here, maybe I offended in pressing for charms.'
'Sister,' said the lama, using that form of address a Buddhist monk may
sometimes employ towards a nun, 'if charms comfort thee--'
'They are better than ten thousand doctors.'
'I say, if they comfort thee, I who was Abbot of Such-zen, will make as
many as thou mayest desire. I have never seen thy face--'
'That even the monkeys who steal our loquats count for again. Hee!
hee!'
'But as he who sleeps there said,'--he nodded at the shut door of the
guest-chamber across the forecourt--'thou hast a heart of gold... And
he is in the spirit my very "grandson" to me.'
'Good! I am the Holy One's cow.' This was pure Hinduism, but the lama
never heeded. 'I am old. I have borne sons in the body. Oh, once I
could please men! Now I can cure them.' He heard her armlets tinkle
as though she bared arms for action. 'I will take over the boy and
dose him, and stuff him, and make him all whole. Hai! hai! We old
people know something yet.'
Wherefore when Kim, aching in every bone, opened his eyes, and would go
to the cook-house to get his master's food, he found strong coercion
about him, and a veiled old figure at the door, flanked by the grizzled
manservant, who told him very precisely the things that he was on no
account to do.
'Thou must have? Thou shalt have nothing. What? A locked box in
which to keep holy books? Oh, that is another matter. Heavens forbid
I should come between a priest and his prayers! It shall be brought,
and thou shalt keep the key.'
They pushed the coffer under his cot, and Kim shut away Mahbub's
pistol, the oilskin packet of letters, and the locked books and
diaries, with a groan of relief. For some absurd reason their weight
on his shoulders was nothing to their weight on his poor mind. His
neck ached under it of nights.
'Thine is a sickness uncommon in youth these days: since young folk
have given up tending their betters. The remedy is sleep, and certain
drugs,' said the Sahiba; and he was glad to give himself up to the
blankness that half menaced and half soothed him.
She brewed drinks, in some mysterious Asiatic equivalent to the
still-room--drenches that smelt pestilently and tasted worse. She
stood over Kim till they went down, and inquired exhaustively after
they had come up. She laid a taboo upon the forecourt, and enforced it
by means of an armed man. It is true he was seventy odd, that his
scabbarded sword ceased at the hilt; but he represented the authority
of the Sahiba, and loaded wains, chattering servants, calves, dogs,
hens, and the like, fetched a wide compass by those parts. Best of
all, when the body was cleared, she cut out from the mass of poor
relations that crowded the back of the buildings--house-hold dogs, we
name them--a cousin's widow, skilled in what Europeans, who know
nothing about it, call massage. And the two of them, laying him east
and west, that the mysterious earth-currents which thrill the clay of
our bodies might help and not hinder, took him to pieces all one long
afternoon--bone by bone, muscle by muscle, ligament by ligament, and
lastly, nerve by nerve. Kneaded to irresponsible pulp, half hypnotized
by the perpetual flick and readjustment of the uneasy chudders that
veiled their eyes, Kim slid ten thousand miles into slumber--thirty-six
hours of it--sleep that soaked like rain after drought.
Then she fed him, and the house spun to her clamour. She caused fowls
to be slain; she sent for vegetables, and the sober, slow-thinking
gardener, nigh as old as she, sweated for it; she took spices, and
milk, and onion, with little fish from the brooks--anon limes for
sherbets, fat quails from the pits, then chicken-livers upon a skewer,
with sliced ginger between.
'I have seen something of this world,' she said over the crowded trays,
'and there are but two sorts of women in it--those who take the
strength out of a man and those who put it back. Once I was that one,
and now I am this. Nay--do not play the priestling with me. Mine was
but a jest. If it does not hold good now, it will when thou takest the
road again. Cousin,'--this to the poor relation, never wearied of
extolling her patroness's charity--'he is getting a bloom on the skin
of a new-curried horse. Our work is like polishing jewels to be thrown
to a dance-girl--eh?'
Kim sat up and smiled. The terrible weakness had dropped from him like
an old shoe. His tongue itched for free speech again, and but a week
back the lightest word clogged it like ashes. The pain in his neck (he
must have caught it from the lama) had gone with the heavy dengue-aches
and the evil taste in the mouth. The two old women, a little, but not
much, more careful about their veils now, clucked as merrily as the
hens that had entered pecking through the open door.
'Where is my Holy One?' he demanded.
'Hear him! Thy Holy One is well,' she snapped viciously. 'Though that
is none of his merit. Knew I a charm to make him wise, I'd sell my
jewels and buy it. To refuse good food that I cooked myself--and go
roving into the fields for two nights on an empty belly--and to tumble
into a brook at the end of it--call you that holiness? Then, when he
has nearly broken what thou hast left of my heart with anxiety, he
tells me that he has acquired merit. Oh, how like are all men! No,
that was not it--he tells me that he is freed from all sin. I could
have told him that before he wetted himself all over. He is well
now--this happened a week ago--but burn me such holiness! A babe of
three would do better. Do not fret thyself for the Holy One. He keeps
both eyes on thee when he is not wading our brooks.'
'I do not remember to have seen him. I remember that the days and
nights passed like bars of white and black, opening and shutting. I
was not sick: I was but tired.'
'A lethargy that comes by right some few score years later. But it is
done now.'
'Maharanee,' Kim began, but led by the look in her eye, changed it to
the title of plain love--'Mother, I owe my life to thee. How shall I
make thanks? Ten thousand blessings upon thy house and--'
'The house be unblessed!' (It is impossible to give exactly the old
lady's word.) 'Thank the Gods as a priest if thou wilt, but thank me,
if thou carest, as a son. Heavens above! Have I shifted thee and
lifted thee and slapped and twisted thy ten toes to find texts flung at
my head? Somewhere a mother must have borne thee to break her heart.
What used thou to her--son?'
'I had no mother, my mother,' said Kim. 'She died, they tell me, when
I was young.'
'Hai mai! Then none can say I have robbed her of any right if--when
thou takest the road again and this house is but one of a thousand used
for shelter and forgotten, after an easy-flung blessing. No matter. I
need no blessings, but--but--' She stamped her foot at the poor
relation. 'Take up the trays to the house. What is the good of stale
food in the room, O woman of ill-omen?'
'I ha--have borne a son in my time too, but he died,' whimpered the
bowed sister-figure behind the chudder. 'Thou knowest he died! I only
waited for the order to take away the tray.'
'It is I that am the woman of ill-omen,' cried the old lady penitently.
'We that go down to the chattris [the big umbrellas above the
burning-ghats where the priests take their last dues] clutch hard at
the bearers of the chattis [water-jars--young folk full of the pride of
life, she meant; but the pun is clumsy]. When one cannot dance in the