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or not. Yet fat Koprophoros wouldn’t give up his hopes entirely. As Jason waited, the ghastly creature rose, his eyelids drowsily lowered on his dark and brilliant

eyes,

and spoke.

“My lords, this Jason is rightly renowned for his cunning!

See what he’s done to us! Penned us up like chickens in

a coop

by his artistry! First he seduces our girlish emotions with a tale of love — the poor sweet queen of Lemnos!—

and wins

Our grudging respect by disingenuous admissions of

his cruel

betrayal in that grungy affair. But that was mere

feinting, test

of the equipment! For behold, having shown us beyond

all shadow of a doubt—

so he made it seem — that solemn Paidoboron and I

were wrong,

two addlepates, you’d swear — myself no better than a

tyrant,

and my friend from the North a coward (like one of

the gods’ pale shuddering

nuns’ was, I think, his phrase), he uses our chief ideas to create an elaborate hoax, a dismal drama of anguish in which he — always heroic beyond even Orpheus! — encounters monsters more fierce than any centaur—

monsters

of consciousness. Have I misunderstood? Is not his tale of poor young Kyzikos and the Doliones an allegory attacking all human skills — the skills of sailors, armies, even augurers? — Skills like mine, like Paidoboron’s? It’s a frightening thought, you’ll confess, that the

essence of humanness—

man’s conviction that craft, the professional’s art, may

save him—

is drunken delusion! We hunch forward in our chairs,

ambsaced,

waiting for Jason, who conjured the bogy, to exorcise it. But ha! That’s not his strategy. Pile on more anguish, that’s the ticket! The tales of Herakles and Hylas, and

poor Polydeukes.

Human commitment, love of one man for another—

that too

goes up, by his trickery, in smoke. Ah, how we

suffered for Jason,

watching him through those losses! Who’d fail to award

poor Jason

whatever prize is available, guerdon for his sorrows!

And while

we wait, we children, for proof that true love exists,

as we hoped,

he stifles our life-thirsty souls in old Phineus’

winding-sheet!

‘O woeful man,’ he teaches us, ‘all life is a search for death.’ —Is that the fleece for which we blindly sail chill seas? And yet we believe it, since Jason tells us so, Jason of the Golden Tongue! And even the skeleton’s

sickle

is meaningless! So Jason’s physicians preach: ‘decay of the extremities,’ ‘the element of Chance at the heart

of all

our projects.’ ‘Und Alles Sein ist flammend Leid,’ we cry. ‘O, save us, Jason,’ we howl in dismay, ‘feed us with

raisin cakes,

restore us with apples, for we are sick with loss!’”

Koprophoros

gaped, eyes wide. “Are we wrong to think there’s a life

before death?”

He shuddered. “We wring our hands, cast up our eyes to

heaven

whimpering for help. But heaven will not look down.

No, only

Jason can save our souls, sweet Golden Lyre. And in our need, what does he send us? Another great bugaboo! We’re victims: we’re groping cells in the body of a

monster seeking

its own dark, meaningless end! What man can believe

such things?

No man, of course! And soon, when the time is right,

be sure

he’ll rescue us — when he’s twisted and turned us by all

his tricks,

baffled our desire, exhausted our will — he’ll discover the

secret

of joy exactly where he hid it himself, in some curlicue of his death-cold python of a plot. Nor will we object,

if we,

as Jason supposes, are children.

“But I think of Orpheus …”

The Asian paused, looked thoughtful, his hand on his

chin. Then: “

Jason’s revealed it himself: there are artists and artists.

One kind

pulls strings, manipulates the minds of his hearers,

indifferent to truth,

delighting solely in his power: a man who exploits

without shame,

snatches men’s words, thoughts, gestures and turns

them to his purpose — attacks

like a thief, a fratricide, and makes himself rich, feels

no remorse:

lampoons good men out of envy, to avenge some trivial

slight,

or merely from whim, as a proof of his godlike

omnipotence.

His mind skims over the surface of dread like

a waterbug,

floats on logic like a seagull asleep on a dark unrippled sea. But the sea is alive, we suddenly remember!

The mind

shorn free of its own green deeps of love and hate, desire and will — the mind detached from the dark of tentacles mournfully groping toward light — is a mind that will

ruin us:

thought begins in the blood — and comprehends the

blood.

The true artist, who speaks with justice,

who rules words in the fear of God,

is like “morning light at sunrise filling a cloudless sky,

making the grass of the earth sparkle after rain.

But false artists are like desert thorns

whose fruit no man gathers with his hand;

no man touches them

unless it’s with iron or the shaft of a spear,

and then they are burnt in the fire.

“My friends,

Orpheus was that true artist! He boldly sang the world as it is, sang men as they are — a master of simplicity, a man made nobler than all other men by his

humanness.

There’s beauty in the world,’ he said, and courageously

told of it.

‘And there’s evil,’ Orpheus said, and wisely he pointed

out cures.

We praise this Jason’s intellectual fable: it fulfills our

worst

suspicions. But the fable’s a lie.” He said this softly,

calmly,

and all of us sitting in the hall were startled by the

change in the man,

once so arrogant, so full of his own importance, so

quick

himself to use sleight-of-wits. The hall was hushed,

reproached.

“We may have misjudged this creature,” I thought, and

at once remembered

the phrase was Koprophoros’ own.

Jason said nothing, but sat

with pursed lips, brow furrowed, and he seemed by his

silence to admit

the truth in Koprophoros’ charge.

Then Paidoboron rose and said:

“As a man, not as an artist, I would condemn the son of Aison. His betrayals of men are as infamous as

Herakles’ own.

His tale seeks neither to excuse nor explain them, but

only to make us

party to his numerous treasons. We all know well

enough

the theme of his tale of Lemnos: as once, for no clear

reason

(unless it was simple exhaustion, mother of

indifference),

he abandoned the yellow-haired daughter of Thoas — so

now, for no

just reason, he’d abandon Medeia for Lady Mede.”

The wide

hall gasped at the frontal attack. The tall,

black-bearded king