“Like somebody kicked the shit out of you,” he said, shaking his head. “But I gotta say, I was wrong. I thought they’d kill you. But somehow you made it back.”
I nodded, drinking more of the water. I knew that the only reason I was alive was because Costilla had wanted it that way. He easily could’ve fulfilled Ernie’s prediction.
“I called Liz,” Ernie said.
I felt my eyes widen. “What? Why?”
“I didn’t know what else to do,” he said. “Carter’s in the hospital, he can’t help. I figured you didn’t want to go to the hospital. You told me you’d been talking to Liz about all of this.”
What I’d forgotten to mention was that I wasn’t supposed to go see Costilla.
“What did you tell her?”
He frowned. “That I dug you up off the beach after Costilla had pummeled you.”
“You said it was Costilla?”
“Yeah.”
“Shit,” I said. I swung my legs over the edge of the bed, invisible spikes digging into the backs of my thighs. “Help me up.”
“Whoa, dude,” Ernie said, putting a hand on my shoulder. “You are in no shape to go anywhere.”
“Liz on her way?” I asked.
“Yeah.”
“Then help me up.”
“Why?”
“Because I gotta take off before she arrives.”
I pushed up off the bed and stood slowly. I felt like I had parts where they weren’t supposed to be and an awful case of the flu.
“Noah, you told me Liz knows what’s going on,” Ernie said, confused.
I braced myself on the back of his chair. “What I didn’t tell you was that I’m not allowed anywhere near Costilla.”
He looked at me, then realized what I was getting at. “Aw, Jesus. I’m sorry.”
I waved a hand at him. “Not your fault. You didn’t know. Help me to the bathroom.”
He hunched forward and I put my arm around his shoulders and we slowly made our way to the bathroom. I was encouraged that nothing seemed to be broken. The small things in life.
I stood in front of the sink and turned on the faucet. My reflection in the mirror didn’t scare me as much as I’d anticipated. A small cut over my right eye and a bruise on each cheek. Dried blood at the corner of my mouth. Most of the damage had been done to my legs and torso. I lifted up my shirt. Reds, pinks, and purples dominated my ribs and back.
“You can take a punch, I’ll say that,” Ernie said.
I grunted at him. I cupped my hands under the cold water and brought them up to my face. The water shocked me, and my head started to clear. I rinsed my face a couple more times and wiped my face with the towel hanging on the wall.
Ernie reached into the mirrored medicine cabinet on the wall next to us. He pulled out a bottle of aspirin and shook four out and handed them to me.
I swallowed the pills, drank another handful of water, and shut off the faucet.
Leaning gingerly against the sink, I said, “My car’s at the border. Can you take me?”
“You sure you can drive?” Ernie asked.
“I’ll be fine. I’m sorry I got you into this. Get me to my car and I’ll be out of your hair.”
“And you’ll owe me.”
“Big time,” I said.
He offered his shoulders again, but I waved him off. If I was going to drive, I’d better walk first. I limped behind him. I felt more awake, but I felt the swelling and bruising a little more, too. I silently pleaded with the aspirin to kick in.
Ernie led me through the single-story bungalow that he owned. It was a couple of blocks from the youth center. He’d bought it a couple of years ago, saying that he wanted to live in the neighborhood he worked in. It would’ve been dangerous for a guy like me to move into the neighborhood, but for Ernie, it was like the mayor living among his constituents.
As he reached for the door, a knock came from the other side of it.
He turned and looked at me.
I had momentary thoughts of looking for the back door, hopping a fence, and trying to get the hell out of there. Then I realized how long it had taken us to get from the bathroom to the front door.
“It’s okay,” I said. “Let her in.”
He opened the door and Liz stood there, glaring at us. In black slacks and a black blouse, she looked like a hot, female version of the Grim Reaper.
“Gentlemen,” she said. “Going somewhere?”
“No,” I croaked. “We were just both so anxious to see you.”
“Right,” she said. “And you look great, by the way.”
“I know.”
Ernie stood between us, unsure of what his role was.
I looked at him. “Thanks.”
“Anytime,” he said, and I knew that he meant it.
