Emotionally she’d leveled out as well. She’d have to learn to listen to Tyler. Let the future go where it would. Well, maybe it wouldn’t go much farther than it already had, but her crushing need had dissipated for the most part.
One morning, Nevvie paused by Tyler’s office as she passed, hesitant to disturb him but he looked upset. “What’s wrong?”
He sighed and shook his head, leaning back in his chair and rubbing his face. “I’ve written myself into a corner. I have no clue where to go from here.”
She leaned against the doorway. “What book is this?”
“Oh, it’s that thriller I’ve been putzing around with for months in between the series books. My agent wants to look at it, but I don’t even have the rough draft.” He looked at her. “Why are you standing out there?”
“You said you didn’t want me in here.” In all the time she’d known them, she’d set foot in his office only a handful of times, and those were to bring him requested items or cups of coffee. She knew she was welcomed in Thomas’ study, spent hours in there alone or with him, talking or using his computer.
Tyler frowned. “When on earth did I say that? Of course you’re welcome in here, darling.”
She took a couple of hesitant steps inside. “Way back when I first started cleaning for you, you asked me not to come in here.”
He laughed, the mellow, amused sound sending her heart into convoluted flutters. “Oh, sweetheart, I’m so sorry! I meant I didn’t want you cleaning in here. This is the one place Thomas allows me to indulge in my paper packrat ways without complaint. I know I’m neat and tidy elsewhere, but my work is a different matter.”
He waved at the organized chaos stacked on his other desk in the corner and on the overflowing bookcases. “I know where things are. If they’re disturbed I’ll lose track. Of course you’re welcome in here. You are a beautiful distraction.”
Tyler held out his arms and she walked over for a hug. He left his hand on her waist and pointed at the laptop screen. She struggled to focus on what he said. The feel of him touching her was a beautiful distraction.
“Why don’t you tell me what you think? Read this chapter and give me your opinion.” He gently pulled her into his lap, keeping a hand on her thigh.
Not that she minded in the least. She looked at his keyboard and tapped the PgUp button until she reached the beginning of the chapter. With her elbows propped on the desk, she read.
Tyler closed his eyes and took a deep breath. This was the sweetest agony ever bestowed upon a man. Fortunately she wasn’t far enough back she could feel his rock hard cock throbbing in a painful way. He fought the urge to lean forward, put his arms around her waist, and kiss the nape of her neck. With her hair pulled up in a ponytail and leaving her neck perfectly accessible, it wouldn’t take much for him to sweep his tongue and lips over her flesh.
He watched her, her long index finger tapping the PgDn button to scroll through the text. She could read the whole damn manuscript sitting in his lap if she wanted.
It took Nevvie a minute to focus and she had to re-read the first five paragraphs three times. She could lean back against Tyler, put his hands on her breasts, and beg him to make love to her. Not that he would, but it was a favorite fantasy. The only thing more perfect would be Thomas standing in front of her, slowly unzipping his slacks while she lay nestled between the two men…
She took a slow, deep breath, trying to quell the uncomfortable ache between her legs. They were so cute. They treated her like a princess and made her feel loved. How would she ever meet someone who would make her feel the way they did, and they weren’t even sleeping with her!
The thought she didn’t want to consider, what would happen if they got tired of having the poor, pitiful straight girl hanging around?
Time to clear her mind. She wanted to live here and now, with them, and not consider the future one way or another.
She finally got into the story, holding her questions until the end. When she finished she sat up and thought for a moment.
Tyler didn’t speak, patiently waiting.
Nevvie turned sideways across his lap and casually slung an arm around his neck. He hoped she didn’t lean too close or…
“Okay, before I offer my opinion, I need to ask a few questions.”
Unable to speak without moaning, he nodded.
“Does Abernathy survive the chapter?”
Tyler nodded again. Thank you God, a yes or no question.
“The shadow you referenced, I’m assuming that’s a person watching from outside?”
Tyler nodded once more. Blessed fortune smiling upon him.
“Okay.” She absently worked her lower lip and tongue under her upper teeth as she pondered a few things. He tightly gripped the chair arms, forcing himself not to kiss her. Then she turned to face him and their eyes met.
He was helpless under her gaze, totally in her power.
Tyler had the deepest blue eyes. No wonder Thomas fell in love with him. Nevvie almost lost her train of thought and realized he was waiting for her to speak. She licked her lips to form spit because her mouth had dried up.
“Would it be possible to delay Abernathy’s entrance? Either that or have him make a phone call before he gets there that keeps him outside, drag it out for a while so the reader isn’t sure if the shadow is Abernathy or not?”
Her heart dropped at his sudden shocked expression, sure she’d made an ass of herself. “I mean—”
“Brilliant!” He pulled her to him, deeply kissing her on the lips. Before she had time to enjoy it he hugged her, then stood and whirled her around the office in his arms, a huge grin on his face. “Absolutely brilliant!” He kissed her again, long and passionately—that one she had a moment to savor—before releasing her. He plopped down in his chair, fingers flying over the keyboard, an ecstatic smile on his face.
“Nevvie, my sweet muse, you are fantastic! It’s so simple. You are amazing, sweetheart, it’s absolutely perfect!”
She stood there for a moment, unsteady, grabbing his desk for support. If he was gay and he could kiss her like that…holy crap! That wasn’t the gentle good morning kiss of a few weeks earlier. That was a full-on, someone’s-getting-fucked-good-tonight, spit-swapping snog.
“Yeah,” she whispered. “No problem, Tyler. Glad I could help.”
He was already lost in the story, a wild gleam in his eye. She recognized that look. He’d be working for hours.
Once she knew her knees wouldn’t give way she stumbled out the door and pulled it shut behind her. He’d want privacy. She leaned against the wall and closed her eyes, trying to catch her breath.
Da-yum. With a capital da and emphasis on the yum!
She made it to the kitchen and poured a glass of ice water, then quickly downed it. She regained her wits and the desperate ache between her legs eventually subsided. There was plenty to do, and at lunch she was hesitant to interrupt him. She’d paused by his office door and heard him muttering, fingers racing across his keyboard, on a roll. If he wanted lunch he’d ask for it, but maybe if he heard her in the kitchen he’d take a break.
She fixed them turkey wrap sandwiches. She’d started the kettle to make a pitcher of iced tea when he suddenly swooped into the kitchen and wrapped his arms around her, kissing her on the back of the neck and making her shiver in a pleasant way.
“Nevvie, my love, my precious angel, you are never leaving us!” He spun her in his arms, leading her around the kitchen in a silent waltz.