rock near the edge of the dirt bank that would have crushed him if it had landed on him, but somehow, miraculously, it missed when they both tumbled back to the gully's floor.
Somehow, he dragged himself up out of the arroyo. He glanced around wildly, desperately looking for something, anything that might hold a hope of aid. He was in wild, undeveloped foothills that dropped down to a plain dotted by clumps of stunted evergreens. The ground was sparsely covered by small shrubby bushes, tufts of grass and cactus, which he discovered when he brushed too near one and scratched his left leg from calf to ankle. The sudden pain acted like a pitcher of cold water thrown in his face. He tried to breathe easier. Aided by the light cast by the rising moon, he spotted a dark ribbon of what could be a road, or at least a path or trail of some kind, free of the stones that were tearing up his bare feet.
He started toward it, cautiously but quickly, eager to find some human contact, someone who could tell him what had happened to him and assure him that he'd be all right. . . .
He was thirsty, and his hunger was so great that his stomach cramped like it did before his monthly blood came. The moon rising above the foothills was gigantic in the night sky. The jackals who laired in the wadis greeted it, howling. Fortune's head throbbed in rhythm with their cries. The hunger was bad, but he was used to it. He had often gone without food, when that meant that his children could be fed. Not that his sacrifices had helped much in the long run. He had lost them all, one by one. Jamal burning with fever, clutched hopelessly to his breast, nothing to feed him but the salt tears dripping from his cheeks.
The road was more of a dirt track than a highway, but it was smooth and soft on his bruised feet. The jackals didn't follow him on it, but the flies did. They weren't as bad as the flies in the marketplace, but they bothered him as they buzzed around his head, whispering, leading him perhaps back to the temple where there was shade and water and blessed rest, and . . .
What was he thinking?!
These were not his thoughts, these memories of a life he'd never led. Jackals? Children? A temple? John Fortune's hands rose to his forehead, then dropped down, afraid to touch that thing that had burrowed beneath his skin and climbed to his brain. These weird memories had to be coming from it, athough . . . they were human memories, and that thing had been . . . a thing. An amulet-size bug that had been nesting in his mother's chest of drawers since before he'd been born. A scarab, a beetle, not . . . not a person!
Fortune wandered down the path, not knowing what to think, not even wanting to think. Sometime later he stumbled upon a hardtop road. This is more like it.
His hopes rose higher when he saw a building settled in one corner of a lonely crossroads, unlit and seemingly deserted. Still, there was at least a chance that it might contain something useful. Some food to soothe his cramping stomach. Some water to cool his burning forehead. Maybe a phone to call his mother. Some clothes. Some goddamn shoes. His feet were killing him.
It was a gas station, existing somewhere in a state between abandoned and decrepit. Its roof sagged badly. The dusty pumps in front of it had not been used for years. The chair by the front door, looking as if it had been used too much over the years, was half off its rocker. It was almost inviting enough to drop onto, but Fortune wasn't sure if it would hold his weight, and the bamboo lattice seat would probably have been fairly uncomfortable on his bare ass.
The glass-windowed storefront was only slightly less dusty than the disused gasoline pumps. Encouragingly, however, of the three wordsGAS FOOD DRINKetched into its surface, only the word GAS had been crudely crossed out by a couple of swatches of duct tape.
The front door was aluminum bars set between sagging screens to keep the flies out. It was locked, though it didn't look very sturdy. Fortune considered it for a moment, then grabbed the handle and yanked at it with all his strength. A low rumble sounded deep in his throat, surprising him, and his legs, back, and arms knotted from sustained effort, as the door slowly peeled away from its warped wooden frame with complaining metallic screeches. It finally came mostly clear, hanging limply by its hinges. Fortune was breathing heavily when he stepped through the doorway, but he finally felt as if he'd accomplished something, even if the B and E made him feel mildly guilty. Still, he could pay back the storekeeper, once he'd recovered his black Amex card.
Inside it was almost as dusty as out. Fortune could see rows of canned food stacked haphazardly on rickety wooden shelves, along with some loaves of bread, jars of pickles and peanut butter, and packages of cookies and crackers, andgood Godan old-fashioned cooler set against one wall, plugged in and humming away, a soft breeze wafting off it. He couldn't deny his sudden urge to lean his burning forehead against its metallic coolness.
He slid the cooler open, reached in, and dragged out a bottle of ice cold Coke. On the cooler's side was a built-in bottle top remover. He popped the lid, put the bottle to his lips, and drained it in a single, long gulp, shuddering as the sugar and caffeine hit his stomach.
He finished the bottle with a satisfied sigh, and noticed for the first time a wooden coatrack with a beat-up pair of bib overalls hanging from it. They looked a little rank and far too large, but Fortune was in no position to be choosy. He pulled them down from the hook and danced his way into them, hopping on the sagging plank floor as he put them on. Fortune felt better. He had clothed himself. More sustenance was within reach. Now, if he could only find some shoes. . . .
He looked up and saw his face framed by a cracked mirror set in the old wooden coat tree. The thing in the middle of his forehead was like a massive pimple, red and hard and shiny. It looking ugly and freakish.
The fear struck him again like a blow to the face. He panicked, scrabbled at the amulet with grimy fingers. He tried to pry it out of his forehead, but his fingernails were too short to get a grip on itthough in his blinding fright he scratched himself so badly that blood began to flow.
A knife, he thought. A piece of glass. A strip of metal. Anything to get that thing out of his head.
Fortune's heart nearly stopped when a car pulled into the store's rutted dirt parking lot, its headlights gleaming like monstrous eyes through the dirty storefront window. A strange, powerful hand clamped down on his brain, and he began to change.
The metamorphosis should have been painful, but if it was, John was too frightened to notice. His body grew massively. He felt his new overalls rip apart at the seams, as if they'd been made out of paper towels, and he was naked again. But he didn't really need clothes. He was furry all over, with a thick pelt that shone as he had once shone himself, back when he'd been an ace. He could see a ghostly reflection of his body in the dirty glass window.