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But now, unlike all the countless other times, suddenly they were man and woman, and Sean relaxed against him, needing him with every molecule of being. And Frank knew it.

"We'll - we're on in a minute," he said unsteadily, rocked by the suddenness of his own need. "I've - I've got to get ready." He left.

"I'd, er, better be getting back to my seat," Peter Marlowe said, deeply troubled. He had felt more than seen the spark between them.

"Yes." But Sean hardly noticed Peter Marlowe.

A final check of the makeup and then Sean was waiting for a cue in the wings. The usual terrored ecstasy. Then Sean walked on and became.

The cheers and wonder and lust poured over her - eyes following as she sat and crossed her legs, as she walked and talked - eyes reaching out, touching her, feeding on her. Together she and the eyes became one.

"Major," Peter Marlowe said as he and the King and Rodrick stood in the wings watching, "what's this Betty business?"

"Oh, part of the whole mess," Rodrick replied miserably. "That's the name of Sean's part this week. We've - Frank and I - we always call Sean by the part he's playing."

"Why?" the King asked.

"To help him. Help him get into the part." Rodrick looked back to the stage waiting for his cue. "It started as a game," he said bitterly, "now it's an unholy joke. We created that - that woman - God help us. We're responsible."

"Why?" Peter Marlowe said slowly.

"Well, you remember how tough it was in Java." Rodrick glanced at the King. "Because I was an actor before the war, I was assigned the job of starting the camp theatricals." He let his eyes stray back to the stage, to Frank and Sean. Something strange about those two tonight, he thought.

Critically he studied their performances and knew them to be inspired.

"Frank was the only other professional in the camp so we started to work getting shows together. When we got to the job of casting, of course, someone had to play the female roles. No one would volunteer, so the authorities detailed two or three. One of them was Sean. He was bitterly opposed to doing it, but you know how stubborn senior officers are.

'Someone's got to play a girl, for God's sake,' they said to him. 'You're young enough to look like one. You don't shave more than once a week.

And it's only putting on clothes for an hour or so. Think of what it'll do for everyone's morale.' And however much Sean raved and cursed and begged, it did no good."

"Sean asked me not to accept him. Well, there's no future in working with uncooperative talent, so I tried to have him dropped from the company.

'Look,' I said to the authorities, 'acting's a great psychological strain…'"

"'Poppycock!' they said. 'What harm can come of it?'"

"'The fact that he's playing a female might warp him. If he were the slightest way inclined…'"

"'Stuff and nonsense,' they said. 'You damned theatrical people've pervert on the brain. Sergeant Jennison? Impossible! Nothing wrong with him!

Damn fine fighter pilot! Now look here, Major. This is the end of it. You're ordered to take him and he's ordered to do it!'"

"So Frank and I tried to smooth Sean down, but he swore he was going to be the worst actress in the world, that he was going to make sure that he was sacked after the first disastrous performance. We told him that we couldn't care less. His first performance was terrible. But after that he didn't seem to hate it so much. To his surprise, he even seemed to like it.

So we really started to work. It was good having something to do - it took your mind off the stinking food and stinking camp. We taught him how a woman talks and walks and sits and smokes and drinks and dresses and even thinks. Then, to keep him in the mood, we began to play make-believe. Whenever we were in the theater, we'd get up when he came in, help him into a chair, you know, treat him like a real woman. It was exciting at first, trying to keep up the illusion, making sure Sean was never seen dressing or undressing, making sure his costumes were always concealing but just suggestive enough. We even got special permission for him to have a room of his own. With his own shower."

"Then, suddenly, he didn't need coaching any more. He was as complete a woman on the stage as it was possible to be."

"But little by little, the woman began to dominate him off stage too, only we didn't notice it. By this time, Sean had grown his hair quite long - the wigs we had were no damn good. Then Sean started to wear a woman's clothes all the time. One night someone tried to rape him."

"After that Sean nearly went out of his mind. He tried to crush the woman in him but couldn't. Then he tried to commit suicide. Of course it was hushed up. But that didn't help Sean, it made things worse and he cursed us for saving him."

"A few months later there was another rape attempt. After that Sean buried his male self completely. 'I'm not fighting it any more,' he said. 'You wanted me to be a woman, now they believe I am one. All right. I'll be one.

Inside I feel I am one, so there's no need to pretend any more. I am a woman, and I'm going to be treated like one.'"

"Frank and I tried to reason with him, but he was quite beyond us. So we told ourselves that it was only temporary, that Sean'd be all right later.

Sean was great for morale and we knew we could never get anyone a tenth as good as Sean to play the girl. So we shrugged and continued the game."

"Poor Sean. He's such a wonderful person. If it wasn't for him, Frank and I would have given up the ghost long ago."

There was a roar of applause as Sean made another entrance from the other side of the stage. "You've no idea what applause'll do to you,"

Rodrick said, half to himself, "applause and adoration. Not unless you've experienced it yourself. Out there, on the stage. No idea. It's fantastically exciting, a frightening, terrifying, beautiful drug. And it's always poured into Sean. Always. That and the lust - yours, mine, all of us."

Rodrick wiped the sweat off his face and hands. "We're responsible all right, God forgive us."

His cue came and he walked onto the stage.

"Do you want to go back to our seats?" Peter Marlowe asked the King.

"No. Let's watch from here. I've never been backstage before. Something I always wanted to do." Is Cheng San spilling his guts right now, the King asked himself.

But the King knew there was no value in worrying. They were committed and he was ready — whatever card came up. He looked back at the stage.

His eyes watched Rodrick and Frank and Sean. Inexorably, his eyes followed Sean. Every movement, every gesture.

Everyone was watching Sean. Intoxicated.

And Sean and Frank and the eyes became one, and together the brooding passion on the stage soared into the players and into the watchers, ripping them bare.

When the curtain descended on the last act, there was utter silence. The watchers were spellbound.

"My God," Rodrick said, awed. "That's the greatest compliment they could ever pay us. And you deserve it, you two, you were inspired. Truly inspired."

The curtain began to rise, and when it was completely up the awful silence shattered and there were cheers and ten curtain calls and more cheers and then Sean stood alone drinking the life-giving adoration.