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we should have deserved,

by now, more trust. But for all your care that the

fleece be guarded,

you’ve forgotten the words of Phineus — that we’ll sail

back home

by a different route. Surely his words were not idle,

Jason.

Troubles await us in the route we steer. So the seer

foretold.

Turn your mind from its jealousy to that!’ The son of

Aison,

touched like the rest by the music, showed no anger.

He glanced

in my direction for help. But despite the pursuing fleet and my certain knowledge that I, beyond all the rest,

was the quarry,

I could not advise him. The wind blew steadily,

plunging us on.

He turned to the old seer Mopsos, bedraggled, smiling

like a fool

at some joke. He too was helpless — not a bird in sight.

Then, moved

by a god, or by his lunacy — who can say? — mad Idas crowed like a rooster and lifted one hand from his oar

to flap it

like a wing, to mock the seer. With strange attention,

the old

man watched. And when Idas fell back laughing, the

old man said,

‘It’s true, yes. Ridiculous … but never mind.’ And to

Jason:

‘Imagine a time when the reeling wheel of stars was not yet firm — when one would have looked in vain for the

Danaan race,

for no men lived but the Arcadians, who were there

before even

the moon. Egypt was the corn-rich colony of dawn,

for the sun

arose, in those dim days, from the south. Dark tales

remain,

remembered by migrating birds, old sundials wrong

about time,

as earth tells time — remembered by temples whose holy

gates

are askew by a quarter turn. Old sea-birds speak of it. Birds of the farmyard scoff.’ He paused,

straining to remember. ‘From Egypt, a certain man set

out—

there had been some terrible catastrophe, explosions in

the ocean,

a continent lost — a man set out with a loyal force and made his way through the whole wilderness of

Europe and Asia,

and founded cities as he went. A few, so birds report, survive. I have seen myself old tablets of stone

containing,

allegedly, old maps. On one there’s a river. The priests of the Keltai, old as their oak trees, call it Ister. I can say no more, or nothing but this: If the ancient stream still

flows,

if the ages have left that forgotten seaway navigable, our route lies somewhere to the west.’ No sooner did

his voice cease

than Hera granted us a sign. Ahead of us, a blinding

light

shot westward, down to the horizon. The Argonauts sent

up a shout,

and away, all canvas spread, our black ship sailed.

“One fleet

of Kolchians, riding on a false scent, had left the

Black Sea,

between the Kyanean rocks. The rest, with Apsyrtus in

command,

unwittingly made for Ister, blindly hunting. — But it

was

more than that, I know; was he not my brother? He was

no

devil, sorcerer or not. He had hoped to have no part in capturing me. But the stars at his birth were

unkind to him.

They discovered the river and entered it — his heart full

of dread—

turned at the first of the river’s two mouths, while we

took the second,

and so his fleet outstripped us. His ships spread panic

as they went.

Shepherds grazing their flocks in the broad green

meadows by the banks

abandoned their charge and fled, supposing the ships

great monsters

risen from the sea, old Leviathan-brooder, for never

before—

or never in many a century — had the Ister been plagued by ships. Apsyrtus’ eyes grew vague. He was of two

minds,

fearing for my life, fearing for his own if he incurred

our father’s

wrath. And so in anguish he set down watchmen as

he passed,

to report, by the blowing of horns or flashing of mirrors,

if we

on the Argo sailed behind him. The message soon

came. In sorrow,

he drew up his fleet as a net.

“Ah, Jason, reasonable Jason!

Had not the moon’s song warned me? — ‘my light, my

life-long heartache!’

But reasonable, yes. If the Argonauts, outnumbered as

they were,

had dared to fight, they’d have met with disaster. They

evaded battle

by coming to terms with Apsyrtus. Both sides agreed

that, since

Aietes himself had said they’d be given the golden fleece if Jason accomplished his appointed task, the fleece was

theirs

by right — Apsyrtus would blink their manner of taking

it.

But as for me — for I was the bone of contention

between them—

they must place me in chancery with Artemis, and

leave me alone

till one of the kings who sit in judgment could decide

on the fate

most just — return to my father or flight with the

Argonauts.

“I listened in horror as Aithalides told me the

terms. I paled,

fought down an urge to laugh. Had they still no glimpse

of the darkness

in Kolchian hearts? Could Jason believe that, free of

me,

Apsyrtus would sweetly make way for them — rude

strangers who’d burned

his father’s ships, seduced his sister, set strife between a brother and sister as dear to each other as earth

and sky?

He must carry me home or abandon Kolchis; but once

his sister

was off their Argo, he’d sink that ship like a stone.

— Yet rage

burned hotter by far in my heart than scorn. I trembled,

imagining

the tortures that king, old sky-fire’s child, would devise

for me.

He had loved me well, loved me as he loved his golden

gates,

his gifts from Helios and Ares. No need to talk of reason in Aietes’ pyre of a brain. He’d become a man like the

gods,

like seasons, like a falling avalanche. Not all the earth

could wall out the rage

of the sun’s child, Lord of the Bulls.

“And so I could not rest

till I’d spoken with Jason in private. When I saw my

chance I beckoned,

getting him to leave his friends. When I’d brought him

far enough,

I spoke, and Jason learned to his sorrow what his

captive was.

His mind took it in. No spells, no charms would I use

on him,

though I might by my craft have had all I wished with

ease. Lips trembling,

cheeks white fire, I charged him: ‘My lord, what is this

plan

that you and my brother have arranged for my smooth

disposal? Has all

your triumph fuddled your memory? Have you forgotten

all

you swore before heaven when driven to seek out my

help? Where are

those solemn oaths you swore by Zeus, great god of

suppliants?

Where are the honey-sweet speeches I believed when

I threw away conscience,

abandoned my homeland, turned the high magic of gods

to the work

of thieves? Now I’m carried away, once a powerful

princess, become

your barter, your less-than-slave! All this in return for