But it will come back, Ralph. You know it will. All of it.
Yes, he supposed he did know it, but that was for later. Right now he had some talking to do.
When Ralph finally arrived back from his amazing journey up the street, McGovern was sitting in his chair on the porch and idling through the morning paper. As Ralph turned up the walk, he came to a sudden decision. He would tell Bill a lot, but not everything.
One of the things he would definitely leave out was how much the two guys he’d seen coming out of Mrs. Locher’s house had looked like the aliens in the tabloids for sale at the Red Apple.
McGovern looked up as he climbed the steps. “Hello, Ralph.”
“Hi, Bill. Can I talk to you about something?”
“Of course.” He closed the paper and folded it carefully. “They finally took my old friend Bob Polhurst to the hospital yesterday.”
“Oh? I thought you expected that to happen sooner.”
“I did. Everybody did. He fooled us. In fact, he seemed to be getting better-of the pneumonia, at least-and then he relapsed, He had a breathing arrest yesterday around noon, and his niece thought he was going to die before the ambulance got there. He didn’t, though, and now he seems to have stabilized again.” McGovern looked up the street and sighed. “May Locher pops off in the middle of the night and Bob keeps chugging along. What a world, huh?”
“I guess so.”
“What did you want to talk about? Have you finally decided to pop the question to Lois? Want a little fatherly advice on how to handle it?”
“I need advice, all right, but not about my love-life.”
“Spill it,” McGovern said tersely.
Ralph did, gratified and more than a little relieved by McGovern’s silent attentiveness. He began by sketching in things Bill already knew about-the incident between Ed and the truck-driver in the summer of ’92, and how similar Ed’s rantings on that occasion had been to the things he had said on the day he had beaten Helen for signing the petition. As Ralph spoke, he began to feel more strongly than ever that there were connections between all the odd things which had been happening to him, connections he could almost see.
He told McGovern about the auras, although not about the silent cataclysm he had experienced less than half an hour before-that was also further than he was willing to go, at least for the time being.
McGovern knew about Charlie Pickering’s attack on Ralph, of course, and that Ralph had averted a much more serious injury by using the spray Helen and her friend had given him, but now Ralph told him something he had held back on Sunday night, when he’d told McGovern about the attack over a scratch dinner: how the spray-can had magically appeared in his jacket pocket. Except, he said, he suspected that the magician had been Old Dor.
“Holy shit!” McGovern exclaimed. “You’ve been living dangerously, Ralph!”
“I guess so.”
“How much of this have you told Johnny Leydecker?”
Very little, Ralph started to say, then realized that even that would be an exaggeration. “Almost none of it. And there’s something else I haven’t told him. Something a lot more… well, a lot more substantive, I guess. To do with what happened up there.” He pointed toward May Locher’s house, where a couple of blue-and-white vans had just pulled up. MAINE STATE POLICE was written on the sides. d they were the forensics people Leydecker had mentioned.
“May?” McGovern leaned a little further forward in his chair.
“You know something about what happened to May?”
“I think I do.” Speaking carefully, moving from word to word like a man using steppingstones to cross a treacherous brook, Ralph told McGovern about waking up, going into the living room, and seeing two men come out of Mrs. Locher’s house. He recounted his successful rummage for the binoculars, and told McGovern about the scissors he had seen one of the men carrying. He did not mention his nightmare of Carolyn or the glowing tracks, and he most certainly did not mention his belated impression that the two men might have come right through the door; that would have finished off any remaining tatters of credibility he might still possess. He ended with his anonymous call to 911 and then sat in his chair, looking at McGovern anxiously.
McGovern shook his head as if to clear it. “Auras, oracles, mysterious housebreakers with scissors… you have been living dangerously.”
“What do you think, Bill?”
McGovern sat quietly for several moments. He had rolled his newspaper up while Ralph was talking, and now he began to tap it absently against his leg. Ralph felt an urge to phrase his question even more bluntly-Do you think I’m crazy, Bill?-and quashed it.
Did he really believe that was the sort of question to which people gave honest answers… at least without a healthy shot of sodium pentothal first? That Bill might say Oh yes, I think you’re just as crazy as a bedbug, Ralphie-bak’V, so why don’t we call juniper Hill right away and see if they have a bed for you? Not very likely.
… and since any answer Bill gave would mean nothing, it was better to forgo the question.
“I don’t exactly know what I think,” Bill said at last. “Not yet, at least. What did they look like?”
“Their faces were hard to make out, even with the binoculars, 2 Ralph said. His voice was as steady as it had been yesterday, when he had denied making the 911 call.
“You probably don’t have any idea of how old they were, either?”
“No.”
“Could either of them have been our old pal from up the street?”
“Ed Deepneau?” Ralph looked at McGovern in surprise. “No, neither one was Ed.”
“What about Pickering?”
“No. Not Ed, not Charlie Pickering. I would have known either of them. What are you driving at? That my mind just sort of buckled and put the two guys who’ve caused me the most stress in the last few months on May Locher’s front stoop?”
“Of course not,” McGovern replied, but the steady tap-tap-tap of the newspaper against his leg paused and his eyes flickered. Ralph felt a sinking in the pit of his stomach. Yes; that was in fact exactly what McGovern had been driving at, and it wasn’t really so surprising, was it?
Maybe not, but it didn’t change that sinking feeling.
“And Johnny said all the doors were locked.”
“Yes.”
“From the inside.”
“Uh-huh, but-”
McGovern got up from his chair so suddenly that for one crazy moment Ralph had the idea that he was going to run away, perhaps screaming Watch out for Roberts! He’s gone crazy! as he went. But instead of bolting down the steps, he turned toward the door leading back into the house. In some ways Ralph found this even more alarming.
“What are you going to do?”
“Call Larry Perrault,” McGovern said. “May’s younger brother.
He still lives out in Carriville. She’ll be buried in Carriville, I imagine me.” McGovern gave Ralph a strange, speculative look. “What did you think I was going to do?”
“I don’t know,” Ralph said uneasily. “For a second there I thought you were going to run away like the Gingerbread Man.”
“Mope.” McGovern reached out and patted him on the shoulder, but to Ralph the gesture felt cold and comfortless. Perfunctory, “What does Mrs. Locher’s brother have to do with any of this?”
“Johnny said they sent May’s body down to Augusta for a more comprehensive autopsy, right?”
“Well, I think the word he actually used was postmortem-” McGovern waved this away. “Same difference, believe me. If anything odd does crop up-anything suggesting that she was murdered-Larry would have to be informed. He’s her only close living relative.”
“Yes, but won’t he wonder what your interest is?”
“Oh, I don’t think we have to worry about that,” McGovern said, speaking in a soothing tone Ralph didn’t care for at all. “I’ll say the police have sealed off the house and that the old Harris Avenue rumor mill is turning briskly. He knows May and I were school chums, and that I visited her regularly over the last couple of years.