‘Well, time’s up,’ snapped Bianca, picking up her bag and jumping to her feet.
She ran towards the door, snatching her coat from the hook. Kit threw some money onto the table and rushed after her.
‘Bianca, wait. Maybe we can work this out. Come on. We have to,’ said Kit as she went out the door and started off along the windblown street.
Bianca kept walking.
‘We don’t have to do anything,’ she flung back at him, walking fast, head down, pulling on her coat, hurrying away from him.
The street was quiet, dark but for the pale yellowish wash from the sodium lights. Cabs passed by now and then, a couple of people were out walking their dogs. It was starting to rain. Kit caught her arm. She was shivering with cold or despair, he couldn’t tell which.
‘Look, we have to get over this. Somehow,’ he said. They were near a pub, and music was seeping out. The juke in there was playing ‘Laughter in the Rain’ by Neil Sedaka. He could hear it. It was horribly ironic.
‘Get over it?’ she echoed. In the dim light her eyes looked almost demented with fury. She was fumbling in her bag again, searching for a hankie. She lunged at him, and he saw hatred, real cold hatred, on her face. It staggered him, made him step back.
‘You’ve destroyed me, you’ve lied to me, you’ve betrayed me,’ she spat at him. ‘You think we can get over any of that? You’re crazy.’
And then he saw it. The glint of metal in her hand.
‘Oh no. Honey, don’t-’ he said, half-turning away from her.
Bianca’s hand was shaking as she pointed the gun at him. She hadn’t been looking for a tissue, she’d been trying to find that.
‘Don’t do this,’ he said, ‘don’t-’
He hadn’t even finished what he was saying when Bianca let out a hopeless cry and shot him in the chest.
76
Kit discovered that being shot isn’t like in the movies. In the movies, the hero takes a bullet and crawls on, defeats the baddie, gets the girl. In real life, he found it was a little different.
Those celluloid heroes don’t scream and collapse with pain when a piece of metal is fired at high velocity into their flesh. Kit did. And they don’t lie there helpless and trembling afterwards, either; Kit did. His body went instantly into shock; suddenly he was shaking and disorientated, his chest heaving. Every cell had flown into panic mode, screaming What the hell was that? What’s happened?
He could see her standing over him, could see the smoking gun in her hand. Such a small gun, and it had floored him. Kit Miller, all-round tough bastard, lord of the manor. Flat out on the wet grubby pavement, unable to move a muscle.
‘Bianca,’ he tried to say, but he couldn’t get his breath.
Her hand holding the gun was trembling, but she was aiming at him again, aiming at his head this time; she was really going to do it, she was going to kill him.
He closed his eyes, make it easier for her. He wanted to hold her, one last time, but that was out of the question. He knew he deserved this. He knew he had it coming.
This was how it was for Michael, he thought. And maybe Michael was up there somewhere, waiting for him right this minute – and this was such a God-awful mess that it wouldn’t be too bad to just go now, would it?
‘Bianca,’ he tried again, but what came out of his mouth was one long bubbling groan.
One minute more, she’d pull the trigger, and that would be it. Eyes closed, his heart thundering, clammy sick sweat mingling with the hardening rain, he waited. Maybe the shot he’d already taken would be enough to do the job, anyway. Felt like enough. He could feel all his systems closing down, his strength ebbing away.
So this is what it’s like to die.
He waited. He was standing on the edge of an abyss, at the bottom of which was death, and freedom. No more torment. No more trouble.
She would fire the gun again, any second.
He waited.
Finally, when it didn’t come, he forced his eyes open. They felt tired, heavy. One last glimpse of her, maybe. That would be good.
But she wasn’t there.
She was gone.
Wendy Metcalfe and her boyfriend Sammy Spears came out of the pub. They were off home, get a Chinese on the way, and now this was all a bit inconvenient because there was this drunk lying there waiting to trip someone up. A person could break their fucking neck over the inebriated bastard.
‘Hey!’ said Sammy, poking Kit with his shoe.
‘Is he pissed?’ asked Wendy, peering impatiently at the man on the pavement.
It was raining out here and rain flattened her hair, she hated getting her hair wet, it was nightmare hair, thin and fine, her dad’s hair not her mum’s, sod her luck, and she didn’t have an umbrella because they’d said blue skies on the forecast and of course that was bollocks, as per usual. It was also pretty dark, only the light from the street lamps and the pub windows to illuminate anything, that and the swishing intermittent lighthouse sweep of passing car headlights.
‘Of course he’s pissed,’ said Sammy in disgust.
Wendy peered closer. ‘There’s blood on his shirt. Isn’t that blood?’
Sammy had a look just to humour her. ‘Shit! Looks like it. D’you reckon he’s been in a fight, someone’s knifed him?’
‘Dunno.’ There was a lot of blood. Wendy looked at the man’s face; his eyes were closed. Maybe he was not drunk but dead, who knew? She withdrew quickly with a shudder. ‘I’m going back in, phone 999,’ she decided. At least then she wouldn’t be standing here in the rain, getting her fucking hair ruined.
77
When Bianca got home in a state of hysteria, babbling that she’d done it, she’d killed him, Bella phoned her favourite, her Vittore, who showed up an hour later with Fabio in tow.
‘She says she shot Kit Miller,’ said Bella, as Bianca sat hunched over a glass of brandy at the kitchen table.
‘Where’s the gun?’ asked Vittore.
Bella motioned to Bianca’s bag, there on the table.
Fabio took up the bag, opened it. There was the gun, a.22, a dainty little thing but deadly at close range.
‘I’ll get rid of it,’ said Fabio. ‘And the bag’s got to go too. Residue.’
Fabio left the room. Vittore and Bella sat down at the table and looked at Bianca.
‘Was he dead?’ asked Vittore.
‘Yes, I think so,’ said Bianca, and started to cry again. She’d hated him but she’d loved him too, and now he was gone. He’d deceived her, lied to her, probably snatched Tito away from her, but she loved him.
‘How did any of this happen?’ asked Vittore.
Bianca told him in halting sentences punctuated by crying fits, about Kit coming into Dante’s, calling himself Tony Mobley. She couldn’t tell Vittore all of it, of their affair, of how passionate and deep and fiery it had been, that it had been love, or at least she had thought so.
‘Who saw you together tonight?’ he asked, scratching at his bandaged hand. It was healing, and it itched like crazy.
‘She’s tired, let her-’ started Bella.
‘Who?’ shouted Vittore.
Bianca flinched. ‘People in the restaurant. Gino’s. The waiter. I don’t think anyone actually noticed us.’
Vittore looked at his adopted sister. Bianca never passed unnoticed anywhere; she was far too striking for that. But maybe they could scrape their way out of this.
‘We were near a pub, there was a jukebox playing very loud. No one would have heard the… the shot. And there was no one about, it was raining.’
‘That was lucky,’ said Vittore. He was thinking fast. It would be even luckier if Miller was pronounced dead at the scene. If not, things could get a little untidy. The bastard might recover, might name Bianca as the shooter. That outcome had to be prevented at all costs. He’d get some of the boys out, check the hospitals.