This was the essence of Hyacinthe’s plan: that we should journey to Kusheth along Tsingani-marked roads, seeking his people, the kumpania of Manoj. And when we found them, he reckoned, we could beg or buy their aid in traveling as horse-traders to the Pointe d’Oest, where Rousse’s fleet was beached.
It was a dangerous plan, for it meant we would be isolated and vulnerable. And it was an excellent plan, for it cast us in a guise no one would expect.
That, more than anything else, was what swayed the odds in favor of Hyacinthe’s plan. If there was one thing that terrified me above all others, it was not daring the wrath of the Master of the Straits nor the dangers of distant Alba and the blue-tattooed Cruithne. It was venturing through Kusheth, the homeland of House Shahrizai. But no Kusheline lordling, I thought, not even Melisande, would think to examine the eyes of a young Tsingano woman for the tell-tale scarlet mote.
So it was decided.
The details of the matter were established after the Queen’s council had adjourned, all of us sworn to secrecy and loyalty. We met after a fine dinner, only a handful of us-Gaspar and Thelesis, who had been party to the Alban plan since the beginning, and Joscelin, Hyacinthe and I. It would be a week’s time before we could set out, for it was early yet, and only the eagerest of the kumpanias would be on the road. And too, there were some arrangements to be made. Hyacinthe and Thelesis would return to the City, to procure what was needful.
When all was decided, we had some leisure to talk. "Phèdre," Gaspar Trevalion said, taking my hands in his, "I’ve not had time to tell you how deeply grieved I am at the death of Anafiel Delaunay. He was…he was my friend, and a finer one I never had. The world is the less for the loss of his brilliant mind and his great heart. And Alcuin…I knew him from a boy, you know. He was a rare jewel."
"Thank you, my lord." I wrung his hands in gratitude, tears stinging my eyes. "Delaunay always counted you one of the best among men."
"I thought he was a fool sometimes," Gaspar said gruffly, "honoring an oath sworn to a dead man. It demanded a great deal, that honor of his."
"Yes." I thought of the bitter words I’d spoken to Ysandre de la Courcel, at our first audience. "But," I said, "I loved him for it, too."
"We all did," Thelesis said, and smiled. "At least those who did not hate him, for he drew strong emotions, Delaunay did. Phèdre, his house and his things were seized by the court. Have you nothing to call your own?"
I shook my head, fingering Melisande’s diamond. "Only this," I said wryly, "which surely I earned. It seems I will wear it until the day I may throw it back at her who gave it me. But I lost little to the courts. Nearly all that I had went to Master Robert Tielhard, to contract for the finishing of my marque." I looked over my shoulder, and shrugged. "That loss, I lay at the doorstep of Melisande Shahrizai and Isidore d’Aiglemort."
"I swear," Gaspar Trevalion said solemnly, giving my hands another squeeze, "on the memory of Anafiel Delaunay, while I live, you will never lack for aught, Phèdre. And when this matter is done, I will see your name cleared." He glanced at Joscelin. "Both of yours."
"Thank you." I leaned forward and kissed his cheek, which had grown seamed with age since I had known him. Joscelin, silent and introspective, nodded his gratitude.
"It seems to me," Hyacinthe remarked, "that we might claim a considerable reward from the Queen for this service, yes?" He looked at our startled faces and grinned. "If you are to travel among Tsingani, you must begin thinking like one."
I could see the distaste on Joscelin’s face. "Better than thinking as one of the White Brethren," I said to him in Skaldic. His blue eyes widened for an instant, shocked to hear words in our slave-tongue, then he smiled reluctantly.
"Will you teach me to speak Cruithne as you did Skaldic?" he inquired lightly.
"I don’t know," I said. "Do I have to have you chained in a kennel to make a willing pupil of you?"
"No," he said wryly, and ran his hands absently over his hair, which fell wheat-gold and loose over his shoulders, unbound from its Cassiline club. "I think I have learned the merits-and the dangers-of paying heed to your words, Phèdre nó Delaunay. Your lord would be proud of you."
"Mayhap." I met his eyes. "Thank you," I said softly.
We had not spoken of the choice he had made. Joscelin looked away, picking with his thumbnail at a flaw in the carven arm of his chair. "Well," he murmured. "I could not leave you to suffer the guardianship of some dried-up old stick of a Cassiline." He looked at Hyacinthe and smiled. "And the Brothers would despair of you, Tsingano. I may at least hope to survive our companionship without being driven mad."
"I hope so." Hyacinthe flashed his imperturbable grin. "You’ve come a long way since Phèdre had to rescue you from the degradations of Eglantine tumblers, Cassiline. I hope we face nothing worse together."
"Elua grant that it’s so." Joscelin stood, bowing, catching himself out with crossed arms. He shook his head. "Forgive me. It’s late, and I’ve need of sleep."
We bid him good night, and watched him go.
"You know," Thelesis said in her soft, compelling voice, "I had a great-uncle who was a Cassiline. There is a name for what he did today." She looked at me with those darkly luminous eyes in her wasted face. "They call it Cassiel’s Choice."
I did not need her to explain. I understood.
The days that followed passed in relative isolation, as our forces dispersed to the four corners of the realm. At my request, Ysandre had several volumes sent from the Royal Library, texts on Alba and books in Cruithne, and treatises on the Master of the Straits. I wished I had Delaunay’s library at hand. I remembered how Alcuin was studying the history of the Master of the Straits, and wished he were there. I wished, too, that I had been present at that fateful audience, when Ganelon de la Courcel had received the old Cruarch. But no, Alcuin had gone with Delaunay, and I had been glad of it, going instead to Valerian House to dote over flagellaries and pleasure-chambers.
Such things seemed as child’s play to me now. I knew firsthand the ravages that could be perpetuated against the soul. The torments of the flesh were as nothing to them.
On the fourth day, Ysandre summoned me into her presence.
"I have brought someone to see you, Phèdre," she said judiciously. "Someone whom I have gauged worthy of trust."
It was my first thought that it was Cecilie Laveau-Perrin, for I had missed her sorely since returning to Terre d’Ange, and Thelesis had confessed to me that she had confided in Cecilie, who had wept tears of joy to hear that I was alive. But Ysandre beckoned, and the frail figure that stepped forth was not Cecilie.
It was Master Tielhard, the marquist.
I knelt at the sight of him, my eyes blurred with tears, grasping his gnarled hands and kissing them. He drew them back, fussing.
"Always this," he complained, "with anguissettes. My Grandpere warned me it was so. Well, child, we have a contract unfulfilled between us, and my Queen commands me to see it finished. Will you disrobe, or have these old bones made this journey for nothing?"
Still kneeling, I gazed through tear-flooded eyes at Ysandre. "Thank you, your majesty."
"You should thank me." She smiled faintly. "Master Tielhard was not easy to persuade. But it is best to start a journey with all unfinished business concluded, and Thelesis de Mornay told me of yours."
She left us, then, and the servants of the lodge led us to a private room, where the marquist’s things had been laid out for him. They even had a table made ready. I stripped naked and lay down upon it. He grumbled at the nearly healed weals left by the priests of Kushiel’s temple, but it seemed I would do.