“Jake? Oh, that’s easy. Karney’s.”
“The ice-cream place?”
“Yeah. Working on his podcast.”
“Podcast?”
A pause. “Oh, well, if he hasn’t told you, I’m certainly not going to tell you.”
“He’s not answering his phone.”
“That’s not cool.”
“Karney’s,” she said, catching Duncan’s eye.
“On my way,” Duncan said.
“Sweetie, I’ll let you go back to sleep. I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”
“But why wouldn’t I be?”
“Okay, glad you’re okay. Love you.”
“Oh, hey, wait, Mom.”
“Yeah?”
“Strange thing happened this morning. I was in Katutura, and some dude came up to me, I think a South African soldier?”
“Yeah?”
“He said ‘Regards to yer mum. Tell her: Just see it through.’”
“What?” She froze. “He said what?”
“‘Just see it through.’”
Part of her wanted to tell Ashley to get on the next flight home. But she realized that being back home, in Boston, would be no safer. More proximity could mean more danger.
They were sending a message. Protasov’s tentacles were everywhere.
74
Karney Kone was a small soft-serve ice-cream place in Newton, a boxy stand-alone building with a red-and-white-striped awning. Duncan parked in the lot, and they both got out, looking in the big plate-glass windows as they walked in. When the kids were younger, she and Duncan used to take them there after movies. Karney’s was one of Jake’s favorite places.
They found Jake in a booth at the back. Juliana was at the same time tremendously relieved and angry at the kid for just disappearing. He was sitting across the booth from a young woman wearing the tangerine Karney Kone uniform. Her name badge identified her as Megan. In the middle of the table was a small matte-black electronic device about the size of a paperback book. It was covered with nobs and buttons and looked extremely complicated. Attached to it was a funny-looking microphone.
“Hold on,” he said. “Um, Megan, these are my parents.” He touched a button on the recorder and said into it, “And that’s not getting recorded.”
“Time to get home,” Juliana said. “Time for dinner.”
The young woman, a petite brunette with piercing blue eyes, sidled out of the booth. She looked to be a few years older than Jake. “I have to get back to work now anyway,” she said.
Juliana took note of Jake’s guilty expression — the kid never had a poker face — as he got up and shrugged on his backpack. “I’m not hungry,” he said. “I had a burger here.”
“You should have told us where you were,” Duncan said. “You should have told me you were working on your podcast.”
“Why didn’t you answer your father’s calls?” Juliana asked.
“My phone died,” Jake said. “I’m sorry.”
“Let me see it,” Juliana said, holding out her palm. “Hand it over.”
“What?” Jake said, as if he didn’t understand, but at the same time he slid his phone out of his pocket and reluctantly handed it over. She glanced at it, saw it still had 16 percent.
“Why would you even lie about that?” she said. “I don’t get it.”
“I mean—” Jake said.
“And what’s this all about? What’s with the fancy recorder?”
Jake heaved an impatient sigh. “Dad?”
“Jake has a podcast,” Duncan said.
“A podcast?” Juliana said. “Sure, why not? What kind of podcast?”
“It’s a huge hit,” Duncan said proudly. “It’s insanely popular at his school. Very subversive.”
“What’s your podcast?” she asked Jake.
“It’s called Fleecing Sheep, and it’s about this whole factory we’re in, you know? It’s just— I’m trying to tell the truth about the whole deal. This whole brainwashed meritocracy, so-called. How we’re all born into captivity. How we’re supposed to be groomed and regimented and primed so that liberal-arts colleges can do more of the same to us—”
“Okay,” she said and thought: Here comes the verbal diarrhea.
“And produce a whole generation of overeducated baristas — excellent sheep primed for soul-crushing bullshit jobs, because the system is rigged, and—”
“I get it, I get it,” she said.
“I mean, whatever, you’re not exactly the target demographic, Mom.”
They dropped off Jake at his friend Link’s apartment. Link’s parents did something in tech and had a lot of money, and they lived in one of the nicest modern condo buildings in Boston, on Boylston Street. Link was a nerdy kid, a good friend of Jake’s who turned out to be the editor of his podcast. Jake would spend the night at Link’s condo. Juliana wanted him to be somewhere safe and protected, somewhere where the bad guys wouldn’t be able to find him. At least not easily.
On the way over, with Duncan driving, she said to Jake, who was sitting in the back seat: “Explain it to me slowly. What does your phone dying or not dying have to do with the fact that you didn’t tell either one of your parents what you were doing? You didn’t answer calls or texts.”
“I’m not— It’s just— I mean,” Jake sputtered. “Dad, you said it was okay.”
“Wait, how is this my fault?” Duncan said.
“You know what I’m doing.”
“I had no idea where you went,” Duncan said.
“The podcast,” Juliana said. “That looks like an expensive little digital recorder. Where’d you get it?”
“It’s Link’s,” Jake said. “A Zoom H6. He’s letting me borrow it.”
“For what?” she said.
“The overeducated fast-food worker.”
“But what I don’t get is why you didn’t tell us where you were,” Juliana said. “Or why you didn’t answer calls or texts.”
“I was recording. I had to turn off my phone.”
“Duncan,” she said.
“You should have told us where you were,” Duncan said.
“Oh, I’m sorry, Officer,” Jake said. “Is this a parole violation?”
“No,” Duncan said. “You don’t get to do this. Not to us.”
“So there’s an ‘us’ now?” Jake said.
Juliana set her jaw and turned to look out the window, trying not to smile.
“I want to hear this podcast,” she said. It had been preying on her, what was happening with Jake, and she hated like hell that she’d been so distracted. There are things in life you must never take your attention away from, she thought, and one of those is kids. Mothers don’t have to be reminded. So whatever Jake was doing wasn’t a secondary concern for her.
“Yeah, fine, whatever,” Jake said.
“How about right now? Set it up for me.”
Once Jake had connected his Samsung Galaxy to the car’s sound system, his voice came out of the speakers, speaking more clearly than he ever did in real life. “So there’s this village in Guatemala,” he was saying. He had a pleasingly raspy voice. It was very Ira Glass from This American Life.
“Every year, thousands of high school kids come down there and help build a barn for the villagers, so they can write about it on their college applications. Now, after they’ve left, the barn gets knocked down again. So a whole new crop of kids can have something to write about on their Common App. That’s right, the barn goes up, the barn comes down. It’s an industry. It’s a racket, okay? For them and for us.”
He spoke slowly and emphatically, yet conversationally, with lots of pauses, but it worked. “I mean, look, there’s a whole generation of kids who actually give a shit, you know, about social justice? But they’re told, Just go build this barn. The reality is, they don’t want you to actually give a shit. They just want you to play make-believe with this Guatemalan barn. A big charade. And you gotta ask yourself, how many things they train you to invest your time in are basically one ginormous... Guatemalan barn?”