‘In Berlin?’
‘In Los Angeles.’
‘Wow.’
‘Yes, wow.’
‘Do you want to go?’
‘I don’t know. Yes for the experience. And yes for Rosa-once I was worried about moving her around too much, but she loved coming here, and getting her out of Berlin would, er-’
‘Nip any possible problems in the bud,’ Russell cut in.
‘Exactly.’
‘But?’
‘You know the but. I miss you, and the idea of taking off for weeks or even months the moment you come back is …’
‘Not good,’ Russell finished for her. He smiled. ‘Maybe the Soviets need a spy in Hollywood. And I’m sure the Americans would like someone on the inside, telling them which actors are secret communists.’
‘You’re joking.’
‘Only a little. Effi, I think you should go. For one film, anyway. It might be good for Rosa-who knows? — but in any case I’m sure she’ll love it. And it’s too good a chance for you to pass up.’
‘I don’t know,’ Effi said again. ‘You know, I actually thought life would get back to normal after the war.’
‘You weren’t the only one.’
‘This film won’t happen before September,’ she added. ‘And I’m not missing Paul’s wedding.’
‘He would be upset.’
Lying awake an hour or so later, it occurred to Russell that one of his oldest dreams had finally had come true-he was sleeping with a Hollywood actress.
It was raining next morning, which suited their mood, because nobody wanted to leave. They got wet in the water taxi, and then had to dry out the Balilla, because no one had thought to put the roof up. But at least the car was there-Russell had woken up fearing that someone had stolen it, and wondering how he would get them both home.
A gorgeous rainbow appeared as they drove out of the city, and by the time they reached Treviso the sun was draped across the mountains ahead. As they approached the Aviano airbase, Rosa leaned forward and suggested that Russell ‘just come home’ with them.
‘I’d love to,’ he told her, ‘but I can’t. I’ll be back soon, though,’ he promised, hoping it was true.
‘And you have to take the car back,’ Rosa remembered.
‘Good thing you reminded me.’
They were an hour ahead of schedule, but the DC-3 was already waiting, the pilots anxious to leave at once.
‘You two look after each other,’ he shouted after Effi and Rosa as they climbed the steps, but he doubted if they heard him over the noise of the engines. They waved once, and disappeared inside, the door slamming shut behind them. Without much more ado, the plane accelerated off down the short runway, rose sharply into the air, and took a long climbing turn towards the mountains. Russell watched it shrink in size and finally disappear, before plunking himself back behind the Balilla’s wheel with a heartfelt groan.
Russell arrived back in Trieste early that evening, returned the car to its reluctant owner, and took a tram along the waterfront to the Piazza dell Unita. Feeling less than ravenous, he eschewed the San Marco for once, and opted for one of the Caffe degli Specchi’s famous toasted sandwiches. The place seemed more full of couples than usual, but after the weekend he was probably just more conscious of being alone.
Outside a huge orange sun was sinking into the sea. He walked back across the darkening Piazza Cavana, where traditional red lights glowed in half a dozen windows, and sun-tanned British soldiers loitered in groups, noisily drinking beer and sizing up the local whores. Travel back two thousand years in a time machine, Russell thought, and only the details-clothing, drinking receptacles, weapons-would be different. The Roman legion back from Judaea had become the East Staffordshires on their way home from Palestine.
Five minutes later, Russell was climbing the stairs to his room. It wasn’t much past eight, but he felt exhausted, and only just summoned the energy to take off his shoes and trousers. The last thing he noticed before sleep overtook him was the moon peeking around his window frame.
It was gone when he woke, the sound of a blast ringing in his ears, a ghostly haze of plaster dust clouding the room.
Silence followed; the silence of the deaf, he realised.
He clambered out of the plaster-strewn bed, reached for his trousers, and pulled them on. The dust was thicker out on the long narrow landing, but was already settling on the threadbare throws which lined the floor. The door to his old room had been blown across the head of the stairs, and through the gap where it had hung he could see a yellow streetlight. The room’s outer wall had all but vanished.
And so, he discovered, had the floor. What was left of the bed had fallen into the room below, and the glinting mess at its centre was presumably Skerlic’s torso. Daylight would find the rest of him glued to the walls, Russell surmised.
He dimly heard shouting; his ears were beginning to recover. People were trying to get into the room below but something was blocking the door. And now he heard a thin mewling sound coming from directly below him. There was at least one person under the fallen floor.
He hurried downstairs to join those carting debris out into the street, and watched as three of Marko’s daughters were carried out. It was the girls he’d taken for the ride only four days before. Two were still breathing, their faces covered in cuts and bruises. Sasa’s face, by contrast, was completely untouched, but a falling beam had stove in her chest, and crushed the life from her body.
An ambulance bell was tolling in the distance.
‘He said he was a professor,’ Marko was half-shouting, half-crying. ‘But who blows up professors? He lied to me, he must have done.’
Russell doubted it. The Croats had assumed he was still in his old room, had waited until he returned from Venice, and then detonated their bomb. They hadn’t meant to kill any Serbs, but they hadn’t much cared if they did.
He had got Sasa killed. He and all the others like him, playing their ridiculous games.
Bearers of light
After taking Rosa to school on Tuesday morning, Effi walked home intent on sorting out her professional life. The first task was to finish reading the Hollywood script, and this took her the rest of the morning.
It had what she considered the usual Hollywood weaknesses-a tendency to sentimentalise, and the habit of assuming that only regular outbreaks of violence would keep the audience interested. But overall she liked it, and a director as good as Gregory Sinfield would doubtless make it better. If she wanted a reason to turn them down, she would have to look elsewhere.
Nothing had come from RIAS, so she called Alfred Henninger on the telephone. He was most apologetic, but had no news. ‘I’m sure the series will go ahead,’ he said. ‘It’s just a matter of when.’
Which wasn’t very helpful. With three hours to spare before Rosa’s return, she walked down to Zoo Station and took a tram to the Elisabeth, hoping that Annaliese would have a few moments to spare. As it turned out, it was her friend’s half-day off, and Effi only just caught her leaving for home.
Gerhard had left for Rugen Island and some sort of Party conference, and Annaliese was happy to share a walk along the Landwehrkanal and into the slowly reviving Tiergarten. After one botched effort, the British had finally succeeded in blowing up the huge flak towers that had sullied the landscape for almost seven years, and the park’s trees, decimated by bombings and the desperate need for firewood, were springing back to life. It seemed to Effi as if the city’s lungs were beginning to breathe again.
She asked Annaliese if she any ‘political news’, their code for the rumours and gossip that Strohm brought home from work.