Longtusk realized that Threetusk was just how he had been at that age: restless, unhappy with the company of his mother and the other Cows of the Family — not yet ready to join a bachelor herd, but eager to try.
But things were different now. There was no sign of a bachelor herd anywhere nearby for Threetusk to join. Perhaps there was a herd somewhere in this huge land, in another island of nourishing steppe. But how was a juvenile like Threetusk, lacking knowledge of the land, to find his way there in one piece? And if he could not find a herd, what would become of him?…
The Family moved slowly over their patch of steppe, eating sparingly, drinking what they could find. After the first couple of days it was obvious their movements were restricted, and Longtusk took to wandering away from the rest, trying to understand the changed landscape.
He struck out south and east and west.
Each direction he traveled, the complex steppe vegetation soon dwindled out to be replaced by cold desert, or dense coniferous forests, or bland plains of grass. And to the north, of course, there was only the protesting shriek of the ice as it continued its millennial retreat.
And, hard as he listened, he heard no signs of other mammoths.
His Family was isolated in this island of steppe. Other mammoths, Families and bachelor herds, must also be restricted to steppe patches and water holes and other places where they could survive. And the nearest of those islands might be many days’ walk from the others.
This isolation mattered. It made the mammoths fragile, exposed. An illness, a bad winter, even a single fall of heavy snow could take them all, with no place to run.
As they munched at their herbs and grass the others didn’t seem aware of their isolation, the danger it posed for them.
And they didn’t seem aware of the strangest thing of alclass="underline" there were no young calves here — no squirming bundles of orange fur, wrestling each other or searching for their mothers’ milk and tripping over their trunks.
Longtusk felt a profound sense of unease. And, when he spotted a new skein of geese flapping out of the east, it was an unease that coalesced into a new determination.
He plucked up the courage to speak to his mother.
"There was a Gathering," he said. "When I was a calf. Just before I got lost."
"Yes. The whole Clan was there."
"I saw Pinkface, the Matriarch of Matriarchs. Is she still alive?"
Milkbreath’s trunk tugged at a resistant clump of grass. "There have been several Gatherings since you were lost."
Longtusk said slowly, "That isn’t an answer."
Milkbreath turned to face him, and he was aware of a stiffening among the other Cows close by, his aunts and great-aunts.
He persisted. "When was the last Gathering?"
"Many years ago. It isn’t so easy to travel any more, Longtusk. Especially for the calves and—"
"At the Gathering, the last one. Were there more mammoths — or less?"
Milkbreath snorted her disapproval. "You don’t need to feed me my grass a blade at a time, Longtusk. I can see the drift of your questions."
Rockheart was at his side. "You shouldn’t question the Matriarch. It isn’t the way things are done. Not here."
Milkbreath rumbled, "It’s all right, Rockheart. His education was never finished. Times are hard, Longtusk. The Matriarch of Matriarchs gave us our instructions at the last Gathering. She could foresee the coming changes in the world, the worsening of the weather."
"The collapse of the steppe into these little islands?"
"Yes. Even that. She knew that Gatherings would be difficult or impossible for a long time. She knew there would be fewer of us next year, and fewer still the next after that. But we have endured such changes before, many times, as the ice has come and gone. And we have always survived. It will be hard, but our bodies know the way. That’s the teaching of the Cycle."
"And what about the Fireheads? Did she speak of them?"
"Of course she spoke of the Fireheads, Longtusk. Fireheads come when we are weak and dying. They cut our corpses open for our bones and hearts…"
"But," he said, "there are no Fireheads in the Cycle. Maybe the Fireheads weren’t here when the ice last retreated."
"What does it matter?"
"What I’m saying is that things are different now. The Fireheads are a new threat we haven’t faced before…"
But the Matriarch continued to quote the Cycle. "When I die, I belong to the wolves — or the Fireheads. We must accept the Fireheads, as we accept the warming, and simply endure. In the future, all will be as it was, and there will be great Gatherings again."
Longtusk tried another approach. "When was the last time you heard from the Matriarch of Matriarchs?"
Rockheart growled, "Longtusk—"
"The last Gathering?"
"…Yes."
"Then she is probably dead."
Some of the Cows rumbled and trumpeted in dismay.
"And she was wrong," said Longtusk grimly.
Rockheart tusked the ground, rumbling his challenge. "Do I have to fight you to shut you up?"
Longtusk ignored him. "I have seen the Fireheads. I have seen what they do. They wait for mammoths to die. If the mammoths take too long, they finish them off with their spears… The Matriarch of Matriarchs was right that the mammoths have endured warming before, and recovered. But this is not the past. The Fireheads make everything different—"
Rockheart’s blow was a mere swipe at his tusks, a loud ivory clatter that echoed over the steppe. He said grimly, "You have forgotten your Cycle. The Matriarch has given her orders, and we will follow."
Longtusk eyed Rockheart. He recalled how easily he had defeated this old tusker before — and yet here he was again, prepared to confront him, and Longtusk knew he could beat Rockheart down again, just as easily.
But that wasn’t the way to succeed. Not today.
And he couldn’t keep his peace, either, even though he longed to. He didn’t want to be different! He only wanted to be one of the Family… All he had to do was stay silent.
But that wasn’t the right path, either.
He summoned up the inner strength he had found during those long dark months in the Firehead camp, after the death of Neck Like Spruce and his calf.
He said, "We cannot survive here, Matriarch. This little patch of steppe is too small. Look around. You are thin, half-starved. A simple accident could kill us all — a flash flood, a lightning strike like the one which struck down that spruce.
"And some day the Fireheads will come here. They will — I know them! And—"
This time, Rockheart’s blow was to his temple, and pain rang through his skull. He staggered sideways. He felt warm blood trickle down his flesh.
The Matriarch faced him, shifting from one foot to the other, distressed. "End this, Longtusk."
"Mother — Matriarch — where are your calves?"
Rockheart’s tusks came crashing down on his. His ivory splintered, agonizingly, as if a tooth had broken, and the tip of his right tusk cracked off and fell to the ground.
"By Kilukpuk’s black heart, fight," Rockheart rumbled.
"What makes you so wise?" Milkbreath said, upset, angry. "What makes you different? How do you see what others don’t? How do you know what we must do?"
Longtusk, bleeding, aching, could see Rockheart prepare for another blow, but he knew he must not respond — not even brace himself.