“In its way, it is also wonderful,” Mrs. Liang declared.
She had not mentioned cold or filth or scald-headed children or beggars or rebellious tenants or quarreling relatives or Uncle Tao’s tantrums or any of those things which Dr. Liang had feared she would. When he perceived she was creating a beautiful China before these foreigners, he felt for her a new and profound tenderness. This woman of his, this old wife, was doing it for him!
That night when she had made honest love to him in her downright wifely fashion, and after he had yielded pleasantly to her inclinations, they lay talking for a long time and she told him about her visit and each detail of each conversation with each relative. But most of all she talked about James and the girl she had found for his wife. The betrothal had been very quick — too quick maybe, she admitted. She had left the day after, which in itself was very bad, for she had not been able to divine anything from James’s face. Of course he had said she was not to worry. Mary and Chen had promised privately to tell her everything.
“Liang,” she now said earnestly, “I tell you, James is spoiled for common marriage. He loved that Lili too much, and yet it is a strange thing he does not love her now. She has killed the love power in him. If he did not marry a woman in an old-fashioned way, he would not marry at all. I saw that after a while. Now, Liang, you know a man cannot live without a wife. Any wife is better than no wife. But I did not take just any wife for our son. I went very carefully through our whole region and found a girl who is not blood kin to the Liangs. Her father came from Shantung when she was small but he never bound her feet because he had heard women do not any more, and he is a good man and he was glad to keep her feet free. They are farming people only, and their lands are beyond the Liang lands, and he owns his land. How he had money is this way: the Americans wanted some land to build a camp during the war and they bought his land and he moved far enough away from there so he would not see Americans and Communists and such strangers any more. I think our place is safe enough maybe, too.”
“What sort of a girl is she?” Dr. Liang inquired.
“A big girl, maybe you would say,” Mrs. Liang replied. “She is not fat, but very strong and she has a round face and big black eyes. She is old-fashioned, you know, Liang. She combs her hair as I did when I was a girl. She wears country clothes — no long robe. But she is quiet and she is very honest and she will think only of James, and their children will be very healthy. The family has five sons and she is the only girl, so maybe she will have plenty of grandsons for us.”
He was so silent that she began to be fearful lest he did not approve.
She spoke in the darkness somewhat shyly. “Liang, I do not know how you think, but for my part I have been very satisfied in our old-fashioned marriage. I know that now our young people like to love by themselves, as for example, Louise and Alec. But Mary is somewhat more Chinese. Judging by everything, Liang, however, I don’t think so much of love.”
“Nor do I,” he said, and then he added firmly, “very little indeed!”
She was so pleased that she could have cried, but she knew this would have been to show too much feeling. “Liang, you must go to sleep, please,” she commanded him. “Tomorrow is your class day.”
To him it was sweet to hear her voice thus bidding him what he wanted to do anyway and he obeyed.
Underneath all she had said Mrs. Liang felt the old bleeding wound that had been left in her by Peter’s death. She did not speak of it because she wanted her return to her children’s father to be without sadness. She had written to Dr. Liang the facts as she knew them, and she had not gone to see where Peter lay under the big pine in the imperial gardens. Later, when times were better, she wanted to go back and see that his young frame was brought back to the village and buried among the ancestors.
She heard Liang’s deepened breathing and she knew he was asleep, and so, lying very still, she wept silently for the dead son. Then she lifted one hand carefully and turning her head she wiped her eyes on the edge of the pillowcase. What was past was gone, she told herself, and for the sake of the living she must think of the future.
She lay thinking instead of the village. Life was wonderful there, so warm and close, all the human beings so close and everybody knowing everybody else, good and bad. The days were crowded with life. It had been so good to be flat on the earth. When she got out of bed in the morning her feet were on the real earth, beaten solid by the feet of Liang ancestors. How intensely did she hate this living high up in the air, and knowing that above and underneath them were strangers!
Yet she knew well enough that Liang could never live in the ancestral village again. Without electricity or running water, he could not live. She understood that now. The fleas alone, jumping down out of the thatched roofs, would be too annoying for him. But nothing could clean the fleas out of the thatch of old ancestral roofs. Perhaps the next time she went back she could take some of this new stuff the Americans used for spraying flies. Of course she would go back again and again. She would not tell Liang so at once — maybe not for many months. But when James and Mary began to have children she must fly back to see them. Perhaps by that time the Americans would have better planes or at least medicines to hold down the stomach. She would go back and forth between the kinfolk, for she belonged to all of them.
She sighed as a truck rumbled by in the night; upon the river a steamer shrieked. In the ancestral village night was as quiet as heaven. A child’s crying, a dog’s barking — these were sounds of life and they did not wake the sleeping. Here the trucks, the ships — then it came to her suddenly that these were sounds of American life. Perhaps they did not waken Americans. They had not waked Liang. He had begun to snore delicately and at the familiar sound she too fell into old habit and dozed off into her own slumber.
22
THE ANCESTRAL VILLAGE SEEMED to settle back into the earth after Mrs. Liang left it. None had quite realized how her busy presence had drawn them into a new energy. Within her natural self she had means of communication with everyone. While she did no more than give greeting to the sons of Uncle Tao, elder and younger, yet they saw her good open face often and they heard her loud voice kindly advising and exhorting and talking. Her short heavy footstep was not the footstep of the younger women who had never bound their feet, and certainly it was not the stumping of the older women whose feet had been badly bound in childhood. Uncle Tao missed her when she was gone, for though she had not talked much with him she had devised small comforts for him. She had washed and turned his winter padded robes and she had made him a new bedquilt, light and warm.
But upon James she had left her greatest influence. He saw what he had never known before, that his mother was not at all a stupid woman. It was true that hers was a brain which could neither receive nor retain an abstract idea, that is, an idea which had nothing to do with the simple welfare of those she loved. Heaven, God, Government, Communism, War, Human Rights, Religion, all the large words which provided modern argument she tolerated as amusement only for men. While they argued and talked she was busy, hand and mind. She did not consider that people whom she did not know and to whom she was not related were her concern. Yet if any were brought within the orbit of her knowledge she busied herself at once with their needs, too. She saw men and women whole, both as they were and as they felt they were. James was surprised and even horrified that she had not insisted on Uncle Tao’s operation, for example. He had talked with her about it and she could see for herself that Uncle Tao was gradually beginning to waste. Yet when James had urged her to persuade the old man, she had refused to do so. “Uncle Tao knows his own heart and body,” she declared. “If I persuade him and he is not so happy afterward, I shall blame myself.”