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Vincent loaded the easel on his back once again and went into the country-side to find sunflowers for the twelve wall panels. The earth of the ploughed fields was as soft in colour as a pair of sabots, while the forget-me-not blue sky was flecked with white clouds. Some of the sunflowers he did on the stalk, at sunrise, and in a flash. Others he took home with him and painted in a green vase.

He gave the outside of his house a fresh coat of yellow, much to the amusement of the inhabitants of the Place Lamartine.

By the time he finished his work on the house, summer had come. With it came the broiling sun, the driving mistral, the growing excitement in the air, the tortured, tormented, driven aspect of the country-side and the stone city pasted against the hill.

And with it came Paul Gauguin.

He arrived in Arles before dawn and waited for the sun in a little all-night café. The proprietor looked at him and exclaimed, “You are the friend! I recognize you.”

“What the devil are you talking about?”

“Monsieur Van Gogh showed me the portrait you sent him. It looks just like you, Monsieur.”

Gauguin went to rouse Vincent. Their meeting was boisterous and hearty. Vincent showed Gauguin the house, helped him unpack his valise, demanded news of Paris. They talked animatedly for several hours.

“Are you planning to work today, Gauguin?”

“Do you think I am a Carolus-Duran, that I can get off the train, pick up my palette, and turn you off a sunlight effect at once?”

“I only asked.”

“Then don’t ask foolish questions.”

“I’ll take a holiday, too. Come along. I’ll show you the town.”

He led Gauguin up the hill, through the sun-baked Place de la Maine, and along the market road at the back of the town. The Zouaves were drilling in the field just outside the barracks: their red fezzes burned in the sun. Vincent led the way through the little park in front of the Roman forum. The Arlesiennes were strolling for their morning air. Vincent had been raving to Gauguin about how beautiful they were.

“What do you think about the Arlesiennes, Gauguin?” he demanded.

“I can’t get up a perspiration about them.”

“Look at the tone of their flesh, man, not the shape. Look at what the sun has done to their colouring.”

“How are the houses here, Vincent?”

“There’s nothing but five franc places for the Zouaves.”

They returned to the yellow house to work out some sort of living arrangements. They nailed a box to the wall in the kitchen and put half their money into it—so much for tobacco, so much for incidental expenses, including rent. On the top of the box they put a scrap of paper and a pencil with which to write down every franc they took. In another box they put the rest of their money, divided into four parts, to pay for the food each week.

“You’re a good cook, aren’t you, Gauguin?”

“Excellent. I used to be a sailor.”

“Then in the future you shall cook. But tonight I am going to make the soup in your honour.”

When he served the soup that night, Gauguin could not eat it.

“How you mixed this mess, Vincent, I can’t imagine. As you mix the colours in your pictures, I dare say.”

“What is the matter with the colours in my pictures?”

“My dear fellow, you’re still floundering in neo-impressionism. You’d better give up your present method. It doesn’t correspond to your nature.”

Vincent pushed his bowl of soup aside.

“You can tell that at first glance, eh? You’re quite a critic.”

“Well, look for yourself. You’re not blind, are you? Those violent yellows, for example; they’re completely disordered.”

Vincent glanced up the sunflower panels on the wall.

“Is that all you find to say about my sunflowers?”

“No, my dear fellow, I can find a good many things to criticize.”

“Among them?”

“Among them, your harmonies; they’re monotonous and incomplete.”

“That’s a lie!”

“Oh, sit down, Vincent. Stop looking as though you wanted to murder me. I’m a good deal older than you, and more mature. You’re still trying to find yourself. Just listen to me, and I’ll give some fruitful lessons.”

“I’m sorry, Paul. I do want you to help me.”

“Then the first thing you had better do is sweep all the garbage out of your mind. You’ve been raving all day about Meissonier and Monticelli. They’re both worthless. As long as you admire that sort of painting, you’ll never turn out a good canvas yourself.”

“Monticelli was a great painter. He knew more about colour than any man of his time.”

“He was a drunken idiot, that’s what he was.”

Vincent jumped to his feet and glared at Gauguin across the table. The bowl of soup fell to the red tile floor and smashed.

“Don’t you call ‘Fada’ that! I love him almost as well as I do my own brother! All that talk about his being such a drinker, and off his head, is vicious gossip. No drunkard could have painted Monticelli’s pictures. The mental labour of balancing the six essential colours, the sheer strain and calculation, with a hundred things to think of in a single half hour, demands a sane mind. And a sober one. When you repeat that gossip about ‘Fada’ you’re being just as vicious as that beastly woman who started it.”

“Turlututu, mon chapeau pointu!”

Vincent recoiled, as though a glass of cold water had been thrown in his face. His words and tense emotion strangled within him. He tried to put down his rage, but could not. He walked to his bedroom and slammed the door behind him.

8

THE FOLLOWING MORNING the quarrel was forgotten. They had coffee together and then went their separate ways to find pictures. When Vincent returned that night, exhausted from what he had called the balancing of the six essential colours, he found Gauguin already preparing supper on the tiny gas stove. They talked quietly for a little while; then the conversation turned to painters and painting, the only subject in which they were passionately interested.

The battle was on.

The painters whom Gauguin admired, Vincent despised. Vincent’s idols were anathema to Gauguin. They disagreed on every last approach to their craft. Any other subject they might have been able to discuss in a quiet and friendly manner, but painting was the meat and drink of life to them. They fought for their ideas to the last drop of nervous energy. Gauguin had twice Vincent’s brute strength, but Vincent’s lashing excitement left them evenly matched.

Even when they discussed things about which they agreed, their arguments were terribly electric. They came out of them with their heads as exhausted as a battery after it has been discharged.

“You’ll never be an artist, Vincent,” announced Gauguin, “until you can look at nature, come back to your studio and paint it in cold blood.”

“I don’t want to paint in cold blood, you idiot. I want to paint in hot blood! That’s why I’m in Arles.”

“All this work you’ve done is only slavish copying from nature. You must learn to work extempore.”

Extempore! Good God!”

“And another thing; you would have done well to listen to Seurat. Painting is abstract, my boy. It has no room for the stories you tell and the morals you point out.”

“I point out morals? You’re crazy.”

“If you want to preach, Vincent, go back to the ministry. Painting is colour, line, and form; nothing more. The artist can reproduce the decorative in nature, but that’s all.”