Ryan sit in the window seat. People were already stretching their necks to see.
The flight to Newark airport was quick and after we landed the airline staff assisted us in exiting the plane.
Airport security had us surrounded as we walked to our next gate. Mike escorted us to our gate, then turned to say goodbye. He was headed to
South Carolina to see family.
“Have a good holiday, Mike!” Ryan patted him on the arm and shook his hand.
“You too, Ryan. Taryn.” Mike gave me a hug.
“Happy Thanksgiving, Mike! Thank you for everything!” I hugged him warmly.
“I’ll see you in a week.” Mike tapped Ryan on the shoulder. “Don’t eat too much turkey!”
TSA agents and airport security walked us to our departing flight bound for Pittsburgh. Three young girls ran after us begging for Ryan’s
attention. Ryan graciously stopped to take a picture with them... forever smiling… forever pleasing his fans.
When we landed, we were again escorted by airport security who walked us towards the exit. As we hurried through the terminal, people were
pulling out cameras and cell phones to capture the sight of Ryan Christensen walking through the airport.
I felt Ryan’s hand squeeze mine tighter when we caught sight of his mom and dad standing there waiting for us. All four of us were smiling,
happy to see each other again. Sure enough, a few paparazzi were waiting outside the airport doors.
The afternoon sun was starting to dip in the sky as we approached Ryan’s hometown. He pointed out 12th Street, showing me the infamous hill
where he took the maiden voyage in the laundry basket.
Ryan edged closer to the car door; his hand was reaching for the door handle. I could see the excitement in his eyes and the overwhelming
anticipation he was feeling for being home.
I tried to visualize the neighborhood Ryan grew up in when he talked about it, but no verbal description could compare to seeing it with my own
eyes. The tree-lined street was beautifully tinted with autumn’s different colored leaves, many of which were already in piles on the ground.
The houses on his parents’ street were situated fairly far apart. Each home was set back from the street and had large front yards with plenty of
grass to mow.
We turned onto a long driveway which was lined with trees and simple but tasteful landscaping. Ryan let out a sigh.
His childhood home was beautiful; a two story brick and vinyl home with a large flagstone porch leading up to the front door. The porch eaves
had decorative wooden accents formed to look like archways, and from the center of each arch hung a basket with the remains of green ferns
wilted from the cold.
We parked in front of the two car garage that entered into the side of the house. His father pressed the garage door opener that hung from his
visor. It was apparent that they were used to entering their house through the garage.
Ryan didn’t even make it to the kitchen door – he had to pull the gray car cover up off the front end of his Shelby. The car was a beautiful shade
of sapphire blue with two silver racing stripes from bumper to bumper. It surely was impressive.
“I’ve been running it every once and a while. She should start right up,” his father informed.
Ryan pulled the entire cover off of his car and bunched it up in a pile in the corner of the garage.
“Don’t just leave it lay there! Fold it up!” Bill reprimanded him.
“I will, Dad. Just give me a minute to say hello.” Ryan beamed at his car. “Hello, baby!” He touched the car fender lovingly. “Did you miss me?”
I couldn’t help but smile at Ryan. Boys and their toys! He reached into a cabinet mounted on the wall and pulled out the car keys, unlocking the
doors to his precious car.
He was already hopping in the driver’s seat when his father yelled at him again. “Aren’t you even going to invite Taryn into the house first?”
“I just want to make sure she starts,” Ryan defended.
I held up my hand to his father and tried to dismiss his anger. “It’s all right. Let him start his car. He won’t be able to think of anything else.” I set
my backpack down on the ground next to my suitcase.
A turn of the ignition and his car roared to life. The smile on his face was so huge it was like he died and went to heaven.
“Hop in. Let’s go for a ride,” he yelled over to me.
I ran for the passenger door.
I slipped down into the black leather bucket seat and snapped on my seatbelt. Ryan revved the engine and the car vibrated and purred beneath
us. His long fingers wrapped around the gear shifter with white-knuckled anticipation.
He, of course, had to squeal the tires when he pulled out onto his street, causing the rear end to fishtail a bit. Look out neighbors, the crazy
Christensen kid is back in town!
He drove out on some long back roads lined with farms and cornfields, driving too fast most of the time. He made a left turn and mashed his foot
down on the gas, shifting forcefully through all the gears. At one point we were slightly airborne over a little knoll in the road. His driving was
dangerous and exciting. I knew he’d been looking forward to this adrenaline rush more than anything.
Ryan from Pittsburgh was home.
“Did you have fun?” Ellen asked when we came through the kitchen door with our bags. She was busy making dinner. “Ryan, take your bags
upstairs,” she ordered.
Bill was sitting in a dark brown recliner chair in the family room that was off of the kitchen. He was reading the newspaper and peeking over the
top of it to occasionally watch television. It made me smile, fondly remembering my own father sitting in his favorite chair reading the newspaper.
I followed Ryan up the tan carpeted stairs to his room. He smirked at me as he pushed the last door on the right open with his shoulder. His old
room had one four-paned window centered on the wall that overlooked the front yard. He flipped on the bedroom light, illuminating the lamp that sat
on the single nightstand next to the bed. The light cast a shadow on the plain beige walls and new tan carpeting.
He had a dark oak desk with an old computer and printer sitting on it. On top of his tall wooden dresser were two baseball trophies and a small
decorative lamp. And in the corner of his room stood a wooden coat rack, long empty of coats and clothing.
A tinge of sadness flowed into my chest. His room, the room he spent all of his life growing up in, was obviously cleansed of most of his things.
He didn’t have an apartment, a house, or even an old bedroom that was his anymore. All the fragments of his existence were boxed up and put
aside or forgotten.
I understood why he was dying to get in his car the moment we arrived. That car was the only thing that was his… truly his. More importantly, I
now knew why he moved in with me so quickly and was rushing the thoughts of building a house by a lake. My love was desperately craving a
home… a connection… a safe haven to call his own - for he had nothing in this world but a suitcase and another lonely destination.
I dropped my bag off my shoulder and grabbed the front of his jacket with both of my hands. I wanted him to feel the depth of my love for him
through my lips. I was desperate for him to realize that he was no longer alone in this world; that as long as I had a breath still left in my lungs I would
provide him shelter and be his safe haven in all this uncertainty.
He slipped his fingers underneath my jacket and pushed it back over my shoulders. His coat came off next. He walked backwards to the bed,
pulling me down with him. We kicked our shoes off and twined our clothed bodies together, passionately kissing each other.
“I love you,” I murmured on his lips, staring directly into his open eyes when I said it.