The ground plan of the Nook was on view to the sky for a long time, because men and materials couldn’t be spared for building houses, due to a war that had started. Its clear markings stayed until the war ended, and Brian didn’t notice that it had been covered with prefabs until he came back from Malaya, by which time its obliteration was looked on as a good thing.
PART THREE
The Ropewalk
CHAPTER 16
Malaya soaked under rain. Brian swore he had never known anything like it: a mountainous backbone labouring against such a punishment of water. It seemed strange that the nearby sea could take so much and, walking to the door, he almost expected to see that the waves — after each flat-handed bash at the sand — had leapt over the beach and were worrying the billet support like ferocious green dogs. Sand was hurled like pepper through the open door. “For Christ’s sake, put wood in th’ole,” shouted a telephone operator. “That stuff’ll blind me; I wain’t be able to see my dirty pictures then.”
“Belt up,” Brian called back, enjoying the grey fury of the storm. “I want to see how much longer we’ve got before tekin’ to the boats.”
“I’d feel safer if I was in one now.” Bush-hats, wellington boots and capes: a hundred yards from breakfast at the mess had forced him to change every stitch. Dampness gave the illusion of cold, and those not on watch sat around in jerseys, a thing unknown since the landing from England five months ago. He remembered a conversation with a melancholic Welsh regular at the transit camp: “The grub’s rotten out there, man. You sleep in tents, what’s more.” His long Bible-backed face wagged over the pint Brian had treated him to: “I wouldn’t go to Malaya if they paid me danger money. Terrible. Insects drive you insane. Not to mention snakes getting in your bed. No pictures, not even on the walls. And boy, you should see it in the monsoon: so much rain you drown if you slip. I’m telling you — you couldn’t go to a worse place.” The memory of the sing-song voice whose owner didn’t take himself seriously made Brian laugh: he closed the door and went back to finish his letter.
“Dear Mam,”—he looked at the envelope already addressed, ON ACTIVE SERVICE scrawled across the top, which made him laugh because the war had been over a good two years. I can’t act, and I’m nobody’s bleeding servant. I’m just on a free trip, a poor man’s Cook’s Tour to the Far East. He threw the envelope away and addressed another, writing the initials OAS in the bottom left corner where he hoped no one would see them.
“Dear Mam, thanks for the Daily Mirrors. I had a good read when I was on watch in my hut in the paddy field, where I sit sending out morse code every day. I went to Pulau Timur the other day and got drunk. I go once a month when I get paid. I go with a gang of pals, and we take a boat two miles over the water.
“I hope everything’s O.K. in Nottingham. Does Pauline come to see you? If not, why don’t you visit her? She don’t have much time with the kid, and neither of us are having much married life, me being out here. Give my love to dad. I wish he could write to me sometime, because I’d like to hear from him.” A washbowl near his foot was set to catch water from the leaking roof, and he pushed it dead under the main fall when it missed a few drops. “It’s raining at the moment,” he wrote, and rounded the letter off: “Your loving son, Brian.”
Half an hour remained before going on watch, so he lay back for a drag, staring up through his mosquito-net at the rafters and palm-leaf roof. They’d dished out the new identity cards that day, and the photo turned it into a convict passport, with details splayed to the left of it: Aircraftsman Second Class Brian Seaton, nineteen, five feet nine, medium build and blue eyes. No distinguishing marks. That’s not much of a description, but I suppose it’s the best they can do because if I was a humpbacked cripple I wouldn’t be here, would I? He took the card from his shirt pocket. What a mug! I’ve gone thinner since I came, so I’d better be careful or else I’ll sweat mysen to death. I’ve got the same mad starers as the old man, except that mine are blue and I look a bit cross-eyed on this. A good tan and hair like pig bristles. Christ, I’d better put it away.
Maybe they got a file on all of us at Base, like coppers: “I sentence you to two years’ hard service in Malaya, which is the maximum sentence the law allows. That will perhaps teach you to be eighteen and think you can get away with it. Next case.” He imagined the extended dossier:
Politics: Socialist; used to read Soviet Weekly.