I pushed open the screen door and limped out onto the porch. I looked at Liz. “You gonna cuff me?”
She put her hand behind my elbow to steady me and help me to her car. “No, you don’t look like you can do much damage right now.”
“Exactly,” I said. “So why arrest me?”
“Because it gives me pleasure to Mirandize you,” she said.
Then she read me my rights.
38
Liz let me ride in the front seat.
“You’re really gonna do this?” I asked, as we zipped up I-5, passing the Mile of Cars exit in National City.
“Yeah,” she said, without looking at me. “I am.”
I shifted in the seat, a new wave of aches and pains surging through my body. “Maybe I should go to the hospital.”
“You look fine to me.”
“You’re not looking at me.”
“Well, then, you sound fine to me.”
I could see the anger in her face and in her body language. She’d told me what would happen if I went near Costilla again and apparently she was going to follow through on her promise to sit me in jail. I wasn’t pleased with that idea, but I knew that I was making her job harder. Not only because of what I was doing, but also because of who I was. I knew that her fellow officers were probably enjoying the fact that her ex-boyfriend was screwing up her investigation.
“I’m sorry,” I said.
“No, you’re not, Noah,” she said. “You’re never sorry.”
“Well, this time I am.”
“Whoop-de-doo.”
We passed the old Rohr Industries plant, across the way from where Ernie said he’d found me. I hadn’t gotten a chance to ask him more about the phone call he’d received and how to find me. It was starting to sink in how lucky I was to be alive.
“I got some information,” I said.
“I could not care less.”
“I don’t believe that.”
“I told you not to go near Costilla,” she said, glancing at me, her disgust apparent. “You ignored me. And now I’m the one taking shit for it.”
I felt the car speed up, her anger moving into the gas pedal.
“I had to go see him, Liz,” I told her.
“No, you didn’t,” she shot back. “You needed to talk to me first.”
“Why? So you could’ve told me to stay away again?”
She shook her head. “Look, I didn’t bust you on San Ysidro or the thing with Carter and leaving the scene. In fact, I defended you and kept everybody off of you. And in return you go behind my back and do the one thing I asked you not to do.”
It was like being chastised by a parent.
It worked.
“Sorry,” I mumbled.
“Whatever,” she said, waving a hand in the air, ending the conversation.
We drove the rest of the way to the station in silence. She cuffed me loosely before we got out of the car and helped me up the stairs to the building.
She took me down a flight of stairs, past the processing office, and waved at a short, thick uniformed officer at a desk. He stood quickly and walked with us. We made a couple of turns until we came to a quiet hallway with several empty cells.
“What are you charging me with?” I asked.
“Being an asshole,” Liz said. “You’ve been guilty for a long time.”
The officer stopped in front of the first cell and unlocked it as Liz removed my handcuffs.
“You can’t just keep me here.”
“Watch me.”
“I get a phone call then,” I said, as the guard opened the empty cell.
Liz nodded. “In a little bit.”
She put her hand in the small of my back and guided me in.
“Not in a little bit,” I said. “Now.”
The cell door clanged shut, and I turned around. Liz had her hands wrapped around the outside of the bars. She nodded to the guard, and he disappeared down the hall.
“I’ll get you your phone call,” she said. “How about you tell me what you think you learned.”
“You wanna let me out of here?”
“Not particularly,” she said, smiling. “This is the most attractive you’ve looked to me in a long time.”
“Then screw you.”
“You did that and it wasn’t much to rave about,” she said, the smile getting wider. She was clearly enjoying this position. “You don’t wanna talk then?”
I shook my head slowly.
She shrugged. “Fine with me.”
Standing in a jail cell to call my own, I felt dumb, frustrated, and tired. Her explanation of what she’d let me get away with to this point had hit home. I’d been way outside the lines and she’d basically covered for me. I’d made her look bad by getting near Costilla again. I couldn’t blame her for being angry with me.
She turned to go.
“He knew, Liz,” I said.
She stopped. “Who?”
“Costilla.”
“He knew what?”
I turned and walked over to the bench next to the wall and sat down gingerly. She may have been right, but it didn’t mean I liked being locked up.
“You figure it out,” I said.
I heard her shoes click down the hallway.