Traffic on the other side of the river heading into Morecambe was reasonably light. There was just the soothing rumble of a train crossing the Carlisle Bridge to the west of me. The odd car moving past on the quay below.
Then the phone started ringing.
Reluctant to spoil the mood, I turned away from the window and went to answer it. I had no premonitions as to who was calling me, just a mild curiosity. My pupils tended to respect my weekends, and I'd never built up the kind of friendships with people who loved to chat from a distance.
“Hello?”
“Hello Charlotte.” A man's voice, authoritative, but quiet and self-contained. The sort of voice you could imagine imparting the news of terminal cancer with cool detachment. He had probably done so on more than one occasion.
My father.
I was momentarily stunned. In all the time since the rift between my family and I had first opened up, through all the attempts by my mother to heal the breach, he had never contacted me. Not once.
The last time I'd seen him was just before the court martial. He hadn't bothered to embroil himself in the civil action I'd then impulsively brought against my exonerated attackers. Not after I'd turned down the exclusive legal services of one of his golf club cronies. The guy was a full-blown silk and I couldn't afford those sort of rates. Not when, if I'm honest, the realistic chances of winning looked so slim.
My father had offered to pay, of course, but by then relations had deteriorated enough for me to haughtily refuse my parents' charity. Perhaps, if I hadn't been so proud, the outcome might have been very different.
“What do you want?” I demanded roughly now, shock making me ungracious, and resentful that he was the cause.
I could just picture him, sitting in his study at home, with his back to the high sash window. His rosewood desk would be in front of him, with the leather-cornered blotter sitting exactly centred. Besides the telephone, there would be nothing else on the desktop. Paperwork was ruthlessly dealt with the moment it arrived.
“Your mother is very upset,” he said, his tone eminently moderate.
“That makes two of us, then,” I shot back.
He sighed. “At risk of stooping to cliché, two wrongs do not make a right, Charlotte,” he said.
“Is that so? Perhaps she should have thought of that before she betrayed me.”
“Don't be so emotive,” my father rapped, more like his old self. It made what he said next so much greater a surprise. “Can't you simply accept that she made a mistake? An aberration in a weak moment. It's something that she bitterly regrets, and it's causing her untold grief that you can't find it in you to forgive her.”
Typical of my father, that. Giving with one hand and taking back with the other. An admission of guilt coupled with a pointed reminder of my own failings. He made my reaction sound like a character defect. Hardly surprising, when I thought about it.
“An aberration?” I snapped, unable to prevent my voice rising like a police siren. “She refused to stand up and support me when I was on trial, and you call it an aberration?”
“The evidence against you was substantial, Charlotte. On principle, she had to believe that the judicial system came to the correct conclusion. You must understand that,” he said, more gently. “She is a Justice of the Peace, after all. What else could she do?”
“What about me?” I cried, feeling like a child. “What about her daughter? Surely that takes precedence over the damned system? Where were her principles then?”
“She is sorry, you know. She may not be able to admit it outright, but she is, all the same,” he went on, as though I hadn't spoken. “For the damage she's done.”
I tried that out for size on the twisted corner of my psyche that had been feeding on my bitterness and hostility towards them for the last couple of years. It had been leaching acid into my mind like a perforated ulcer. His words should have acted like a balm, but all they did was make it burn more savagely. So she was sorry, was she? For the result, not for the cause.
It was much too little, and way too late.
“And what about you?” I demanded.
His pause, a fraction too long, spoke volumes. “That's not the issue, here, Charlotte,” he said evasively. “This was never about you and me.”
“No, it never was, was it?” I said woodenly. “I don't think I've anything more to say to you.” And I'm not ready to forgive either of you, I added silently.
“In that case, I'm sorry to have disturbed your Sunday morning,” he said without inflection. “Goodbye Charlotte.”
The phone clicked and went dead in my hand. I put it down like it weighed heavy, and moved slowly back to the open balcony, but where before the hum of cars across the river had been hypnotic and anodyne, now it grated.
I finished off the last tepid dregs of my coffee and was about to turn away from the view when I idly noticed the Vauxhall police car approaching along the quay. I felt the first stirrings of apprehension as it moved slowly into view, the occupants glancing up at the houses, obviously looking for an address. They stopped outside mine.
Two uniforms climbed out, adjusting their caps. It looked like the same pair who'd come looking for me the week before at Shelseley. I sighed, and went to spoon instant coffee into a couple of mugs. If being paid a visit by the local law was going to become a regular occurrence, I suppose I'd better at least be sociable.
I left the front door open and heard them stumping their way up the wooden staircase, having a minor argument about who'd done what in the staff canteen the night before. When they reached the landing they paused uncertainly.
“Come on in and take a seat,” I called through. “The kettle's on.”
“Morning Miss Fox.” They did as instructed and made themselves at home on the sofa. As I appeared out of the kitchen, drying my hands on a tea towel, they'd taken their caps off and plonked them upside down on the coffee table. I almost expected them to put their feet up.
I left them to it while I ducked back into the kitchen, returning a few minutes later with two mugs of instant coffee. “So, what can I do for you this time?” I asked, handing them out.
“Yeah, this is getting to be a bit of a habit, isn't it?” the older one said with a grin.
“I didn't realise this was going to happen every weekend or I'd have bought some cake,” I said waspishly, taking the chair across from them.
They looked disappointed, then exchanged glances and pulled on businesslike expressions.
The younger one, Tommy, pulled out his notebook. “We're here because there's been a very serious allegation made against you,” he said, consulting it, “of causing Grievous Bodily Harm during an incident at the New Adelphi Club in Morecambe last night.”
“What?” I realised I had my mouth open and shut it abruptly. “You are joking?” I said, looking from one to the other. Actually, they were both looking faintly amused, as though the whole thing was some gigantic wind-up.
“I'm afraid not, Miss Fox,” Tommy said solemnly. “At the moment no charges are being brought, but we've had an official complaint, backed up by a medical report, that shows one young lad with a forcibly dislocated shoulder, and another with severe facial lacerations and―,” he looked pained, “―a ruptured testicle.”
“Nasty,” agreed the older one, straight-faced but only just. I wondered if they were practising a comedy double act.
“Hang on a minute,” I said, feeling my temper beginning to rise. “Who exactly is it that's made this complaint?”
He read out a female name, which meant nothing to me.
“And who is she, for heaven's sake?”