Sex-life: Plenty until he fell foul of the authorities and received his two years. Five-fingered widow now.
Complexes: Mother, father, and inferiority.
Patriotism: Nil. Wants watching.
Favourite film star: Jeanne Crain.
Anything worthwhile: Good at wireless-operating and earns his six bob a day. Works sixty hours a week — so we won’t let him go yet.
Discipline: None. Even wears civvies on duty.
An argument brewed up between Hansford and Kirkby. Hansford was a brawny dark-haired southerner, a nineteen-year-old know-all halfway between callow youth and a dead-set staidness. He had an upper lip permanently curled, a disfigurement of spirit rather than a physical defect, for it accentuated all his moods. When he was happy and good-natured in the canteen, others drew around him for the hilarious fun that was bound to break; but when broody and irascible, he infected the whole billet, with the risk that the others might turn on him. This vacillation in his harelipped nature — hardly any fault of his — tended to make him unpopular more than anything. He was naked now but for a small towel lapped around, stood truculently holding soap and flannel. He’d have been out the door in five seconds, except that, nosy and intelligent, he happened to hear Pete Kirkby tell someone that he hadn’t been called up but had volunteered. Hansford fastened the towel tighter around his waist, a set disbelieving expression that was in itself an insult to the person doubted. “You didn’t volunteer,” he said with a hard drawl, implying that no one could be that barmy. “Come off it. Tell us another one.”
“I did,” Kirkby answered calmly. Brian reached for a tobacco tin to make a cigarette. His tastes in smoking varied according to mood and, often, affluence. He tried a pipe, black Chinese stoogies, ready-rolled or tailor-mades — each label signifying calm or agitation, contempt or well-being. Hansford lifted his lip of incredulity still further: “Come off it, you bloody liar.”
“Belt up,” Brian called out. “It ain’t got owt to do with yo’ whether he volunteered or not.” Kirkby was an old pal, a Radford lad from a long time back, when they’d known each other at the cardboard-factory where both had worked at fifteen. Kirkby was short and well-built, as strong as a donkey, taciturn yet now and again struck with the bright light of humour, which had flared particularly when Brian in the factory tried to indoctrinate him with his own politics. As labourers they had worked like a team, lumping sacks of flour and alum from outside lorries to inside pastebins, or hanging up trolley after trolley of wet fresh-made cardboard in the stifling heat of the drying-rooms. “I volunteered because I was fed up,” Kirkby had the patience to explain. But Brian knew it wasn’t the right way to tackle Hansford, who responded: “Christ, I’d never get that fed up.”
“Don’t worry,” Kirkby said, “I’ll be out the same time as yo’, ’cause I only cut my throat for the Duration of the Present Emergency. I’d ’ave bin called up anyway.”
Brian blew clouds of tobacco smoke over his row of shining boots, hearing the dull woollen punch of breakers on the nearby sand and the shattering bouts of rain flailing the roof — punctuating deadly boredom between watches. Che-Din, the Malay youth, worked well to keep the shine on their boots. You’d think they were his pride: two lines of glistening toe-caps along each side of the billet — though Brian imagined he hated their guts even more than he did himself, which was saying a lot. Che-Din was small, compact, and delicate, sometimes came to work in a sari and trilby hat. He once pointed out a tree at which Malays and Chinese had been shot by the Japanese, and Brian asked him whether he preferred the Japs to rule in Malaya, or the British. Che-Din shrugged and said: “What does it matter? They both make us work for nearly nothing”—a response which infuriated the unpredictable Hansford, who threw a boot that clouted his shoulder, bringing tears of shame to Che-Din’s eyes and driving him from the billet for three days. “I didn’t mean to hit him,” Hansford said by way of apology to the others, who cursed him as much for the bad luck of his accurate aim as for the impulse that led him to pick up the boot.