"Oowww!" he yelped, of a sudden, and his hands on the man-ropes flew open, his eyes widening in surprise.
"Shit!" Softly, from the bow-man in the cutter when he let his boat-hook slip off the dead-eyed shrouds on the main-chain platform and the cutter began to drift free, though its stern was still secure to a painter. He stabbed out and down… and missed!
Rolston stabbed out too, got his right hand around a man-rope, with a petulant frown and child-like purse of his lips at almost falling, getting dunked, eyes slit upward to see if anyone had dared kick him or prick him.
Then Proteus heaved a bit, as a rogue swell lifted her, rolled to larboard as if bowing alee. Below, the oarsmen were dipping their free-side oars at Andrew's direction to stroke her back to the hull where the bow-man could hook on once more, but it was as if everyone had caught a cramp as their looms tangled in confusion. Proteus… a few degrees from horizontal, and Rolston's feet went out from under him as if the battens were slick with tallow or hoared with sea-ice!
He dangled by that one hand, swinging his feet for a place to stand, swinging his left arm to a grip on the left-hand man-rope, then the right one below his precarious grip.
"Aahhh…!" he yelped again, as the seamen on the bulwarks and shrouds gasped or moaned with alarm. Bosun's Mate Towpenny scrambled past Lewrie to the top step of the battens to reach down, when no one else looked like they'd help him. "Well, damme…!"
Toulon moaning and spitting, bottled up and arch-backed. Leaping atop the bulwarks before Lewrie and balancing easy on four close-placed paws.
"Ahhhf' Rolston cried again, his right hand flying open as if he'd grasped a red-hot poker. And fell, his yelp of pain and incredulity turning to a thin, disbelieving scream. He plunged into the gilt-lit sea in a huge eruption of foam and spume, like a moth seared from the air into a blossom of yellow flame-points in a chandelier! Down Rolston went into the gap 'twixt ship and cutter, oarsmen and bow-man swinging oars out to probe for him underwater, for him to grab, should he meet up with one.
As the splash plume subsided like a guttering candle flame, the mutineer corked back to the surface, as most divers must at least once, hands stretched high as if in supplication. He heaved a great gasp of air, even as another wide welter of spray erupted 'round him-as if a beast had risen from the great deeps, expelling its whale-breath after an abyssal sounding.
"Nnoo!" Rolston screamed, disbelieving, accusing eyes locked on Lewrie, above him, cut off suddenly as he was dragged back down in an eyeblink by the weight of his shackles and chains.
"Holy…!" Lewrie gasped, feeling his nape hairs bristle with a sudden terror. He barely heard the shocked tumult that gusted through his sailors, barely heard the long, eerie moan from his cat, right by his left elbow, over the distant, rushing ringing in his ears.
All that remained was a spreading, fading grey-white target of roiled water, with a bull's-eye of the palest, winking lanthorn-amber… like a sea-beast's eye, that faded away to ripples.
Lewrie turned to see many of his hands crossing themselves or standing gape-mouthed in awe… looking at him. There were whispers… soft, sibilant sighings and almost-words he strained to fathom that came on the fickle night wind.
"Ah… hmm, then," Lewrie finally managed to say, removing his hat to swipe at his hair, that felt clammy and suddenly cold on that night wind from a gush of funk-sweat.
"Reckon he's a goner, sir," Lt. Wyman ventured to say, breaking the spell.
"Very well, Mister Wyman. Let's be about it then. Finish the ferrying, quick as you can, Andrews; then we must get underway. This wind is backing," Lewrie ordered, clapping his hat back on and placing his hands square in the middle of his back. "Take the ship's boats in tow for the nonce. Ready to make our offing, are you, Mister Win wood?"
"Aye, sir, but… some of the people are saying the most blasphemous, un-Christian things, sir. Pagan sea-gods and vengeance…"
"I'm sure 'tis nothing of the sort, Mister Winwood," Lewrie said, sure he was lying through his teeth.
"We should put a stop to it, sir, at once!" Winwood insisted, as prim as a slapped vicar. "The simple minds of your common sailor, and so many superstitious Irish aboard, why…
"Have we learned nothing, sir?" Lewrie asked him. "Our common sailors are nothing like simple or child-like; we just saw that at the Nore and Spithead. Do the people come to believe that Proteus had an odd birth, an air of mystery about her… a soul, if you will, what's the harm in it? Perhaps they'll serve her more chearly for that."
"From fear, Captain?" Winwood countered, nigh to scoffing.
"For the ship, sir… if she demands it," Lewrie allowed, turning to stroke Toulon, who was now washing himself as if he hadn't one care in the world. "Pride, stubbornness… that's more important among them than Navy, King, or Country… the ship, and their mates are paramount, if you get past all the patriotic cant. Shame of failing mates, good officers like Lieutenant Devereux for our Marines, that makes 'em toe up and stick it in a scrap. Discipline and fear of punishment… that only goes so far. But it doesn't inspire them, Mister Winwood!"
Winwood got cutty-eyed, seeing his point, but not liking it.
"We'll not encourage such moonshine, sir. But let 'em have a spindrift, and a sense of bein' unique men servin' a unique ship. In the long-run, it really doesn't signify."
"Uhm… very good, sir." Winwood surrendered, though dubious.
Let him think what he likes, Lewrie thought, turning away to see to getting his ship underway. I begged God-and Lir-the both of em, to get her back. I promised Bales's… Rolston s heart's blood for it. Whichever answered my prayer, well… that don't signify either. As long as I have a proud ship!
EPILOGUE
Forsan et HaecOlim
Meninisse juvabit.
Perhaps someday it will be pleasant
to remember these things.
– Virgil
HMS Proteus lay peacefully at anchor in the port of Harwich, up the coast from the Nore. She was finished with provisioning, and her people were Out-Of-Discipline, after six rugged weeks at sea, off the Texel. Six weeks they'd bluffed with but a handful of ships to shut the door on the Dutch, with Admiral Duncan's two or three liners anchored almost aground, right in the channel, and Proteus and a few other frigates or sloops further out, flurrying bogus signals to a pretended "fleet" under the Northern horizon. With battle expected daily, Lewrie had found his external bogeyman, the roweled Spanish spur that focused his crewmen on learning their trade as quick as they could. Now she was of passing professionalism-still with some raggedness about her, of course, but Lewrie reckoned that she'd just about do. So when she had been relieved by the Nore ships, the re-assembled North Sea Fleet, which had given up their mutiny not ten days after Proteus had escaped, everyone had been more than grateful for a spell in harbour.
The skylights were open to cool his great-cabins as he worked, and he could hear the voice of Lieutenant Devereux drilling his Marines on the quarterdeck above him, the clomp of booted feet as they sweated through close-order under arms. Music drifted up from the berthing-deck where the hands idled with a new lot of temporary "wives."