When it came to people? Former was packed with the productive and the purposeful. Latter was lucky if it could pull together more than a couple of bums at this hour.
Which was precisely what he was banking on.
Heading for Caldwell’s twin bridges, he passed by a vacant lot that had a chain- link fence around it and had to slow a little. Christ... that was where ZeroSum had been before it was reduced to a pile of rubble. And the real estate sign that was in front had a Sale Pending sticker slapped on it.
Wasn’t that how things worked. Nasty, like nature, abhorred a vacuum—so if the new club going up on the site met a similar MacGyver end as Rehv’s had, another would take its place just as fast.
Kind of like the sitch with his father. In no time at all, Lash had been replaced by something right up his own alley, so to speak.
Made you feel fucking dispensable. It really did.
Down under the bridges, it didn’t take long to find what he was looking for, but wished he didn’t need. His trolling beneath the overpasses quickly brought out the raggedy humans who slept in cardboard boxes or burned-out cars, and he thought of how similar to stray dogs they were: drawn by the hope of sustenance, suspicious from experience, riddled with disease.
The mange parallel worked, too.
He wasn’t picky and neither were they. Soon enough he had a female in his passenger seat, oohing and ahhing not over the AMG’s leather, but the plastic Baggie of coke he gave her. While she pinkied some up and went Hoover on it, he drove her over to a dark cave formed by the massive concrete foundation of the incoming bridge.
One snort was all she got.
He was on her in a flash, and whether it was his need or her physical weakness, he was able to completely subdue her while he drank.
Her blood tasted like dirty dishwater.
When he was finished, he got out of the car, went around, and yanked her out by the collar. Her color had been pale to begin with; now it was the gray of the concrete.
She would be dead soon if she wasn’t already.
He paused and looked down at her face, measuring the thick lines in the skin and the busted capillaries that had given her an unhealthy blush. She had been a newborn once. She had been fresh to the world years ago.
Time and experience had certainly battered her, and now she was going to die like an animal, alone and on the dirt.
After he dropped her, he reached forward to shut her eyelids—
Jesus... Christ.
Lifting his hand up, he looked through his palm out to the river.
No longer rotting flesh, but dark shadow... in the form of what he used to write with and punch with and drive with.
Dragging the cuff of the raincoat up, he saw that his wrist was still corporeal.
A surge of strength powered through him, the loss of skin no longer something to mourn, but a source of rejoicing.
As is the father... so be the son.
He wasn’t going to end up like that whore he’d just stabbed back to himself. He was heading for the Omega’s territory, not rotting... but transforming.
Lash began to laugh, great belly rolls of satisfaction percolating from his chest and boiling up his throat and leaping out of his mouth. He fell to his knees next to the dead woman and let the relief—
With a sudden surge, he jacked to the side and threw up the spoiled blood he’d taken in. When there was a pause, he wiped his chin with his hand and looked at the glossy red as it covered the shadowy outline of what had once been flesh.
No time to admire his nascent new form.
Violent vomiting racked him so hard he was blinded by the stars exploding in his vision.
FIFTY-ONE
Sitting in her private quarters, Payne stared out over the Far Side’s landscape. The rolling green grass and the tulips and honeysuckle reached only so far before they were cut off by a ring of trees that encircled the lawn. Above it all, the arching milky sky stretched from fluffy treetops to fluffy treetops, the lid on the wardrobe trunk.
From personal experience, she knew that if you walked to the edge of the forest and penetrated its shadows, you ended up emerging... right where you entered.
There was no way out, except through the Scribe Virgin’s permission. She alone held the key to the invisible lock and she wasn’t going to let Payne go—not even to the Primale’s house on the Other Side, as the others were allowed to do.
Which proved that female knew well what she had birthed. She was very aware that once Payne got loose, she was never coming back. Payne had said as much—in a yell that made her own eardrums hum.
In retrospect, her outburst had been a victory for honesty, but not the best strategy. Better to have kept that to herself, and perhaps been allowed to traverse to the Other Side—and stayed there then. After all, it wasn’t as if her mother could force her back to the land of the living statues.
Well, at least theoretically.
On that note, she thought of Layla, who had just returned from having seen her male. The sister had been glowing with a kind of happiness and satisfaction that Payne had never felt.
Rather justified the urge to leave here, didn’t it: Even if what awaited her on the Other Side was nothing like she remembered from her small slice of freedom, she would have choices to make on her own.
Verily, it was a strange curse to have been born and yet not have a life to live. Short of killing her mother, she was stuck herein, and however much she hated the female, she wasn’t going to take that trail. She wasn’t sure she’d win in such a conflict, for one thing. For another... she had already disposed of her sire. Matricide was not an experience that held any new or particular fascination for her.
Oh, the past, the painful, wretched past. How awful to be stuck here with an infinite, bland future whilst burdened with a history that was too awful to dwell on. Suspended animation had been a kind gift when measured up against this torture—at least in the frozen state, her mind hadn’t been able to wander and tangle with things she wished hadn’t transpired, and things she would never get to do—
“Would you care for some victuals?”
Payne looked over her shoulder. No’One was in the archway of the room, bended into a bow with a tray in her hands.
“Oh, yes, please.” Payne shook off her moribund musings. “And won’t you join me?”
“I thank you kindly, but I shall serve you and depart.” The maid put the provisions down on the window seat beside Payne. “When you and the king set to your physical conflicts, I shall return to collect—”
“May I ask you something?”
No’One bowed again. “But of course. How may I be of service?”
“Why have you never gone on to the Other Side? Like the others?”
There was a long silence... and then the female gimped over to the pallet on which Payne slept. With shaking hands, No’One straightened the bedding into a precise order.
“I have no particular interest in that world,” she said from under her robing. “I am safe here. Over there... I would not be safe.”
“The Primale is a Brother of stout arm and fine dagger skill. No harm would e’er befall you under his care.”
The sound that drifted out from the hood was noncommittal. “Circumstances have a way of spinning into chaos and strife there. Simple decisions have ramifications that can be shattering. Here, everything is in order.”
Spoken as a survivor of the raid that had taken place in this sanctuary some seventy-five years ago, Payne thought. Back on that horrible eve, males from the Other Side had infiltrated the barrier and brought with them the violence that often existed in their world.