He went to the apartment wearily.
Despite his coat, meals, and studio, Ray still stood at the corner to beg. The next time he saw Alan, he felt somewhat obligated to tell him of Lynn’s gift of the meals. And while he was at it, he also mentioned Roland’s gift of the winter studio. Alan stood, dumbstruck, in the snow. Ray found it irresistible to add, “Feel free to visit me sometime.”
Alan was upset by Lynn’s and Roland’s gestures, because he knew that this beggar would eventually feel let down when the two stalkers stopped supporting him. He felt responsible for having unwittingly started this chain reaction. To assuage his guilt, Alan bought Ray some clothes. And when he visited Ray’s new place and saw the squalor he lived in, meaning no TV and not much furniture, he went shopping for a sofa, a table, and chairs, and had them delivered to Ray’s.
When Lynn saw how much the other two had done for the homeless man, she wanted to surpass their gestures, in order to impress Alan, but she didn’t know how to. Then she figured he needed a social circle, so she gave him one by throwing a party at Ray’s place.
Roland was in a corner, at the party, talking to a man he didn’t know. “We’ve created this creature by the force of our group energy. It’s as if we’ve given birth to a being. It is our child,” he said, referring to Ray.
“Isn’t that a little presumptuous?” replied the man, popping a peanut into his mouth. “I mean, giving food and shelter to a homeless person suddenly makes you a creator of life?”
Ray talked to the guests politely, but they didn’t interest him; they were just ordinary people — not like his nuts. His eyes couldn’t help seeking out the nuts and observing them. He was falling for them, he realized. If he were to discover now that their core was banal (and he still thought it probably was), he would be frustrated. Therefore, he continued not asking them questions. People’s business was their business. Knowing was disappointing.
Curiously, what was almost as extreme as Ray’s curiosity about the nuts, was the nuts’ lack of curiosity about him. They felt guilty about their complete disinterest in him. They knew they really should ask him one or two questions about his life, his past, whatever, just to seem polite, but they kept procrastinating, afraid of a long answer, a boring answer, afraid of getting to know him. During the party, decency didn’t allow them to postpone asking him a question any longer. They formed a semicircle around Ray. Roland held his hand behind his back and dropped a paper clip.
“So, what did you used to do before you became homeless?” Alan asked. The others nodded.
Ray didn’t want to tell them the truth, that he used to be a psychologist and could analyze them if he wanted to, and could even, perhaps, help them. So he told them he used to be a locksmith.
“Ah, a locksmith!” they said, with civil enthusiasm. “And what happened? How did you become homeless?”
“I became disillusioned.”
“About life?” Lynn asked.
“No. About locks.”
“Really? How so?”
“I used to think locks were complex and exciting, but the complexity hides dullness. I was hoping for a lock that was somewhat difficult to unlock, to understand, relatively unpredictable, and therefore interesting, but no such lock.”
“What made you become a locksmith in the first place?” Roland asked.
“I like having the key to things. And unlocking things. If I had been Bluebeard’s wife, I’d be dead, too. I would have done what she did. I would have used the little key to open the forbidden room and see what was inside.”
“You’re a very curious person?” Lynn asked.
Ray lowered his eyes and softly confessed, “Yes.” He added, “But unfortunately, what’s inside is almost always disappointing.”
“You do sound like a disillusioned locksmith,” Roland said.
Weeks passed. Ray gradually got to know a fair amount about the nuts’ situation, because even though he never inquired, bits and pieces were inevitably revealed along the way. On top of it, the nuts were not particularly secretive about their feelings.
Ray still hadn’t been disappointed in them, but he remained skeptical. Every time a new layer fell off, he was surprised that it hadn’t hit dullsville yet. Anytime one of them said to him, “Let me tell you about myself,” or the equivalent, Ray replied, “Ugh, please don’t.”
Eventually, Ray began having the urge to exercise his influence on them. He saw how deeply unhappy and dysfunctional they were, and he was curious to see if he could improve their lives. He reasoned with himself that this was not as dangerous as asking them lots of questions. Asking questions had landed him in jail, but he had never really tried actively to improve someone’s life, unless one counted the therapeutic comments he had whispered to them in the street. The most obvious way he could think of to improve their lives was to find them mates.
For a month, he searched. He met singles on buses, gathered e-mail addresses and phone numbers, he recontacted old friends who used to be single back in the days when he was a psychologist, to see if they still were. He asked around.
Finally, he threw a matchmaking party at his winter studio.
The nuts did not find mates, but others did. He was encouraged to throw another matchmaking party. He did. More people found mates. Not the nuts. Ray got sucked into the matchmaking business.
The nuts started to find Ray more interesting. They were impressed when people clamored for another matchmaking party. The nuts became curious about him. It didn’t hurt that they overheard an old friend of Ray’s at one of his parties say to someone, “Ray used to be a psychologist.” Stunned, they went up to the man who’d just spoken those words, and asked him if this was true. The man, realizing he had made a blunder (for Ray had instructed all his old friends not to reveal his true ex-profession and to stick to the story that he was a locksmith), fixed his blunder by saying, “No, you mis-heard, I didn’t say psychologist, I said psycho locksmith.”
“Ahhh, okay, that makes more sense,” the nuts said. “But in what way psycho?”
“Compulsive need to open things. Picking at locks until they give.”
Ray threw more matchmaking parties. Word spread. He began charging a fee. People sought out his matchmaking services. Someone helped him build an Internet matchmaking site called ChockFullONuts.com, which took off beautifully even though people had advised him against that name, saying it would scare off potential clients, especially women. He was glad he had finally found a profession he was good at.
No matter how many times he repeated to himself that the nuts weren’t that interesting, they were always on his mind. And to make matters worse, they’d been hanging around a lot since he’d become successful with his matchmaking business. They were growing to admire him.
They came up with excuses to visit him — not that they needed excuses, since the studio belonged to Roland, the furniture to Alan, and the food to Lynn. Sometimes they were all three hanging out at Ray’s place at the same time. Their obsession with each other had been slightly diminished because a portion of it had been transferred to Ray.
Ray looked at them, seated side by side on his couch. He asked them nothing, listened to them, and answered their questions.
Eventually, Ray felt things couldn’t go on this way anymore. No one should have to live in such skins. He could see they were still not happy, and neither was he, really. He spent many hours trying to come up with a solution to help his friends. He took long walks around blocks, staring at the pavement, thinking.
He came up with the solution — a cure of sorts. He hadn’t worked out the details of his idea yet, but he had the general concept. It was an unusual one. It would make them happier and make them realize there was more to life than each other, while preserving their unique nutty flavor.