‘I am deeply grateful for the honour you do my countryman,’ she told the Dauphin.
Then she dismissed the matter from her mind.
A lovelier spot than that on which Diane’s castle of Anet stood could not be found in the whole of Europe. Past its high stone walls flowed the Eure, and beyond it stretched out the gently sloping vineyards. Diane, under Henry’s guidance, was doing everything humanly possible to make the place all that huntsmen could desire; she had enclosed a small but thick forest in which wild beasts were preserved; her stables were acknowledged to contain some of the best horses in the country; the castle itself combined luxury with comfort, and to Henry it was home.
He was growing up. He was past sixteen, and out of this idyllic friendship that had begun on the day of his first encounter with his beautiful benefactress, passion was beginning to grow.
As for Diane herself, she was fond of the boy. She looked upon him as she might have looked upon a delicate plant which, after a doubtful start, had blossomed into unexpected beauty. He was her creation. She had pruned away the awkwardness until dignity had developed in its place; quiet he was, for she could not cultivate where there was no root; but she had taught him self-confidence; she had made him conscious of his royal standing. He was deeply grateful to her.
She had been quick to sense the change in his attitude toward herself. Once she had been a goddess, a saint in a stained-glass window; now she was the perfect woman. He had become a husband since the first days of their friendship, but nearly two years of married life, while doubtless it had made him aware of love and passion, had not taught him to love his wife.
Diane had known for some time that this was a problem she had to face.
expecting him to arrive at Anet on this day. Soon she would hear the horns of the huntsmen who would ride with him. She would see him, at the head of his attendants, come clattering into the courtyard, colour in his usually pale cheeks, his eyes bright with eagerness at the thought of seeing her.
She was fresh and perfumed from her bath. This odd habit of taking frequent baths alarmed her women. They thought that the baths contained some magic which kept her young; it amused Diane to see the fearful way in which they poured out asses’ milk and emptied it away when the bath was over. They asked themselves how any woman could, without the aid of magic, preserve a perfect figure such as Diane possessed, after the birth of two children. It was no use telling them that exercise did that for her. They would not believe it. Diane was up with the dawn, when she rode for two hours in the fresh morning air; after that she returned to her couch, where she read until midday, thus preserving not only an elasticity of body, but of mind. Diane said she lived by regular habits which she had proved to be good; those about her said she lived by magic.
As a practical Frenchwoman, she now knew that the time had come for her to make a decision. Henry was yearning to be her lover, but the suggestion that he should become so, must, as all suggestions between them, come from her.
She was by no means a sensual woman, and she did not feel the desire for a lover; she had been a faithful wife to her middle-aged husband, and she felt it no great hardship to live without him. Her horror at the King’s advances had been genuine; but now she could calmly consider those of his son.
She was more fond of Henry that she was of anyone also, even her own daughters. He was so dependent upon her; he adored her so naїvely. Would, she wondered, physical contact lessen or strengthen the bond between them? This step from the stained-glass window to the bedchamber needed a good deal of consideration. One thing was certain: Henry was in need of love, physical love.
If Diane did not give it, would he look elsewhere? If he did, and if he found it, Diane’s rule would necessarily decline. There were many people who thought the Italian girl colourless; Diane was not so sure. It might be that the girl preferred to keep in the background than make blunders. It was not folly which would lead her to act thus, but wisdom.
What was she to do? She was fond of the boy; she had come to regard him as important in her life. Was she to lose him to his wife or a possible mistress?
Moreover, for all his modesty, he was the King’s son― a person of some consequence in the court. Diane needed influential friends at court.
Mademoiselle d’Heilly was growing in importance― she had now been married to the Duke of Etampes to give her standing and respectability at court and she had always hated Diane. The woman was loved devotedly by the King; Diane must be loved in the same devoted manner by the King’s son. No! She could not risk losing Henry; he was too important to her both practically and emotionally.
She said to her woman: ‘Madeleine, do I hear the sound of horses’ hoofs?’
‘I think you may, Madame. I heard the horn full five minutes ago.’
Diane was smiling as she went to the window. She saw him ride into the courtyard at the head of his party. Yes, he was indeed a noble youth. He leaped from the saddle and called to his grooms with that air of authority which had grown from her coaching, and which he seemed to put on when he came to Anet.
A page came in. ‘Monsieur d’Orléans is here, Madame.’
‘Tell him he may come to me here.’
She was lying on the couch when he came in. She dismissed her attendants.
He knelt and kissed her left hand, and with her right, she touched his hair. It was thick and dark. She caressed it lightly, and he lifted his head and looked at her, so that she saw he was filled with emotion.
‘I had thought you would be here earlier,’ she said. ‘It seems long since you came.’
‘I rode hot-foot,’ he answered. ‘Never have miles seemed so long.’
‘You look at me oddly, Henry.’
‘You are so beautiful.’
She laughed lightly. ‘I am glad I find favour with you, my dearest friend.’
He kissed her hand again; his lips were hot and he was quivering with his passionate desire for her.
Marriage had indeed changed him. She thought: how is he the little Italian? She was faintly jealous of the child, envying her her youth and her status as his wife.
She said: ‘I think of you often, my dearest. Henry, I think I am a little jealous.’
He lifted his head to stare at her, not understanding; he was always slow of understanding.
‘Jealous,’ she said, ‘of Catherine.’
He flushed and looked quickly away from her. She liked his shyness,. How much more appealing it was than his father’s practiced ways!
She went on: ‘I am an old woman, Henry, compared with you. It makes me sad that I should be so old and you so young.’
He stammered: ‘You― you could never be old. You are perfect. Age? What is age? How I wish I were of an age with you! I would gladly throw away those years which separate us.’
She took his face between her hands and kissed him. ‘How adorable you are, my Henry. You see, I think of you as mine. But I must not.’
‘Why?’ he asked. ‘Why― should you not?’
‘You must not come to Anet as you have been doing, my dearest. You see― we are friends; that is all. Always I shall think of you as my dearest friend. But now you are no longer a boy. You have a wife―’
‘But what has she to do with our friendship?’
‘Everything, Henry. You have a wife― and you visit me. How can we expect the rest of the world to understand this friendship of ours? They laugh.
They sneer. Mademoiselle d’Heilly― I should say Madame d’Etampes― has slandered us, Henry.’
‘How dare she!’
‘My darling, she dares much. Her position enables her to do so with impunity.’