‘I vait tree veeks… I not vait any more.’
‘But my dear lady I assure you upon my honor as a gentleman…’
Mrs Budkowitz began to jerk her shoulders about. Her voice rose thin and wailing like the sound of a peanut wagon. ‘You pay me tat fifteen dollar or I rent te room to somebody else.’
‘I’ll pay you this very evening.’
‘Vat time?’
‘Six o’clock.’
‘Allright. Plis you give me key.’
‘But I cant do that. Suppose I was late?’
‘Tat’s vy I vant te key. I’m trough vit vaiting.’
‘All right take the key… I hope you understand that after this insulting behavior it will be impossible for me to remain longer under your roof.’
Mrs Budkowitz laughed hoarsely. ‘Allright ven you pay me fifteen dollar you can take avay your grip.’ He put the two keys tied together with string into her gray hand and slammed the door and strode down the street.
At the corner of Third Avenue he stopped and stood shivering in the hot afternoon sunlight, sweat running down behind his ears. He was too weak to swear. Jagged oblongs of harsh sound broke one after another over his head as an elevated past over. Trucks grated by along the avenue raising a dust that smelled of gasoline and trampled horsedung. The dead air stank of stores and lunchrooms. He began walking slowly uptown towards Fourteenth Street. At a corner a crinkly warm smell of cigars stopped him like a hand on his shoulder. He stood a while looking in the little shop watching the slim stained fingers of the cigarroller shuffle the brittle outside leaves of tobacco. Remembering Romeo and Juliet Arguelles Morales he sniffed deeply. The slick tearing of tinfoil, the careful slipping off of the band, the tiny ivory penknife for the end that slit delicately as flesh, the smell of the wax match, the long inhaling of bitter crinkled deep sweet smoke. And now sir about this little matter of the new Northern Pacific bond issue… He clenched his fists in the clammy pockets of his raincoat. Take my key would she the old harridan? I’ll show her, damn it. Joe Harland may be down and out but he’s got his pride yet.
He walked west along Fourteenth and without stopping to think and lose his nerve went down into a small basement stationery store, strode through unsteadily to the back, and stood swaying in the doorway of a little office where sat at a rolltop desk a blueeyed baldheaded fat man.
‘Hello Felsius,’ croaked Harland.
The fat man got to his feet bewildered. ‘God it aint Mr Harland is it?’
‘Joe Harland himself Felsius… er somewhat the worse for wear.’ A titter died in his throat.
‘Well I’ll be… Sit right down Mr Harland.’
‘Thank you Felsius… Felsius I’m down and out.’
‘It must be five years since I’ve seen you Mr Harland.’
‘A rotten five years it’s been for me… I suppose its all luck. My luck wont ever change on this earth again. Remember when I’d come in from romping with the bulls and raise hell round the office? A pretty good bonus I gave the office force that Christmas.’
‘Indeed it was Mr Harland.’
‘Must be a dull life storekeeping after the Street.’
‘More to my taste Mr Harland, nobody to boss me here.’
‘And how’s the wife and kids?’
‘Fine, fine; the oldest boy’s just out of highschool.’
‘That the one you named for me?’
Felsius nodded. His fingers fat as sausages were tapping uneasily on the edge of the desk.
‘I remember I thought I’d do something for that kid someday. It’s a funny world.’ Harland laughed feebly. He felt a shuddery blackness stealing up behind his head. He clenched his hands round his knee and contracted the muscles of his arms. ‘You see Felsius, it’s this way… I find myself for the moment in a rather embarrassing situation financially… You know how those things are.’ Felsius was staring straight ahead of him into the desk. Beads of sweat were starting out of his bald head. ‘We all have our spell of bad luck dont we? I want to float a very small loan for a few days, just a few dollars, say twentyfive until certain combinations…’
‘Mr Harland I cant do it.’ Felsius got to his feet. ‘I’m sorry but principles is principles… I’ve never borrowed or lent a cent in my life. I’m sure you understand that…’
‘All right, dont say any more.’ Harland got meekly to his feet. ‘Let me have a quarter… I’m not so young as I was and I haven’t eaten for two days,’ he mumbled, looking down at his cracked shoes. He put out his hand to steady himself by the desk.
Felsius moved back against the wall as if to ward off a blow. He held out a fiftycent piece on thick trembling fingers. Harland took it, turned without a word and stumbled out through the shop. Felsius pulled a violet bordered handkerchief out of his pocket, mopped his brow and turned to his letters again.
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They came out of the movie blinking into bright pools of electric glare. Cassie watched him stand with his feet apart and eyes absorbed lighting a cigar. McAvoy was a stocky man with a beefy neck; he wore a single-button coat, a checked vest and a dogshead pin in his brocade necktie.
‘That was a rotton show or I’m a Dutchman,’ he was growling.
‘But I loved the twavel pictures, Morris, those Swiss peasants dancing; I felt I was wight there.’
‘Damn hot in there… I’d like a drink.’
‘Now Morris you promised,’ she whined.
‘Oh I just meant sodawater, dont get nervous.’ ‘Oh that’d be lovely. I’d just love a soda.’
‘Then we’ll go for a walk in the Park.’
She let the lashes fall over her eyes ‘Allwight Morris,’ she whispered without looking at him. She put her hand a little tremulously through his arm.
‘If only I wasn’t so goddam broke.’
‘I don’t care Morris.’
‘I do by God.’
At Columbus Circle they went into a drugstore. Girls in green, violet, pink summer dresses, young men in straw hats were three deep along the sodafountain. She stood back and admiringly watched him shove his way through. A man was leaning across the table behind her talking to a girl; their faces were hidden by their hatbrims.
‘You juss tie that bull outside, I said to him, then I resigned.’
‘You mean you were fired.’
‘No honest I resigned before he had a chance… He’s a stinker d’you know it? I wont take no more of his lip. When I was walkin outa the office he called after me… Young man lemme tell ye sumpen. You wont never make good till you learn who’s boss around this town, till you learn that it aint you.’
Morris was holding out a vanilla icecream soda to her. ‘Dreamin’ again Cassie; anybody’d think you was a snowbird.’ Smiling bright-eyed, she took the soda; he was drinking coca-cola. ‘Thank you,’ she said. She sucked with pouting lips at a spoonful of icecream. ‘Ou Morris it’s delicious.’
The path between round splashes of arclights ducked into darkness. Through slant lights and nudging shadows came a smell of dusty leaves and trampled grass and occasionally a rift of cool fragrance from damp earth under shrubberies.
‘Oh I love it in the Park,’ chanted Cassie. She stifled a belch. ‘D’you know Morris I oughtnt to have eaten that icecweam. It always gives me gas.’
Morris said nothing. He put his arm round her and held her tight to him so that his thigh rubbed against hers as they walked. ‘Well Pierpont Morgan is dead… I wish he’d left me a couple of million.’
‘Oh Morris wouldn’t it be wonderful? Where’d we live? On Central Park South.’ They stood looking back at the glow of electric signs that came from Columbus Circle. To the left they could see curtained lights in the windows of a whitefaced apartmenthouse. He looked stealthily to the right and left and then kissed her. She twisted her mouth out from under his.