“I knocked that cross from his hand and slapped him across his face. He hardly flinched, just stared at me with those cold eyes. Enraged, I hit him again, a blow that would have felled an ox. Nothing, it was as though he did not even feel it, and it was then that I did first see him smile. A smile of pity. Pity, for me. The way one would look at a misguided child! This disparaging look, it burned into me and so I snatched up the iron poker from the fireplace and struck him soundly across the face. He laughed, a sound that I can still hear to this day. It went into my brain and drove out all sane thought. I struck him again and again, meaning to murder him . . . yet I made no mark. It was as if I were beating stone and still he laughed, the sound seeming to multiply in my head. It was then that I truly saw him for the monster that he was, that I understood that he had been playing me all along, that even though he had been reborn into flesh, Odin’s spell still held protective power over him. Still I would not stop; I beat him until I could lift the poker no more. He took the poker from me as easily as from a child, knocked me to the floor, kicked me and struck me upon my head until all began to fade. I fell into darkness with his laughter ringing in my ears.”
Jesse coughed, leaned forward, clutching his stomach.
“Yes, it is a hard story to hear. I know.”
“What?” Jesse muttered.
“Here, another sip.” Krampus held the flask for Jesse. “Drink yourself silly. There are worse ways to pass on to the afterlife.”
Jesse sipped. “God, you . . . sure like to . . . talk.”
“What?”
Jesse grimaced, closed his eyes.
“Talk? Yes, at times.” Krampus took another sip as well and continued. “I awoke in my own cellar with chains around wrist and ankle, shackled to a great oak beam. He sat upon a chair, my chair, staring at me with that stone look upon his face. Loki’s sack sat in his lap like a trophy. He offered me my freedom if I would but teach him the secret of the sack. As you know there is no secret, one has to be of Loki’s direct blood. I knew of no other way, the sack was not my magic but Loki’s great sorcery. I did not reveal this, as I feared it would spell my doom, instead acted as though unwilling to tell.
“He took my great house in the forest for his own, left me in the cellar to rot without sun or moon in hopes that time would change my mind. Decades crawled by with nothing for nourishment but slugs and stagnant water. I withered, became but a frail shadow of myself, but my spirit held. I knew even then that if I could but hold on, that the time would come for my revenge.
“He did not wait for the sack to pursue his ambitions. His obsession with the saint grew, and though Saint Nicholas had died over a thousand years before, Baldr took his mantle, stole his name, growing long his white hair and beard, dressing and adorning his robes all in ridiculous imitation of the dead saint.
“His betrayal of the ancient ones, of his own heritage, seemed to know no limits. Even with my captivity, Yuletide still held its place in the land, but that all began to change once Baldr started his reign, began to visit homes far and wide on Christmas Day in the guise of Saint Nicholas, handing out gifts and charity, preaching his gospel of lies. It was not enough for him to simply usurp Winter Solstice—he was not happy until all things Yule were buried, lost. He was trying to make the people forget, forget where the traditions came from, forget Yule and the Yule Lord.
“And how easily he fooled them, how easily he had them eating poison from his hand. For when Baldr was out amongst the people he did play the role of the kindly saint as though born to it. They flocked to him, could not resist his charm, his gracious manner, embraced his words of kindness and charity as he played on the popularity of the Christ God. He became a master of public manipulation. He printed and distributed glorified fables of his charitable deeds and soon his fame spread far and wide, as did the popularity of Christmas.
“But it was all lies, one great ruse, for even as he preached Christian virtues he was delving into the sorcery of the ancients. From my cell I watched him unearthing the dark arts, secretly pursuing the very things he publicly condemned as heresy and demonography. Trying, always trying to break the spell of Loki’s sack. Even then on the track of blood, as he bled me almost dry in hopes of manipulating the spell with my blood. He tracked down the last of the old peoples, mostly elves, a few dwarves; put them to work serving his purpose. They fortified my forest home with buttress and stonework walls topped with spikes, dug out the cellar into a great vault from which he pursued his sorcery and wicked ambitions. And while leaving me to rot in that cellar, he went—”
Krampus’s voice trailed off, he glanced at Jesse. Jesse’s head lay on his shoulder, his eyes closed; there came no sign of breath.
“It appears I am talking to myself.” Krampus crossed his arms atop his chest and grunted. He looked around at the dead, inhaled deeply, drank in the smell of blood. It had felt good to kill the wicked. He had not felt so alive in over a thousand years. He thought of the bad man Jesse had spoken of. Who is this wicked man, Jesse? This Dillard? Do his deeds truly merit death? I, for one, would like to know.
He poked Jesse. Jesse didn’t respond. Krampus leaned over, sniffed him, and smiled. “Jesse, your spirit is strong. You hold on when you should be dead.” He looked at the man’s mangled hands. It would be a shame to lose one gifted with song.
“Would you like to come along with me? Would you like to kill the Dillard yourself?”
There came no response from Jesse.
Krampus drummed his long fingers on the spearhead. “I think you would. Yes, most certainly.” He lifted Jesse’s arm and bit him on the wrist.
Chapter Ten
In the Bones
A song . . . far away . . . “Achy Breaky Heart.” Jesse decided he must’ve ended up in Hell, because there was no way they’d play that god-awful song in Heaven. He opened his eyes. Hell looked a lot like the crew cab of a truck. Jesse sat up fast, too fast, and the world began to spin. He braced himself against the seat and let out a moan.
“You will feel better soon.”
Jesse found Krampus sitting next to him, a mischievous grin upon his face. “Fuck,” Jesse said, trying to focus his eyes. “You’re still here.” He tried not to swoon, thought maybe he was still a bit drunk, noticed the sack and spear across the Yule Lord’s lap. “You’re not wearing your seat belt.”
“Seat belt?”
“Where are we going?”
“To kill Baldr. Your friends have decided to join us.”
Jesse blinked, rubbed his eyes, and saw Chet driving. Only Chet wasn’t exactly Chet. Chet was a Belsnickel, or well on his way to being one, at least, as his skin was spotted charcoal gray. Someone, Jesse wasn’t sure who, was riding shotgun. The man looked back at Jesse and Jesse realized it was the General, his skin changing also, his eyes orange. He looked terrified.
“Too bad for you, motherfucker,” Jesse said and laughed.
Krampus laughed, too. “Found the short one peeping out from beneath a dead man. He looked lost and scared, so I brought him along. What do you say, little peeper? How about you and Chet sing me a song?”