I ran down the corridor, blinking back tears of anger. That cup couldn’t fail, I just knew it!
I took an express elevator inward, toward the center of the Can. The tube that led to the air lock was deserted. Nobody was going outside now, during the storm.
I forced myself to calm down a little once I was in the suiting-up bay. It wouldn’t be smart to foul up an air hose and find out about it in the middle of decompression.
I left the bay, carrying my helmet under my arm, and stepped into the short passageway that led to the main air lock. It would be a good idea to cycle the lock manually; the bridge might notice it on their board if I put the lock on automatic. I put a hand on the hatch wheel.
“Hey, shrimp, what’re you doing?”
I didn’t say anything. I turned the wheel faster. I heard Yuri’s steps behind me.
A hand landed on my shoulder and spun me around.
“There’s a storm, kid. Nobody goes outside.”
“I’ve got permission.”
“Oh? From who?”
“Commander Aarons. Ask him.”
“A likely story.”
“It’s true. Go on, ask him. He’s right over there.” I pointed down the corridor.
Yuri turned his head, following my finger. My heart was beating furiously. The cold fear began to seep into me again and I hesitated. I knew this was it. I would get only one chance.
Yuri frowned in disgust and started to turn back toward me.
I slammed my fist into his stomach.
“Hey!” He staggered back.
I jabbed at his chin. Yuri blocked and hit me in the shoulder. I backed off. He came crowding in on me, fast. I swung and missed. Yuri brushed my arm aside and landed a solid punch in my stomach, knocking the wind out of me.
The world turned purple. I jabbed and caught him weakly on the chest. Something slammed into my face. I reeled back, gasping. He hit me twice more and I went down.
“Dumb, really dumb.” He prodded me with a toe.
I lay face down on the polished deck. The dust, the goddamned yellow dust. The crowd heckling, laughing. Coward, weakling…the spattering sound…
I was down, but I wasn’t really badly hurt.
I blinked and the drifting purple mist faded away. I breathed deeply.
And I reached inside myself, deep, into the cold ball of fear at the center of me. I saw it for what it was. And I smothered it, pushed it away.
I forced myself up onto my hands and knees.
Yuri smirked at me. “Come on, I think I will take you to see the officer of the watch. He should be most interested in—”
I brought my thigh up and shot my leg out in a frontal kick, the way I’d seen it done on 3D. Yuri started to turn. The kick caught him in the side. He staggered, off balance. “Wha—”
I leaped at him. I gave him two quick jabs in the side of the head. He whirled and hit me in the stomach. Pain lanced through me. I gritted my teeth and stood my ground. I landed three punches on his chest. Yuri slowed. I slammed my fists into him again and again and again and suddenly he wasn’t there anymore.
I looked down. He was lying on the deck. He didn’t move but he was breathing. I didn’t think he was hurt. At the moment I didn’t care much one way or the other. Yuri had been dishing out a lot of crap lately. I figured he could take his chances.
I left him there. Sure, I could tie him up, but what if somebody else came along while I was doing it?
I cycled out of the lock, breaking the hatch open before the red light winked green. A burst of air blew me away from the lock, tumbling. I sucked in a sour breath of suit air. Time, time…
I leveled off using attitude jets and picked out the Roadhog’s berth. I cruised over to it. I felt lightheaded; I automatically checked my oxygen level to see if I was hyperventilating. The meter didn’t say so; the effect was probably from adrenaline. I could hear my pulse tripping in my ears.
I coasted into the seat after clearing the mooring lines. I backed Roadhog out of her berth in one burst. I set a beeline course for the mouth of the Can and thumbed on the autopilot. Good; the course for Satellite Fourteen was logged in. Departure time in five minutes. Well, that would have to be close enough: I couldn’t hang around waiting, and Roadhog would clear the Can in less than two.
I ran a quick check on the shuttle. One of the forward lines had vapor-locked, but I overloaded the pressure and blew it open. It would probably be okay for the trip. I told myself.
We passed pretty close to the Sagan going out. It was eerie, being alone in the bay. There were no work lamps, no other moving craft, only the pinwheeling lights of the Can.
We had just cleared the Can. I slammed on the drive. The boost pushed me back in my seat with a gratifying weight. We went hell for leather out the top, burning fuel extravagantly. I wanted to get away, and fast. I’d use up some of my safety reserve, but it was worth it. Ten minutes out, I switched in the computer orbit. Roadhog stirred under me. She pointed her nose at the glowing crescent of Jupiter and I felt the ion engine kick in on a new vector. We were off.
Roadhog ran steadily for a few minutes before the radio came alive.
“Bohles! This is the bridge. We have just picked you up on radar. Turn around. Radiation levels—”
I switched it off. After I had given the Roadhog a thorough check I clicked it back on again.
“—mander Aarons speaking. I order you to return to the Laboratory. You can accomplish nothing this way.”
“I don’t think he’s listening, sir. We haven’t had a peep out of him.”
“Hmmmm. Can someone go out and get him?”
“Not too easily. Those shuttles have big engines on them, for their weight. He’s already moving pretty fast.”
“How long to pick him up?”
“Two hours, minimum.”
“Not good enough. I can’t ask someone to risk his life—”
“Don’t bother,” I said. “I’ll take all the risks.”
There was a pause. Then: “Bohles, this is a very foolish thing to do. There is no need—”
“Listen, I’d like to talk to my father.”
Faintly: “Where’s his father? On intercom? Patch him in.”
“Hello, Matt?”
“Hi, Dad.” My voice seemed thin, weak. I swallowed.
“This isn’t very smart.”
“I’ve got to do something. I don’t want to go Earthside, Dad. You said yourself that we’ve got to justify keeping the Lab out here by solid results. Well, maybe it’s too late, but I’m going to try.”
“Son…”
“What is the radiation level along my orbit?”
A pause. “Well, you are a little lucky there. The background count seems to be falling off. Maybe there is going to be a lull in the storm, but you are taking a chance.”
“Anybody who keeps breathing takes a chance.”
“Matt, your mother would like—”
“No, no.” I didn’t think I could take that. “Don’t put her on.”
In the background: “If the pattern holds, sir, the radiation levels will be acceptable.” “Hmmmm. Cancel that order to intercept.” “I think he has a good chance to come out of it all right, sir.” “But you don’t know, do you?” “Uh, nossir.”
“Dad?”
“Yes, Matt. Your mother—”
“No. I’m signing off. I’ll let you know if anything changes. I’m not eager to get a radiation burn out here, either. But I believe this is worth the risk.”
“I think Yuri will be around to look you up when you get back, too.” I could imagine him smiling as he said it.
“Tell him I’ll be receiving visitors. And don’t worry. I’ll be okay. I want to think things over out here. Alone.”